MonstrousDesires
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Emizel has a lot of thoughts all the time. Now more than ever, since apparently, ADHD meds don't work on vampires.
Right now, he's wondering what makes fucking his brother so bad compared to killing people, why Shilo still cares about what their mom would think, and what that strange feeling he gets in his chest when he's near Shilo is.
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Desperate Measures by MonstrousDesires
Fandoms: Just Roll With It: The Suckening (Podcast)
03 Aug 2025
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Traveling is difficult as a vampire. Outside of cities, people are spread more thinly, with houses more likely to be defended.
It's not smart to take the risk of breaking in and causing a scene to feed. Not with his luck. It's times like these, the desperate ones, that Arthur has to fall back on another strategy. One more classic to the vampire fiction so popular with unknowing mortals.
One that turns even his face into just another tool for deception and hunting.
He hates this curse.
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Chill-Seeking Behaviors and Thrills Down Your Spine (Chase That High, Adrenaline Junkie!) by MonstrousDesires
Fandoms: Just Roll With It: The Suckening (Podcast)
30 Jul 2025
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Emizel's been in a gang since she was 15. She's been a gang leader since she turned 18. She knows perfectly well how dangerous her life is, but if there's anything she wants, it's danger and power.
The man who seems to have stepped out of the shadows can offer her both of those things. But she prefers knowing what she's up against, and he's not telling what his plan is.
Or, a fic about how objectively creepy Arthur would've been from Emizel's perspective in episode 3. They also fuck about it but that's maybe the most healthy part of the fic.
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An Eye for an Eye / Absolute Power (All's Fair!) by MonstrousDesires
Fandoms: Just Roll With It: The Suckening (Podcast)
10 Jul 2025
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After the events of one fateful night, Shilo finds his relationship with Emizel strained, and his feelings about the matter confused and jumbled. He knows he wants his brother back, though.
He also knows he wants revenge. Maybe, just this once, he will stop acting like a prince, and be a monster instead.
Sequel to the anonymous fic "Eye Eye, Captain" :]
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- Part 2 of Don’t Go Blind
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Velvet and Rose Petals by MonstrousDesires
Fandoms: Just Roll With It: The Suckening (Podcast)
05 Jul 2025
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Shilo Bathroy has never had sex before.
There are many things he's never done before! Being locked in a room for the first 19 years of your life doesn't lead to a wide range of life experiences, believe it or not. But it seems like this one thing he's missed is very important. At least, people seem to act like it is.
The idea of taking his clothes off to do a lot of touching doesn't sound all that appealing, though, and especially not with a stranger. He'll have to find somebody he's very close to if he wants to figure out what all this fuss is about.
And there's nobody he's closer to than his brother!
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Sins of the Damned (Sintember 2024) by MonstrousDesires
Fandom Just Roll With It: The Suckening (Podcast)
08 Feb 2025
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My little Sucky fics for Sintember 2024 :3
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All I really know is that I'm Never coming home (And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you so) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Just Roll With It: Unwitness Protection Program (Podcast), Just Roll With It: Prime Defenders & Related Fandoms
26 Dec 2025
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Priest: "Almost time..."
Bizly: And he lets [the lid] go, and he dissipates, and it shuts on you, and you are in what feels like a coffin.
Condi: Um, I try pushing up on it.
Bizly: You try, and nothing.
Condi: I'd like to get myself in a position where I'm almost fetal positioned up, legs towards the top, and try to bust it open […] the second he leaves. I think— first, I try to push it normally. Like, if it opens without much force, when he's not standing on top of it, then yes, I'll do that.
Bizly: Okay. It doesn't open without much force at all […] But you can roll Strength to get yourself out.
[roll]
Condi: Oh, shit, uh, that’s a… that’s a fumble.
Bizly: Oh, yeah it is. You feel something in your hand shift out of place, and you feel...something that you think might be blood, but there's not enough light in here for you to tell. You're stuck in this coffin until the priest comes back to get you.Series
- Part 23 of Novel’s Novelties (anonymous)
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26 Dec 2025
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But the Beast refuses to Die by Anonymous
Fandoms: Just Roll With It: Prime Defenders (Podcast)
23 Nov 2025
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The only person Mal should’ve been messing with was William. Unfortunately, William learns that what should happen and what does happen often doesn’t line up.
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The long awaited sequel that nobody knew I was making.Series
- Part 2 of Moonsickness
- Part 22 of Novel’s Novelties (anonymous)
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Bookmarked by MonstrousDesires
22 Nov 2025
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emizels never felt things normally. His reactions have never really lined up with how they’re meant to. he gets hurt and he wants to make someone else feel that fucking pain. What better way than killing himslef?
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- Part 10 of Novel’s Novelties (anonymous)
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- English
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15 Aug 2025
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Emizel is all too used to sex. What Emizel is not used to, though, is love. Especially not like this. Regardless, he tries his best.
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Emizel wakes up from being dead and they do aftercare together. Sequel to the sequel my dear friend MonstrousDesires wrote :]Series
- Part 17 of Novel’s Novelties (anonymous)
- Part 3 of Don’t Go Blind
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The Way To Your Brother’s Heart Is By Drugging Him by Anonymous
Fandoms: Just Roll With It: The Suckening (Podcast)
28 Apr 2025
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Emizel propped himself up on his hands, “Good?” He asked carefully.
Shilo hummed thoughtfully. “It tastes a little… strange. Where did you get it from? It sort of tastes—“ he made a sound like he was trying to get hair out of his mouth, “It sort of tastes like it used to have soda in it? This feels very unhealthy.”
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EPIC SIBLING PRANK: roofie him
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- Part 13 of Novel’s Novelties (anonymous)
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Bookmarked by MonstrousDesires
28 Apr 2025