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touch you where i want to (there, there, there, there, there) by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
15 Jun 2026
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A lot of things have to happen for them to end up where they are right now, in Jay’s bed, mouth to mouth like they’re simultaneously being resuscitated.
OR: “He tried to put it in my ass,” Jay mumbled.
“Right… And that’s bad?”
Jay scowled at her. “Yes. Obviously. I don’t do that.”
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i wish you'd talk, talk, wish you'd talk, talk, wish you'd talk, talk, wish you'd just talk to me by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
08 Jun 2026
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“This is actually,” Matt says, laughing dryly, “kind of a ridiculous conversation, eh?”
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hole in a frame by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
07 Jun 2026
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Jay McCarrol is in Matt’s bed.
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- Part 2 of puts you there where things are hollow
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combat baby, come back by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
29 May 2026
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The whiteboard is the catalyst, but it really isn’t. It tips over a series of dominoes that lead to Jay’s bedroom, get under his feet, and walk him out the door. But, in the morning after, when the whiteboard has that big, capital D ‘Don’t’ on it, and Matt won’t be honest about having written it, despite it clearly being his handwriting, the whiteboard isn’t the catalyst, because Matt gets up on the couch and erases it, and it’s almost like it wasn’t there to begin with.
A retro/prospective on Jay McCarrol's fame.
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- Part 1 of puts you there where things are hollow
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it's gettin' hot in here! (so hot!) by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
18 May 2026
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It’s summer, and it’s hot. Ridiculously hot. Unreasonably hot. Hot enough that Matt has ditched her beyond-ripped jeans for their deceased siblings, a way-too-short pair of cut-offs. Jay leers at her, his gut swimmy from the sight of her calves. Usually, the most skin he sees is her knees and surrounding leg. There’s something intoxicating about the knowledge that she even has other skin, that under her button-up and blazer are the best arms in Toronto.
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puts you there where things are hollow by ingydar
Fandom Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
07 Jun 2026
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stories from the pomegranates 'verse. in roughly chronological order.
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Once, Matt had said that cameramen are God.
Bookmarked by ingydar
17 Jun 2026
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still biting/while you're barking back by bitedownharder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
12 Jun 2026
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“I’m supposed to be fair?” Matt pulled the curtains shut. “You never told me I was supposed to be fair.”
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- Part 2 of can't shut it off
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Bookmarked by ingydar
12 Jun 2026
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so twisted fate by slowmoon
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 Jun 2026
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There are no windows in the Skydome’s cramped detention room so nobody gets the moment that Jay’s nose starts bleeding, dripping heavily into his lap. His hands are still cuffed behind his back. He tries to wipe the blood off on his shoulder and succeeds in smearing it across his lips, over his left cheek. It keeps dripping like a leaky faucet.
Bookmarked by ingydar
07 Jun 2026
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a quilt worth living in by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
03 Jun 2026
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“Fuck you I’m not up for it!” He tries to shout but his voice is too hoarse. “I’m not - I’m not like you, Bird, I don’t just give up because I don’t feel good.”
“It’s not about how you feel, I’m not your fucking girlfriend. I can just tell you’re about to screw this up.”
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Matt's sick, and Jay doesn't know how to take care of him.
Bookmarked by ingydar
03 Jun 2026
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cinéma verité by falteringstar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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On July 11, 2025, Canadian singer-songwriter Jay McCarrol was arrested for the murder of Luke Lalonde, a member of his live band. He was charged with second degree murder and sentenced to 8 years of incarceration in a federal correctional facility.
Famously, despite damning and public video evidence and multiple eyewitness accounts, McCarrol has denied any and all connection to the crime.
On December 25, 2026, Jon “Matt” Johnson was arrested on charges of domestic terrorism. He was sentenced to 12 years of incarceration in the same facility.
The audio you are about to hear was recorded in the Collins Bay Multilevel Correctional Institution between the dates of February 19 and March 3, 2027.*
*Certain sections have been edited for brevity.
Bookmarked by ingydar
02 Jun 2026