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    Their names had first appeared on his hand when he was 4 years old. Beautifully written characters with vibrant colors to them. Douma was far too young to read such complex words, he went to his parents hoping they would know.

    However when he got to their room and he showed them the names, all his mother did was start to weep while his father looked at him with pure rage.

    "You were supposed to be perfect!" his mother had shouted, weeping uncontrollably. "Is this how you repay us after all the hard work we've put into you!"

    Douma did not know what he did wrong but he knew there would be a well learned lesson from it.

    "Come here, boy," father had called sternly. He was holding what appeared to be a bandages in his hand. "These names mean nothing to you, they're just useless distractions. Do you hear me?!," he yelled while tightly wrapping Douma's wrist with the cloth.

    "Yes sir," he replied, wincing when his father drew the cloth too tight.

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    From childhood Douma is taught to be perfect, to be the best. He wasn't his own person, what ever he did reflected on his parents, failure wasn't an option. He pushed people away in search of perfection, destroying his life in the process.

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    Updated every Tuesday!
    Remus’s third year has him dealing with taking all the electives, his friends starting to date, and, in addition to the stress of being a werewolf, he’s also finally realized something about himself that he is slowly trying to accept. Which just brings on a whole new slew of problems.
    The world of Shifting Lines will eventually include Wolfstar. Mostly canon with a few exceptions.
    Content warning tags are used in each chapter.
    Don't really need to read the others before this I think, but if you want a summary of what's happened I have those posted under my works
    I want to make it clear I do not agree with Rowling's views. I DO NOT AGREEE WITH HER or anything she's been saying. While I am writing an HP fanfic, I do NOT promote her work, or think you should give her any money.
    This is a very pro-LGBT+ series, there will be a lot of queer characters once they're older (though we do start getting that in this book!). That being said, the general wizarding society in this is very anti-LGBT+. I will keep the hate to a minimum, but it will be a story where the characters are afraid to/cannot come out publicly. But this is a queer story written by a queer author!

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    Gareth Carson has no idea how he got himself into this predicament
    He prided himself on being the sensible one,the quick thinker
    So imagine his surprise when his rational thinking leaves and he becomes attracted to his professor
    It was one thing liking a man but another was him getting fucked by him

    Join the two of them as they navigate love,loss and more importantly each other.

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    It's time to look at your year-end performance evaluation report and for some inexplicable reason voluntarily submit yourself to the bestial destruction of your putative well-being.

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    i only hurt myself...

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    Ethan Tenmei, at 13, wondering how he will get out of this situation.

    Ethan Temei, at 19, wondering how he got into this situation.

    Tenmei at 29, wondering how it will end for him.

     

    Because nothing could have stopped him. Not his dad, Not Nato, Not Azora.

    He will miss them.

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    Францу Шельце, известному монополисту и владелецу крупной компании, приходится бежать во Францию вместе со своим новым другом Шимуалем. Но всё ли в жизни так просто? Возможно ничего и не имело смысла? Возможно так семью получиться обрести?

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    I wish to rip my skin off.

    Have you ever thought about taking someone else's skin and wearing it as if it's yours?

    Have you ever thought about taking someone else's identity, just to see how it might be?

    I am awfully curious.

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    She never thought it would get so bad.

    From the guilt and the blame, to the pain.

    Now that she thought about it, why did they look at her like they did something terrible? She may not remember much of anything, but its not like something bad happened to her. Right?

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    Miko gets her and her friends 'temporarily' banned from the Autobot base after an accident she caused. She
    prayed to make it up to them, she truly cared and would sacrifice even her life to do so.

    Well, maybe she took that part too literally. Well, at least she wont remember.

    Or Or!
    Miko is killed and turned into an animatronic, now Jack and Raf have to help her while trying not to have too many meltdowns and exposing what happened

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    Buggy The Clown has made an aggressive name for himself, becoming one of the most feared pirates in the East Blue. Blowing up islands and eluding the marines effortlessly.

    Fueled by bitter hatred and flames of rage brought in by a letter he receives, the captain decides to make a stop in a small village. While he's there, he decides to take a tan little treasure that catches his immediate interest.

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    It had only been three hours.

    Three hours was all it took for hell to become hellish.

    And Alastor could feel that something was horribly wrong.

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    Pretty much Comics and art for the main book "A Poetic Show of love and Grace for the Neighborhood hound-boy." under my profile.
    These are also posted on my Twitter account OverUbiquitous

    Updates for this may vary with how I'm feeling about doing art at the current time.

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    After Aziraphale left to return to Heaven with the Metatron, Crowley was left to pick up the pieces. He's trying to fill the hole with booze, sad songs, and sleep, but nothing seems to take his mind off of the angel. He even sees him in his dreams, or rather his nightmares. Nothing can fix it, that is until he accidentally cuts his hand and realizes that for a few brief glorious moments, he was free of the crushing pain of losing Aziraphale. Alone and depressed Crowley experiments with his new found coping mechanism.
    But he's not the only one causing himself pain, he keeps getting dragged back to Hell, questioned for information that he doesn't have. And Hell does not like his answers. How long can he keep going like this?
    Meanwhile, where is Aziraphale? Does he really not care what is happening to the demon? Or is something keeping the angel away?

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    What if Vaggie's wings grew back instead of just popping up out of nowhere? Vaggie struggles through the emotional and physical pain that her wings bring her. They cause a toll on her sending her down a spiral

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    A small piece of trauma art I made for myself

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    Sarawat is a loner. He is rich and smart and gorgeous as hell yet he has no friends. People stay away from him. They would rather not cross his path. Astonishing, isn't it?

    Tine has just joined the college in Engineering department and hears about his senior who is ignored by the entire university and being the kind and compassionate that he is, he sets his mind to befriend him.

    As Tine chases after Sarawat he realizes that things are getting more complicated than he had thought. Sarawat is anything but ordinary and he had no idea what sort of trouble he just got himself into.

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    Leshy has settled into life as a mortal remarkably well. Becoming a productive member of the flock and even finding love. However, when his child is born his past as a god starts threatening his future as a father.

    Is this new chapter of his life already over before it could begin?

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    Alex has come home. It was a long school day and he’s tired. Even in his tired state, he can’t escape the obvious factors of his life, everywhere. And finally is the day. The day that makes everything snap, snap like a stick on his leg. The fire he burned, like a phoenix, gives birth to a new day: That day.

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    inspired by " 0人ぼっちのワルツ "

     

    dance, dance, dance, he whispered over and over to himself. dance, dance, dance.

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