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Caesura 𝄓 a brief, silent pause, during which metrical time is not counted.
In a river of harmonious lines, you are the sole counterpoint. You are not part of the melody or the harmony; you are something else entirely.You are the silence that swallows up the music altogether.
or; an ivan character study in music terms.
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"for narnia!" and other such famous last words by paralogistical for atrophiedemotion
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
14 Jan 2026
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“So, remind me why I’m here again?” Sua grumbles.
“Because you’re the best cousin in the world, obviously,” Ivan singsongs, far too giddy at the prospect of checking off this particular item on his bucket list. It had taken the better part of the last month and a rather hefty bribe to convince her to do this for him, but it was going to be so worth the cost.
What was “this,” one might ask? Well… Ivan was planning on popping out of one of the closets in IKEA whilst shouting “For Narnia!” and he needed someone to record it for him.
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The touches at Ivan’s waist become more blatant; he’s openly feeling him up now, hand curved around the small of Ivan’s back. During one of those times he leans up to murmur into Ivan’s ear, “All that talk about my waist being ‘deliciously grabbable,’ but you’re not so bad yourself.”
Ivan makes a— noise, from the back of his throat. Till wonders what it would take to pull more of those noises out of him. He resolutely ignores how his own face grows warm at the sound.
or; till gains the upper hand for once.
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catching you; throw smiles in my face by paralogistical for _fengmei
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Nov 2025
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Ivan pulls up to the school on a fucking motorcycle. Till is going to kill him.
He’s the weird emo loner at school, occasionally gets picked on, and constantly daydreaming in class because there’s a new song floating through his head. He’s trying to start his own band, but, well, there weren’t many people interested in this to begin with, let alone passionate enough to actually do something about it.
And then he met Ivan.
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- Part 8 of alnst drabbles
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Ivan is a terrible seatmate, no matter what anyone else says. Till refuses to believe that this girl is capable of being a decent, respectable stand partner when this is the third time she’s “accidentally” poked Till with her bow. And they're not even actual stand partners!
“What,” Till hisses under her breath. Ivan just smiles that terrible, good-for-nothing, cute shit-eating grin at her.
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- Part 6 of alnst drabbles
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drabbles i've written for ALNST, some of which have been posted on twitter and collected here for easy viewing
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short drabbles for jiaozi’s nezha movies!
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happiness, sadness, and unpunctuated thoughts by ursweetmoonbeam
Fandom Alien Stage (Web Series)
04 Jul 2026
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“Ever since you came into my view
The world changed completely”
“I wouldn't have even noticed these vivid colors if I was alone”
That one lifetime where Ivan and Till navigate their ever-growing feelings.
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20 Jul 2026
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bitter but sweet u make me feel (so give me a shot of your caffeine) by ursweetmoonbeam
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
19 Apr 2026
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It’s not like they’re getting the bad end of the deal, Ivan argues. It’s really the opposite. All these people he matched together had never been so sickeningly happy, and they all had Ivan controlling the strings behind the scenes to thank for it. In fact, they should probably invite Ivan to their weddings as a form of gratitude or something (not that Ivan would like to go, but it’s still a nice gesture).
…Or Ivan plays cupid in the coffee shop he’s part-timing at because why not but Till (the cute and difficult regular) is very much ruining his perfect streak.
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20 Jul 2026
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falling in love with a damn fantasy (that's so me, that's so me) by ivtitruther
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
15 Nov 2024
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Ivan exhales deeply, shutting his eyes as the sorrow settles deep into his bones. Till is not Till if he doesn’t leave, he thinks. And Ivan is not Ivan if he doesn’t follow.
These truths, etched into the fabric of his existence, are immutable.
Ivan reminisces on the moments in his life when he met Till, each memory surfacing as he prepares for what might be the last time they see each other.
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13 Jul 2026
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