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When Cas begins to die right in front of Dean's eyes, Dean does one of the most impulsive things he's ever done (It's a very long list) and decides to dive in after him. What started as a split-second decision leads to something Dean doesn't expect: waking up in a coffin, six feet under, eleven years ago.
He has to do this. He can do this. It's going to be better this time around, right?
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Cas is sick and Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human.
This fic is a retelling of first half of S9 from Cas's POV (via Cas's journal). Lots of Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, and a Christmas fic too.
NO SLASH but the entire thing features a strong Cas/Dean friendship.
Destiel readers: This entire fic can be read as pre-Destiel (or not, as you prefer), and if you would like to read it that way, I also wrote an optional, explicit, Destiel epilogue chapter just for you guys. :)
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09 May 2026
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The University of Kansas campus is a lot bigger than the community college Dean attended over the last two years. So how is it possible that he keeps running into the same drop-dead gorgeous stranger over and over and over again?
Now if only he could get the guy’s name.
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It’s the start of Castiel’s senior year at KU, and he’s ready for one more year of books and assignments before applying for graduate school. But a series of unlikely encounters with a beautiful stranger has him rethinking his plans.
Now if only he could figure out who the man was.Series
- Part 1 of What if we skip the goodbye?
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06 May 2026
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It starts a few days earlier.
Castiel first notices it in the middle of the night when the dreams of fire and screams have kept him awake. He’s kneeling before the altar, praying, when the glass in the windows start to shake, the very air vibrating around him. Castiel is on his feet and reaching for the gun tucked into the back of his pants as the shutters over the windows start to rattle.
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Artist and co-author: pappcaveSeries
- Part 1 of Hunting for Faith
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27 Apr 2026
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A rewrite of Supernatural’s final two episodes, expanded into a five episode arc - in which Chuck needs to be defeated, Castiel deserves to be saved, and the characters in this story get a very different ending.
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26 Apr 2026
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Everything Castiel is, everything he’s made of, is hitched to a thin golden string attached to Dean Winchester’s soul, tugging him closer, begging him to let them collide.
He recalls Aristophanes’ story of creation; the one in which humans were split in two as a divine punishment, forever in search of their other half.
Cas is not human, but he understands the sentiment.
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In which Dean is finally in a world without impending catastrophe, but it's also a world without Cas. He spends all day fighting not to think about it, and at night, his sleep is haunted by grief.But then his dreams start to feel more and more real, and no grave can hold Cas down.
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23 Apr 2026
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AHHH WTF THIS IS THE MOST WONDERFUL THINGE EVR