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    Shane never thought it would come to this.

    What once was a warm, fuzzy feeling of love in his chest, now was a mellowed, sharp frost encompassing his heart. He didn’t mean for it to go this far, to get this bad, but some things are destined to happen and some things are inescapable.

    His leg was shaking, a rhythmic thump thump thump where his feet met the hard wood floor. His hands lay clammy, buzzing against the sheet of paper on top of the cluttered oak desk.

    He really needs to clean this mess of tissues, pictures and stationary. He needs to bin the tissues and pack away the pictures and stationary into boxes where they will join the lines of cardboard in the moving van outside. But right now, all Shane can do is stare at the words “DIVORCE AGREEMENT” written in a harsh, bold, bland font. He never thought he would have such a document in his hands.

     

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    after months of quietly falling apart, Shane and Ilya have separated and are heading for divorce, trying to keep it hidden from their teammates at Wyatt’s wedding, the looming legal deadlines force them to confront their mistakes and issues. Is it too late, or can they find their way back to each other?

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.

    Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.

    Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.

    Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane is unafraid (read: actually terrified) to say people who make out in public are disgusting. This goes for everyone, but it just so happens that he’s caught high-key judging a gay couple.

    Now everyone thinks he’s homophobic.

    Fuck his life.

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    Cliff Marlow is not the brightest guy in the NHL, and his complicated budding friendship with J.J. Boiziau is definitely an example of how much he struggles to express his thoughts correctly. But there could be even more complicated things on the horizon, and heaven knows Cliff is not ready for any of them.

    or: Cliff discovers a few things about himself during the 2021 All-Star games, and realises that his amazing new friendship with J.J. is not enough for his poor heart.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane broke up. Shane left.
    Ilya falls back into a depressive episode and is preparing for his self inflicted death. No one is able to help, no matter how hard they try.

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    What happens when Ilya decides to die on the same day as his mother did, will someone be able to stop him? Will anyone notice or is it going to be too late?

    This story follows Ilya throughout his last 20 days, he is determined to die.

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    27 Jun 2026