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learn to be easy by nonexistenttrees
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga
19 Dec 2023
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Roy’s hands land on her shoulders. He’s so close to her all of a sudden, his eyes wide and lips trembling as he lingers on every possible detail of her face, until an unguardedly sweet smile finally spreads across his features. “You are so beautiful,” he says, his forehead dipping close to hers as he sways on his feet. “I thought I’d never see you again, Lieutenant.”
Something inside Riza’s chest bursts open, like a mouth yawning. Or a dam breaking.
(a character study on the relationship between bodily autonomy, trauma, and sexuality)
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love you more than anyone can by nonexistenttrees
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
20 Oct 2023
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The night that she learns about Pride, Riza doesn't hang up the phone.
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something breaks by nonexistenttrees
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
14 Oct 2023
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“All I want is to see you succeed, sir. I can’t let my own feelings get in your way like this.”
Recognition dawns on Roy’s face so painstakingly slow that Riza has time to run through every mistake she’s ever made in her life, leading up to this one. “Your own feelings?”
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"It’s—I—there’s this scientist, a doctor, and I know very little about her, except for that she found a way to make people immortal. Really, truly immortal,” Raphaella says.
Marius swears that his heart stops at those words. “So you…?”
“Yeah. I’ve died… a few hundred times since then, but it never sticks. As far as I can tell, it worked.”
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Even Jonny knows better than to push Nastya when she doesn’t want to talk, though he still tries if he doesn’t mind being blown to bits for his trouble, but Brian just presses his lips together and starts trying to guide her in the direction of his pod. “It appears that you haven’t slept in several days, and your usual… pallor is even greyer than normal. If you’re not willing to confide in Aurora about whatever’s upsetting you, then you need someone else to talk to, yes?”
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Whumptober/Mechtober 2020 by nonexistenttrees
Fandom Dr. Carmilla (Musician), High Noon Over Camelot - The Mechanisms (Album), Once Upon a Time (In Space) - The Mechanisms (Album), The Bifrost Incident - The Mechanisms (Album), The Mechanisms (Band), Ulysses Dies at Dawn - The Mechanisms (Album)
01 Nov 2020
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Ficlets written for Whumptober and Mechtober prompts during October 2020.
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indigo by nonexistenttrees
Fandom The Bifrost Incident - The Mechanisms (Album), The Mechanisms (Band)
19 Aug 2020
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Your Warmth Against My Scars by lassus
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga
19 Apr 2022
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“How have you been?” his doctor asks him after a moment.
“Fine,” Roy responds, calmy.
He is, really. Mostly he feels numb. And tired. And his scars hurt, sure. On the whole, nothing out of the ordinary.
“Have you been experiencing any pain in the areas with scar tissue?”
Every waking moment. But it’s fine. Really.
“Not much.”
Harris frowns. “I want to help you, you know,” he tells him.
“I know,” he brings himself to say. His doctor sighs heavily.
“How are things at work?” Harris asks, after a minute.
Roy has to look away, suddenly. It doesn’t take long for the numbness to wash over him again though, thankfully.
“Fine too.”
(Or, Roy's still healing wounds, excessive work and an argument with his Lieutenant slowly take their toll on him.)
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05 Dec 2023
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Riza Hawkeye is, for lack of a more elegant word, possessive.
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This is wrong, every fibre in his body screams at him, they’re not supposed to still be dead, one or two being a bit slow could just be a freak occurrence, but all of them!?
Some old... acquaintances have decided to take their revenge on the Mechanisms, and for some reason it works. Only Jonny is left alive, and he can only think of one person capable of helping him: Dr Carmilla, whom he'd hoped never to have to see again.
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23 Feb 2021
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Raphaella wants to understand how the Mechanisms' altered biology works. Ivy volunteers to let her take a closer look.
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Bookmarked by nonexistenttrees
18 Jul 2020
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Martin can take care of himself.
Bookmarked by nonexistenttrees
16 Nov 2019