19 Bookmarks by TortoiseOnSpeed
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a bite of a vow, a taste of the truth by occultings (microcomets)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
28 Oct 2022
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“The entry requirement to be accepted into the manor.” Lan Zhan still wasn’t looking at Wei Ying. “It’s a legitimacy test for entering couples.”
“Legitimacy test,” Wei Ying echoed.
“To prove we are, without deception,” Lan Zhan said. A small swallow. “Intimate.”
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When a series of local couples go missing, longtime cultivation partners Wei Ying and Lan Zhan investigate. It was probably unrealistic to expect it would go without a hitch.
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24 Jun 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 222,222
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- 28/28
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20 May 2026
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“Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
Cliff gapes at him.In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.
But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.
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- 67,551
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- 14/20
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24 Mar 2026
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a winner at heart by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa.
Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France.
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- Part 2 of winners-verse
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- English
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- 32,053
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- 1/1
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05 Mar 2026
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i know you by your heart (i will call you by your name) by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Dec 2025
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He wanted to take it back instantly. Wanted to swallow his name down, down, down, shove it back into his heart where he’s been hiding it for - god - years. He wanted to go back in time a few seconds, to just before the moment when he ruined it all. He’d call him Hollander, instead. He’d whisper something sweet in Russian so Shane would never know - so Ilya could speak his feelings into existence without Shane hearing them.
He’d do anything at all to fix it.
(Or, Shane leaves. Then he comes back.)
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26 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
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- 3/3
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14 Feb 2026
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Harry Potter and the Welcome to the World of Grey by sobsicles
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
17 Dec 2020
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When Harry fails to keep his anger at bay and Voldemort possesses his mind, the events that follow lead him down a long road to realizing the world isn't as black and white as it seems.
Chaos, hilarity, and tragedy ensue with a Dark Lord being honest all the time, a rival becoming something else, and a world demanding to be saved. Featuring frightened Death Eaters, deep conversations with a monster, Pureblood traditions being ridiculous, and the fight to do the right thing with no true options.
Harry's life just gets more and more bizarre with each passing moment.
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Or, the one where Harry's life gets split in half, and he has to figure out how to bring it back together.
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- Part 1 of Absence of Simplicity
- Language:
- English
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- 456,640
- Chapters:
- 30/30
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- 60
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22 Jun 2025
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Harry Potter is an Unspeakable. Draco Malfoy is the wizard who shagged him. Adventure! Intrigue! Secret identities, celebrities, spies! It's all right here, folks.
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10 Feb 2025
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Harry and Draco are perfectly fine, separately minding their business in 2004, when the Unspeakables conscript them into service... in the First War against Voldemort.
Come for mutual pining and forced proximity in a 1980 hotel room, stay for young Sirius and philosophising about immortality and wormholes. And an eighties cowboy soap opera.
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24 Jan 2025
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The Rock and The River by Pi (Rhea) for Zebra
Fandoms: Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi | Spirited Away
18 Dec 2018
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Chihiro takes magic and bends it around herself to make a place in the world.
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16 Dec 2024
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31 Jul 2023
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Treasure of my Heart by Quills_and_Thrills
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
24 Mar 2023
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Ketterdam is a city of sin, but also a place where impossible dreams can come true. Inej Ghafa arrives with strong moral convictions and lofty ambitions, hoping that her law scholarship will be a ticket to a privileged world from which she can speak for those without a voice and make a difference in the lives of others. But something happens that shakes her faith to the core, and suddenly she finds herself on the precipice of accepting an offer she should refuse – from a man with blood on his hands, vengeance on his mind and hatred in his heart.
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18 Mar 2023
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LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
1971 - 1995This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!
PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??
Spotify playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg(Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)
DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.
NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC
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- Part 1 of All the Young Dudes
- Language:
- English
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- 526,969
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- 188/188
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08 Dec 2022
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Fred Lives.
Which is good because the world would be terrible without him.
Snippets from 4th book on-- Language:
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- 37/37
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25 Nov 2022
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The thing about war is that it never ends. Not really. The battlefields just change locations. Harry and Ginny after the war. (Sequel to The Changeling)
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22 Nov 2022
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Where Do Broken Hearts Go? by RupturedHaven
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
19 Nov 2022
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Inej begins a path of discovery as she moves into an apartment complex for her first time living alone. Her neighbours are interesting to say the least; Nina and Matthias drive each other crazy in more ways than one, Jesper and Wylan are sweet and chaotic, and Kaz...is a mystery she thinks might be worth solving. Modern day AU. Kanej, Wesper and Helnik.
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- Language:
- English
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- 117,624
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- 45/45
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- 290
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06 Nov 2022
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A Shift in the Air by Just_Another_Bookworm
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
13 Sep 2022
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The chattering masses of people he passed didn’t know it yet, but they would one day fear the half-drowned nine year old shaking from the cold and the effects of the plague.
Then again, no one knew much about Kaz Brekker. They didn’t know he wasn’t from the Barrel or that he’d once had a family. They never guessed where the rasp in his young voice came from. They certainly didn’t know why he really wore gloves. Most weren’t even convinced he was human. No one ever suspected that Kaz Brekker was deaf.
*** Basically a random story of what if Kaz went deaf from the plague. It starts sort of pre-canon and has expanded. I am bad at summaries so read the first chapter if you want to get a feel for what this story is.
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- Part 1 of Deaf Kaz AU
- Language:
- English
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- 176,540
- Chapters:
- 66/66
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- 5
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01 Nov 2022
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“You have to die.”
Kaz blinked, unsure if the pain was muddling his mind. “What?”
“You have to fake your death,” Inej said, her eyes soft yet persistent. “You have to disappear. Go somewhere where they can’t find you until this all blows over.”
Silence stretched between them as what she was suggesting loomed in front of him. The burns on his right arm were still hot from the fires that turned the Slat to ash. He could feel the ash on his face, in his hair, in his lungs. He considered Inej’s words and realized they rang true.
“I know a place they won’t think to look.”
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Or after Kaz is almost killed, he is forced to flee to a small town near Lij, his childhood home. His past, present, and future come crashing together and the crows discover who they really are.
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- English
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- 47,554
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- 13/24
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- 162
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30 Oct 2022
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The Trouble With Wanting by A_nonnie_mouse
Fandom Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
05 Apr 2022
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- 45,744
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- 6
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23 Oct 2022