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    will has spent his entire life feeling like a mistake, the mistake.

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    After helping a piss drunk Seonghwa get home, Wooyoung gets invited to his weekly Friday night drinking games where he meets a man as gorgeous as he is deadly.

     

    (Title is taken from A Drop In the Ocean by Ron Pope !)

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    Fandral had always strongly guarded his image as a macho Asgardian man. However, in truth, he and Loki have been having a sordid affair for years. When Loki professes his love for him, it threatens to upset the careful balance he has maintained between his public and love life.

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    Starting in 1300 Years of the Trees and ending with the burning of the ships at Losgar: Maitimo and Findekáno become friends and gradually become something more while Maitimo struggles with his sexuality and Findekáno pretends that he isn't going through the same thing. But then the lies of Morgoth come between them, and Findekáno makes a choice that will haunt them for the rest of their days in this lifetime. But no matter what else happens, they will always come back together, even as the skies of Valinor darken.

    This began with my desire to write a story charting Fingon and Maedhros' developing relationship and the troubles that they might have faced in a society dominated by Manwë and Varda. Then it exploded.

    As a warning, after chapter 21, there will be Silm-typical violence and a Gil-Galad origin story.

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    Whatever. He didn’t have time to gawk at clean carpets and windows you could see through. The faster he got done, the faster he could get home.

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    Scout and Sniper get booted to Arizona to fulfill some unkown scheme by the administrator. It leaves plenty of time for Scout and Sniper to be alone with their thoughts, and each other. Sniper the man famed for his distance in everything including commitment gets paired with Scout who wears his heart on his sleeve. This work will be lacking the usual violence associated with TF2 along with quite a number of personality differences since I wanted to flesh out Scout and Sniper beyond the typical bragging Scout and taciturn Sniper.

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    Robin gets Vecna’d. Chaos ensues.

    In the aftermath of Volume 1 and the inevitability of Volume 2, Robin, Nancy and co. must hide themselves and each other from Hawkins PD and the arriving mob. With Vecna’s power growing and more victims in his wake, they’ve got to find a way to stop him before it’s too late.

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    Rex used to think that active problem solving and keeping secrets from everyone means you're too busy to instigate a fight. The army gives him a new perspective –just what his dad had wanted. Rex is a good soldier.
    However, all too soon, there's a whole new battle he's fighting –like what he’s been doing until now can even be considered ‘fighting’– and Rex can only hope he doesn’t die trying, and his secrets remain his.

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    Atsumu, a college student in Edwardian England, meets Kiyoomi, an aristocrat with a political career ahead of him. In a society that represses love like theirs, will they find a way to be together?

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    Loid and Yor find themselves wanting to maintain their fake relationships even after all the secrets they share with each other. And even though their relationship is fake, the family bonds they share is real.

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    Sapnap grew up in Texas, a state where being gay just wasn't something you were allowed to talk about- so he didn't. He never came out to his family and even when he made new friends who loved him unconditionally, he still couldn't bring himself to come out. Staying in the closet never felt like a problem once he moved to Florida with Dream, well, until a video collaboration introduced him to a boy that made him question if he could keep hiding. Now, Sapnap has to return to Texas for the first time since his move to Florida for his step-sister's birthday. What's waiting for him when he arrives is going to make keeping his sexuality a secret from his family that much harder.

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    “I think you’ve got it wrong,” Mike repeats, standing and walking over to his desk. He picks up Will’s rolled up painting of the party and takes a seat next to his best friend. “My coat of arms there… the heart. You said that I’m the heart of the party, yeah?”

    “Yeah,” Will says slowly. “Why?”

    “But I’m not,” Mike says softly. “I mean… the other stuff you said… about me helping to lead the party… and trying to inspire them… I guess that stuff is maybe true, but I… I don’t think I’m the heart, Will.”

     

    Or, the one in which Mike and Will have (another) heart-to-heart after returning to Hawkins.

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    The Bible in a locked drawer, the truth you gave it up for
    The hymnal and the comfort for the chance at living free
    And lined up with the laundry, your slacks and all those stockings
    Suit jacket and the soft things you dance in when you dream
    The neighbours never mention, the woman they see leaving
    Is the man who works the morning shift selling gasoline
    - The Question, Anna Tivel

    Frankie and Adam are New Jersey bootleggers, just trying to get through the next harsh winter. Orphans, they've found their family within the mob, bonding with John, Tucker and Geoff. Life has been plodding along smoothly. Recently, Frankie has been selected to be a runner to a new joint in NYC. Of all the things he expected to find when he walked into the smoky speakeasy that night, it certainly wasn't her.

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    After being accepted into the prestigious Gregorstoun High School with royals, Josie Saltzman finds herself in a difficult situation with her roommate.

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    Her Royal Highness enemies to lovers but it's Hope and Josie.

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    Mike told el he loved her, did he truly?
    Both boys are oblivious to each other and think the other doesn't reciprocate their feelings.

    Superheroes don't need boyfriends 😎

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    Taehyung and Jin are competitive figure skaters. Though they both skate for Korea, they are each other’s rivals in their team... until Taehyung’s doubles partner falls and has to take the season off. When Jin is picked as the replacement, the two enemies find themselves closer than they ever anticipated.

    *a/n: since this is a wip, I am constantly updating the number of chapters & changing/adding tags

    CW: this fic contains explicit sexual content. As noted in the tags, it's a character study rather than pwp. If you encounter something you don't like, scroll past or stop reading. thank you. I note specific content warnings in the chapter notes if necessary.

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    Chris came back to Raccoon City, not trusting things to be okay. He’s right. Now, on the hunt for his sister, who was supposed to visit him this week in the fallen city, he ran back into the RPD to see if there's any survivors and met none other than the naïve, angel-faced rookie: Leon Kennedy.

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    Steve Harrington hates Billy Hargrove. At least, he thought he did. But as their senior year crawls on, and Steve grows closer to Billy, he realizes he doesn’t know anything about the other boy at all, not really. But he wants to.

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    Non-science fiction AU where Steve and Billy meet as rivals, and slowly develop into more.

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    Collage life was suppose to be where you find yourself not go missing. That is what the group of six strangers thought until they were approached the Ring Leader. They have money. They have the grades. But can they sell the Pretty Birds? Can They get close to people only to kidnap them and hurt them and sell them? Highest bidder wins.

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    So yeah, Eddie Munson makes his stomach feel like it’s on a rollercoaster and, well… it’s really not ideal at this moment cause Steve has inter-dimensional bat monsters to fight and he can’t be thinking of Eddie Munson’s hands right now.

    In which Steve, who isn't quite as straight as he thought he was, ends up falling for Hawkins' resident freak, Eddie Munson. And he's actually okay with it.

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