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    They lived, and now they have to deal with the consequences.

     

    This is the sequel to Debaser (Cis Billy Version). This one's gonna be angsty as hell but be not afraid, these two cannot be sold separately and I'm going to mash them together until they have a semi-functional relationship.

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    24 Jul 2024

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    When Betsy Dobson is assigned as Andrew's court-mandated psychiatrist, he's expecting more of the same bullshit: so-called professionals who see him as some sort of irredeemable, irrational monster have become routine in his life by this point, and they never last.

    He's not expecting her to be incredibly perceptive and take the time to get to know him, or for this therapy thing to actually work.

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    13 Jun 2024

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    Jean Moreau, despite himself, still wants things. He wants to leave: he needs to drag his broken body back down to its place. He was unconscious when they took him from the Nest, but he knows that won’t spare him the punishment, and the sooner he gets it over with the sooner he gets back on the court. This is a mountain Jean knows how to climb. It’s a tall peak, and he needs to get started. He needs to prove his value, needs to prove his loyalty. This next year is going to be brutal.

    Jeremy Knox likes to win, and even if he can't parallel park in less than fifteen attempts he's finally got his meds figured out and he's got friends who care enough to make him clean his room. And thanks to Kevin, the Trojans are about to poach the best backliner in the league, so he's finally got it all figured out. This next year is going to be awesome.

    Kevin is going to be watching this through his fingers.

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    19 May 2024

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    Neil was fucked. Plain and simple. He’d known that getting Kevin out was a big risk that would have a nuclear fallout afterwards but sitting on his bed with Jean, listening through the wall at the punishment Riko was receiving from Tesuji in the next room, he realized that he might not have been fully prepared for what was coming his way next.
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    Raven!Neil fic kicking off from the night Kevin escapes

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    10 May 2024

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    “No, seriously. That makes you feel good? Aside from the physical part?” Cat persisted. Jean looked away. Answering that question involved him thinking back on it all, thinking deeper than he wanted to.

    “That’s... not the point," he said, hesitantly.

    “Is the point to feel bad?”

    ~

    Jean has finally settled into his classes at USC and his new role as a full-time Trojan. Things should be easier now, right? Except Jean’s found a perilous way to keep his demons at bay and people are starting to catch on. Jeremy knows his friendship with Jean is evolving, but how much longer can he keep Jean away from his family problems and the tragedy of his past? Cat is caught in the middle, trying to balance the trust of her friends and what she knows is right.

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    08 May 2024

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    It's excruciating to want something you can't have. But Kabru desperately, desperately wants to be liked by a man who doesn't particularly seem to need or want anyone.

    Friendship is a kind of falling in love, only harder, because no one knows how to do it.

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    25 Mar 2024

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  7. Public Bookmark 73

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    The summer after the return of the Golden Country drips by in a warm haze.

    They are needed everywhere, so they travel everywhere. Each day is a new vision of the world — valley and forest, salted earth, miles of coast where there was once only ocean.

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    25 Mar 2024

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    Jason Todd, Red Hood, and the Park Row Public Library (and her librarians).

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    31 Jan 2023

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    Good rainy day read to make one Absolutely Emotional

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    Jason's on the trail of a killer who's targeting kids in Crime Alley for an unknown magical ritual. Between that and his family who insists on butting in, he's got his work cut out for him. But, as they say, nothing is as it seems.

    Magic doesn’t come to Gotham.

    Which is simplifying it. Because, well, magic isn’t allowed in Gotham, first off. But also, it really doesn’t want to come to Gotham. Of all the things the Bat tries to keep out, magic is the easiest because magic wants to stay as far away from the city as possible. Zatanna called it a “cesspit of untamed ambient magic,” which was being nice even with calling it a cesspit. The last time some asked Constantine about Gotham he just laughed, lit his cigarette, and walked away.

    NOW with ART in the endnotes!!!

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    30 Jan 2023

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    Kon whistles at his first glimpse into Tim’s living room, grinning with teeth when Tim reflexively rolls his eyes. “Sweet digs, dude,” he singsongs. “Love what you’ve done to the place.”

    “I said,” Tim hisses, even as he slides the balcony door open to let Kon inside, “what are you doing here—”

    Kon shrugs, peeling his jacket off. If I left it up to you, buddy, he doesn’t say, I’d see you once in a blue moon. “Couldn’t sleep. Gotta say, the empty Gatorade bottles really give this place personality.”

    “Like you’re one to talk. I’ve seen your room,” Tim snipes back. “And I actually need the electrolytes. What’s your excuse?”

     

    or;

    on a whim, kon pays tim's gotham apartment a late night visit. and then he visits again.

    and again, and again.

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    29 Jan 2023

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    He takes a long, slow breath. Ignores the glares from the other students. “Superboy,” he murmurs. “It’s me. If you’re listening, I could use some help.”

    Or: 5 times Superboy saves Tim Drake, and one time Tim Drake saves Superboy.

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    18 Jan 2023

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    Jason is fourteen and a seasoned street-kid. Tim is brand new to the streets and somehow ends up in Jason’s care.
    Bruce doesn’t even know that they’re out there.

    (Yet.)

    In which Jason and Tim are homeless orphans, each making sure the other survives.

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    06 Jan 2023

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    Eddie being a killer was unequivocally untrue, no doubt even crossing Gareth’s mind when the cops showed up to try to question him and he’d been wildly unhelpful to them on purpose.

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    A season 4 that we could have had if they'd just let Gareth be dragged into everything along with Eddie because he would've smacked Eddie upside his self sacrificing head, I just know it

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    23 Sep 2022

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    Whenever Caleb travels via familiar, he trusts the others to keep him safe. Mollymauk thinks the Mighty Nein take this responsibility too lightly. He’s right.

    He knelt in front of the vulnerable wizard. It gave him satisfaction that the human fit neatly between his knees. If he’d wanted to make this short, he could have snapped the man's neck. Instead, he breathed. Something, the warmth or the smell, reached beyond the fey veil. The man stirred and gave a very slow blink, as one in the midst of a dream. His chin tipped up, gazing at the enemy looming over him with unseeing eyes, and in a soft, accented voice that Talisman remembered from the square, he asked, "Fjord?"

    An actual sigh of pleasure slipped from his lips. It was too perfect. "No, my dear." He lifted two fingers, and in a voice of Power, he touched the man's temple. "Lock."

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    14 Sep 2022

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    Three days after Vecna, Robin tries to kiss Steve. Tries to be something he deserves. Someone who can fuck him, be with him. Something better, a good person like she isn't. She tries to not be fucked up. Steve doesn't let her.

    If only for a moment they are wild and cold, faces up to the unreflective sky, just a boy and a girl holding hands watching the stars as the wind tugs and pulls them, kindly cruel in a way that mends.

    Maybe they don’t need anyone else, she thinks, maybe they can stay there until the wind strips them to their bones. She wouldn’t mind dying if it was with Steve.

    He turns to her and she thinks he might kiss her but then he’s just holding her against his chest and it feels like such an impossibly mean thought to have about Steve, to even think that he might do that to her, that she starts crying. Sometimes she thinks she doesn’t deserve him and he doesn’t deserve how she thinks about him. He’s just so much good sometimes Robin thinks something must turn for the worst, surely King Steve isn’t all gone, surely at some point he’s going to reveal himself: he was making fun of her the whole time, trying to make her normal.

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    11 Sep 2022

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    “Eddie?”

    A figure was standing right where they’d left Eddie’s body. It turned, and Steve felt a chill go up his spine. Whoever it was definitely looked like Eddie, but he had started marching towards him like a complete stranger. Steve couldn’t help but reach out for him anyway.

    “Eddie, how? What? Are you-”

    He was still attempting to formulate a complete sentence when a vine shot up from the ground and curled around his neck, tightening. The stranger eyed him in silence as he writhed on the ground, struggling and failing to free himself. Steve’s last thought before slipping into the darkness was how he’d never seen Eddie’s eyes look so cold.

     

    Stranger Things 4 Fix-it, aka what if Eddie had survived the demobat attack only to be possessed by Vecna? And what if Steve went after him only to be captured himself, leaving the rest of the Party to deal with their loss? Story of a found family finding each other again.
    [Temporary uni-related hiatus]

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    06 Aug 2022

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    Eddie and Steve have been spending a lot of time together since Vecna. They're co-parenting kids, getting high every night, and sleeping in the same bed. They basically share a wardrobe too.

    He thinks this is dangerous, its like they’re married, the casual sharing of intimacy, this space between them which feels like something and nothing all at the same time. He thinks it’s dangerous for him to pretend Steve sees it the same way, that one day Steve’s droopy, kind eyes are going to see right through him and he’ll lose this. This being a side of Steve’s bed that is his, a nightstand where his rings always pile, a drawer of shirts in Steve’s bedroom that only Eddie uses. He can’t lose it, so he shuts his mouth, turns out the light, and watches the slow breathing of sleep fill Steve’s chest.

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    23 Jul 2022

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    He watched Mrs. Byers meet the young girl's eyes over her son's shoulders and he was suddenly hit with a crystal clear image in his mind.

    Hopper. Standing with his back to the gate. Smiling softly, resigned. But filled with so much love.

    Joyce. Watching, stretched impossibly thin. Understanding with a sense of grief, too terrible to name.

    She turns the keys.

    "Steve?" Jonathan is half out of the ambulance, using all of his weakened strength to keep Steve upright. "What's wrong?"

    "Hopper. It's Hopper. He's gone." Steve doesn't know how he knows it, but he does.

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    After the Battle of Starcourt, Steve struggles with the damages that the Russians left behind. In dealing with the aftermath, with the help of Robin and the Party, he uncovers a larger conspiracy at hand than just re-opening the Gate.

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    05 Jun 2022

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    After surviving Vecna and, more importantly, graduating high school, Eddie moves in with Steve and Robin. Needing a source of income, he and Steve decide to drive to California to buy weed from Argyle to bring back to Hawkins.

    It's a perfectly good scheme, but things might not be all good in Hawkins by the time they get back.

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    02 Jun 2022

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    Shadowhand Essek of den Thelyss has been stripped of both title and den in all but name, but Light forbid he forget his manners. Even if his betrothed is, apparently, a woman with enough skin left bare to make him lower his gaze out of respect for her modesty.

    [In which an arrangement between the Cobalt Soul and the Dynasty to foster peace between nations becomes a cover for exile, betrayal, and espionage, and perhaps even--at the end of it all--a real marriage.]

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    10 Apr 2022

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