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    “You are severely touch-starved Mr Leclerc," the doctor explained quietly, pushing the tissue box towards his patient. "You're the worst case I've ever seen, to be honest. Your body is screaming for physical affection, which causes this… heightened emotivity."

    "Can I just have depression like normal people?" Charles asked, his voice breaking on the last syllable, as he grabbed a tissue from the box.

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    Charles has a condition. He needs to be hugged as much as possible, otherwise he cries. Constantly. The paddock tries to help. Mysteriously, Max's hugs work much better than everyone else's.

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    The story propelled far outside of the usual F1 racing bubble, making headlines the world over.

    The stab of pure horror that lanced through Charles at the question was echoed in every commentator’s voice, every harried multi-part Tweet, every hysterical black-and-white Instagram post.

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    A self-indulgent, uninformed dæmon au :)

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    20 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    Charles had learned early not to get attached to things that didn’t stay.

    At eighteen, he survived the streets.
    At twenty-seven, he built something steady.
    At twenty-eight, someone left a six-month-old baby at his door with a note that said, He’s yours.

    Now Charles has to decide what it means to keep something.
    And Max, who was never meant to be permanent, has to decide whether he’s staying too.

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    12 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    He should have been like any other case Charles Leclerc, a renowned psychologist, had dealt with in his life. But Max Verstappen was something else, something of his own—a raw product of trauma and violence. And Charles Leclerc wasn't sure how to deal with him when his patient didn't even say a word—with his tongue or his body. Nothing, it was just an emptiness.

    ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

    “Nod your head when the answer is yes and do nothing when the answer is no. Can you do that?” I ask after picking up my pencil. My eyes wait for his answer, but he makes no movement.
    Here I am, at an impasse. So I try to find a solution, because I’m not the kind of psychologist who won’t move heaven and earth to help their patient get better.
    “You can blink if that’s easier for you. Yes?” I try.
    He stares at me, his body so still that I begin to think the nurse was making fun of me and that he’s just a mannequin. But his chest rises with every breath he takes, however small.
    “Your name is Max Verstappen. Is that correct?” I try again, my fingers clenching around my pencil.

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    09 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    Chiara,” Max exclaims, walking into the bakery with gusto and Nino hot on his heels, “I need another cake.”

    “Right, what’s the message today?”

    “I want it to say cum on my face baby."

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    or: there's a new bakery in Monaco that offers brownie cakes with individual messages on it, Max makes it everyone's problem

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Charles knows that he isn’t supposed to have favourite clients, but unfortunately for him, he does: Franz_Hermann.

    Franz hires Charles for private calls on Thursday evenings. Well, Thursday evenings for Franz. For Charles, their session is usually on Thursday evenings, but sometimes it's more like: Thursday night, bleeding into Friday morning; or so early Thursday morning, that there's no point going to bed on Wednesday.

    Franz says that he travels for work. He says that his work is very stressful, and that he likes to go into the weekend as relaxed as possible.

    Charles categorically ignores that Franz’s work travel patterns always line up perfectly with the Formula 1 calendar.

    Then Max Verstappen is seen driving at the Nordschleife under the name 'Franz Hermann,' and Charles can't ignore the very connectable dots anymore.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Something’s wrong. This is beyond tiredness, he feels—he feels—

    He stumbles over his own legs as he tries to stand, shins hitting the edge of the coffee table.

    Oh, God. God, he’s been . . . what has he been?

    Drugged? In his own hotel room?

    That’s confusing, and a little weird. He’s had some strange fan encounters, but he can’t say he’s ever been drugged before.

    // Charles faces repercussions from his night with a penoze boss. Max doesn't let him face them alone.

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    06 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    First contact doesn't look like war. It looks like a stranger learning how to sleep safely. Max protects what fell from the sky. Charles learns what home is.

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    30 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    Curated moments from the lives of Charles Leclerc, his werewolf boyfriend (mate) and their found family.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    The room was dim, the overhead lights off, only a small lamp glowing softly near the bed. Max stopped just inside the doorway.

     

    The room smelt of bitter citrus peels, and the tang of salt. Max's nose crinkles at the scent of distress wafting off of the small figure on the bed.

    Charles lay curled slightly on his side, knees drawn in, one arm tucked close to his chest. Too thin. Too still. There was a faint crease between his brows even in sleep, like his body didn’t know how to fully let go anymore. His hair looked limp, his eyes sunken. There were bruises visible on his skin, purple and yellow and green. 

    His other arm is curled protectively around his abdomen. 

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    19 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    Charles' son Antoine is obsessed with fishing, which is cute, really.

    It's not so cute for his daddy who hates fish.

    What a coincidence that Charles' best friend, who they're house-sitting for, mentions a local fisherman who Antoine desperately wants to meet.

    And since Charles can’t deny his son anything, they set out to find that mystical fisherman.

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    09 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 81

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    Charles grew up with the familiarity and solidity of Max Verstappen. They have been next door neighbors from the time of their births – destined to be friends. Charles’ memories are all filled with Max, Max, Max. He remembers his first time riding a bike under the watchful and protective eye of Max. He remembers his first time dating a girl under the watchful and protective eye of Max. He remembers every walk to school filled with lively conversation and the warmth of Max’s voice and the Dutch accent he’d inherited from his parents. He remembers Max’s first girlfriend – he hadn’t liked her much for reasons he’d never been able to pinpoint.

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    Max and Charles are next door neighbors and childhood friends. Max starts boxing and Charles realises he might be in love.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Max Verstappen is totally straight. But then the hot woman he's hooking up with sticks her finger where she shouldn't, and suddenly he's not so sure...

    Straight guys can like that sort of thing too, right?

    Except things get confusing and frustrating when fingers and toys aren't quite enough.

    Entered Charles Leclerc, Max's best friend. What's a little fun between bros, right?

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    03 Jan 2026

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    After the accident, Charles only has one goal: get back in the car and restore Ferrari’s glory. Everything else—feelings, people, and especially vacations—is just a distraction. So when Fred ships him off to a remote island for some “mandatory relaxation time,” Charles is ready to hate every second of it.

    Especially when he meets him.

    With ocean-blue eyes, a laugh that lingers, and a smirk that gets on every last one of his nerves, Charles’ local guide is a walking complication. He’s sunshine, infuriatingly persistent, and far too easy on the eyes.

    Charles came to the island to heal his body, not lose focus. But sometimes, the road to recovery leads you somewhere you don't expect.

    Or, Max is a sex worker and thinks his stuck up guest needs to learn to relax.

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    28 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 31

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    when Charles struggles to become an architect he gets a job at a fancy restaurant in the center of Monaco. he knew chefs ere annoying to work with but this one was worse than any before. what happens when tension spikes and there alone in the kitchen together?

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    15 Dec 2025

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    “You cannot rank us equally,” Charles says, with a head jerk at Max. “Who of the two of us would be the better boyfriend?”

    “Why do you care, Charles?” Daniel asks, grinning.

    “Well, because it’s obviously me, right?”

    An honest-to-God squawk of indignation leaves Max’s lips at this question, the first sound he’s actually made throughout this entire discussion. “What do you mean ‘obviously’?” he demands, sitting forward.

    “Well, no offence, mate, but you’re not exactly well-known for your success in dating,” Charles points out.

    A low fire ignites behind Max’s eyes as he stares Charles down from across the table, lips pursed. “Just because I do not parade my partners around the paddock for the world to drool over does not mean I have any less success in dating than you, mate.” He bites out the last word like an insult.

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    or, 5 times Charles and Max try to prove that they're a better boyfriend than each other, and 1 time they realize they're perfectly matched.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    As soon as August signs the first two words of his sentence Max knows this is going to be a disaster. He signs, “My dad thinks you’re cute.” Max’s jaw drops. There’s no fucking way he just did that.

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    Max Verstappen is a single father who, by chance, meets the chef at his favorite restaurant. He thinks the chef is cute and his son is a menace.

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    08 Nov 2025

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    06 Oct 2025

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    “Max, does this mean your famed childhood rivalry with Charles Leclerc was primarily due to the disagreement between your respective species?”

    Max blinks, opens his mouth, closes it again, blinks again. When he’d decided to reveal that he was fae to the media, he hadn’t even thought of his old rivalry with the vampire Ferrari driver.

    It doesn’t matter what he says in that moment, the media and the public will always have their own agendas.


    Four times people assume Vampire!Charles and Fae!Max must be rivals because of their species, and the one time they're proven wrong. A social media fic set in the 2024 season!

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    28 Sep 2025

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    Daniel
    Okay, @Liam. Welcome to the offical F1 chat. This is the real deal here. Top secret. More secret than the CIA. Basically, Checo and I are straight. No one else is.

    Liam Lawson stumbles across George Russell and Alex Albon making out in a club bathroom and messages Yuki Tsunoda about it... little does he realise what he has uncovered...

    Basically: the entire grid, apart from (Daniel) and Checo, are gay and there is a super secret chat called the F1 Fruit Vendors where they talk all things SLAY AND GAY (Daniel's words).

    Chat and longer form writing fic that began silly but quickly became angsty. So it’s a real mix of silly miscommunication shenanigans and angsty miscommunication drama in the fruity orchard. If there is one thing we know about the orchard - there will be miscom, horny shenanigans and angst.

    It begins in 2024 and is now going into the 2025 season. It features an insane amount of people - too many for the tags - but F1 and some F2 people, and some oldies pop up every now and then. Get ready for one hell of a ride through emotionvile!

    Has been updated from teen audiences to mature.

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    23 Sep 2025

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