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    A pair of Brokeback Mountain "novelization" fanfics. They are written in third person POV either Ennis's perspective (to be warm) or Jack's (to dream).

    "Novelization" is in quotes since each work combines parts of the movie, the short story, the script, a pdf of missing scenes, and my own headcanon. Further, each work focuses on what Ennis and Jack would personally care about, prioritize, think about. Their motivations, hopes, dreams, and fears. The things they hyperfixate on or avoid. The ways they feel loved. The ways they feel misunderstood or ignored. They are not independent novelizations that can be read in place of watching the movie: they are most definitely fanfic.

    I think they're read best alternating between the two POV's, chapter-by-chapter, but I understand if you prefer to do all of one then all of the other. Each POV has its strengths, and I love them both deeply.

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    This series is for my Chade POV fics.

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    A fix-it in which Fitz chooses to be freed by who he is. He chooses lovely, lovely life, even with the toil and struggle and shadow kinging along the way.

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    Castiel comes home on a Sunday.

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    But the thing is, as he gets closer, he has to blink his eyes to make sure he’s seeing things right. Because that’s definitely Jimmy’s body slumped over against the trunk of one of the apple trees, but floating above him is- well, it’s a floating light, a sphere with a one-foot diameter, just hanging out at Dean’s chest level. Dean approaches it carefully with a furrowed brow and half-raised hackles.

    “Cas?” Dean prompts slowly. “Is that-”

    And the orb is glowing out sweet and white like it could easily be used to keep away the dark in a child’s nursery. It’s so welcoming. Like Dean could just reach out, out, and catch that gentleness in his hands without any sort of consequence.

    “Hello, Dean,” the orb hums.

    or the one where cas gets expelled from his vessel and he isn't as much of a dude as dean thought he was

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    “So what’s up with- Dude, again?” Sam’s voice rings through the room incredulously.

    Dean grunts in response.

    “You can’t possibly still be tired. Like, I feel like this should be physically impossible.”

    “Tell that to my melatonin levels.”

    “How do you know what melatonin is?”

    Dean does his best to roll his eyes under the cover of his eyelids. “Jesus, Sam, I’m not an idiot. Will you shut up so I can sleep?”

    He hears Sam huff. “Ya know, if you wanted to nap, you could always use that thing you have called a bed.”

    “Not the same,” Dean grumbles. His body doesn’t get all loose when he’s laying in his bed watching horror movies. The synapses that slow their firing contentedly seem to be wired to that same invisible bodily response of the outside world, and apparently being in the openness of his family’s space turns his brain into mush. “Now unless someone’s dying, I’m beggin’ you to shut up.”

    or the one where the whole family is together, dean finds enough peace to take some naps, and he's not sure he'll ever figure out how to say those three big words to cas

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    “This isn’t how I was expecting my evening to go, huh?”

    “No, I’m sure it wasn’t,” Cas replies.

    Dean’s eyes drink him in. Dean doesn’t bother to hide it. “What are you doing here? Haven't seen you ‘round in a while.” The last of his words have a sarcastic blade to them in a way that they never would have before Hell, and he’s still getting used to the metallic tang in his mouth.

    Cas’s eyes narrow. “I suppose I had a… hunch that you may be in need of company.”

    or the one where s10 cas time travels back to give comfort to dean right after he was gripped tight and raised from perdition

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    Slowly, Mystery Man raises his head. And when his eyes meet Dean’s again, they are so full that Dean is nearly leveled by it. Just. There’s love there, affection, fondness, all in that haunted cornflower blue. They’re greedy, too, like they’re consuming every detail. Dean forgets to breathe. “You sure this guy ain’t dead?” he manages. “Cause you’re looking at me like the last time you saw his mug was ten years ago.”

    Mystery Man inhales sharply but doesn’t so much as blink. “He’s very much alive. He made pancakes this morning.” No further elaboration.

    “Right…” Dean says a little awkwardly. “Well, since this is happening, apparently, what’s your name?”

    Now, Mystery Man hesitates, frowns. Finally, he says, “My name is Cas.”

    or the one where dean is at a bar in 2005 and he gets a visit from a stranger who feels familiar but he cant figure out why

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