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    Castiel Novak left his fiancé, Dean Winchester, ten years ago to chase his dreams in LA. A series of events lands him right back in Lawrence with his new fiancé, Inias, to find Dean happily dating or so it seems. A chance meeting will set them on a path neither of them are prepared for with the aftermath threatening to destroy both their lives.

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    Dean performs a spell to rescue Castiel from the Empty. And it...does and doesn't work. He gets Cas back, but not the version he was expecting.
    Canon-compliant through 15x19. 15x20 doesn't exist.

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    "They need each other, they’re made for each other, one kidney paired with another — they function alone, but optimal is together."

    A lot of things can happen in 12 years. That's what Castiel learns after suddenly running into Dean Winchester again — the boy he never stopped loving, and the one he never said goodbye to. One thing is certain though; he won't ever leave him again.

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    Castiel was content with the constant flow of his life. He had his brother Gabriel, had his coffee shop and the weekly book club meetings as well as a small but solid group of friends. If there was one thing his hateful family had taught him, it was how fast things could go wrong if he let too many variables shape his life.

    So when he met Dean, a gradual regular at his shop, Castiel knew he was trouble, because Dean was like a comet, beautiful but beyond reach.

    Ever since his father died, there wasn’t a single constant in Dean’s life. Moving on, never stopping, never getting attached to one thing for too long had made him a drifter for the past seven years. Being the only hearing person in his family hadn’t been easy with a father like John Winchester, so as soon as Dean saw an escape, he took it.

    Settling down to open his flower shop was anything but easy, especially when he met the elusive deaf owner of the coffee shop next door. The more he discovered about Cas, the louder the voice in the back of his head whispered that maybe Castiel was the person finally worth staying for. And maybe, just maybe, Dean was willing to listen now.

     

    Updates every Thursday

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    Castiel Novak has felt dread in his life. He has felt fear, he has felt disappointment, and he has felt desperation. But as he looked down at the shining white invitation, with its swirling golden writing and neat format, he feels a brand new feeling.

    "You're Invited!
    To the wedding of Lisa Braeden and Dean Winchester..."

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    “So what’s it like upstairs?” Dean asks from the counter.

    “I’m sorry?” Cas tips his head a bit to the side and his arm stops with a bite of French toast raised halfway to his mouth. His wings, which are starting to look a little glossy in certain patches, twitch in confusion. “I don’t follow.”

    “Heaven,” Dean elaborates through a mouthful of his own maple-syurped breakfast.

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    Following Mary's death by Jack's accidental hand and Dean declaring him dead to him, he knows he's not exactly in good standing with the Winchesters. To redeem himself and hopefully clear Jack's name, he makes a decision: Castiel will bring Mary back—whatever the cost.

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    Cas gets a little lost in the labyrinth of his own mind, Dean helps him find the way out

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    “Are you even the real Cas?” Dean snaps.

    Cas slurps up a long slice of green pepper. “Yes and no.”

    Motherfucker, Dean mutters under his breath. “Can you at least explain what the whole history-channel beheading was?”

    Cas taps his chopsticks together. “Pass the chow mein, please.”

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    **EDIT**
    The story has taken on a life of its own so I have changed around some of the tags! Take a look for some hints about what is to come!

     

    In the beginning, when God first sparked light into the lower realm, a creature was born from the first shadow cast. Forgotten and left devoid of God’s light, it began to covet it, to crave it, and then, in an attempt to complete itself, it began to consume it.

    The First Shadow; a biblical boogeyman used to scare young fledglings who strayed from God's will. It was just a myth, that is until angels begin to disappear by the dozens from a newly reorganized Heaven. When her investigation turns up nothing, Hannah, desperate to keep the dwindling number of her brethren safe, enlists the help of Castiel and the Winchesters. They're on the case! However, when the trenchcoat-clad seraph is the next to go missing, it's a race against time to find him before the scary story becomes deadly truth.

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    After they stop Chuck, Dean and Sam make a promise: one more attempt at bringing someone back, but then that's it, no more screwing around with the universe. The universe isn't done screwing around with them, though, and the Cas that the ritual produces is a real blast from the past. And what is Dean supposed to do? Sacrifice another Cas?

    Of course, the alternative is learning to live with this new-old-Cas, and all their combined grief, and all the feelings that he'd been ready to tell his Cas.

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    Chuck did something to Castiel. he took away his grace. He first started the Apocalypse, forced the fallen angel to watch Sam and Dean die despite how hard they fought the zombies. Then he sent him to a hospital, for nearly 2 years, he was abused by the officers in the hospital.
    He did have a little of his grace but only enough to heal people, so he would help those who are also victims if he can.
    One day he heard a shot going off and goes out to find Beth on the ground, he pulled the bullet out and healed Beth.

    When he look up, he saw his mate. Then everything went dark.

    Daryl Dixion feels something for the man that had helped Beth, for some reason he couldn't leave him behind for some sick bitch's pleasure.

    Will Daryl and Castiel fall in love or will Chuck find him and will he tell Daryl of his past of being an angel?

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    It was not hard to feel trapped on the outside with the Winchesters.

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    After finding a Leviathan Blossom, Dean and Castiel find themselves trapped in Purgatory—again. To save Sam and Eileen from Chuck’s trap, they have to find their way back to Benny’s portal before the world ends—again. It's not an easy task with Dean struggling against the sting of Cas' rejection after he prayed his broken guts out while Cas is just doing his damnedest to avoid triggering his deal with The Empty.

    With the power of Purgatory chipping at their walls, Dean and Cas find it more and more difficult to remember the steps of their twelve-year dance around each other the closer to the portal they get.

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    Since defeating Chuck Sam and Dean's life have been quiet almost peaceful that is until dinosaurs mysteriously come back from extinction. A knock at the door reveals a familar face and the Winchester's begin to question if a four year old really should be God.

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    Dean dies at the end of s10, leaving a devastated Sam and Cas to try and figure out how to bring him back. Along the way they rediscover some old scars and accidentally create some new wounds, and try to accept the idea that healing and hope is something they both deserve.

    Also they get two cats and grow eggplant in the garden.

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    Dying in the barn from a stab by the Michael Spear, Castiel confessed his love to the man he knew to be his True Mate. But at that moment, grieving the imminent loss, Dean couldn't accept his words. He turned away, leaving Cas’ words unacknowledged. Miraculously cured of the wound, Castiel returned to the bunker with the Winchesters. And yet the rejection ate at Castiel's grace and vessel, until he lay dying once again. This time, he knew it would be for good, for no angel could survive without their True Mate.

    Determined that Cas must live so he can have the chance to return the words, Dean begs Gabriel for help, only to be told that he alone can save Castiel.

    And that it'll take a very special kind of feeling, a particular kind of healing to bring him back from the edge of oblivion. A trip back in time shows him the way. Dean commits an act of desperation to save Cas, miscommunication and misunderstandings drive them apart, and regrets harrow the star-crossed lovers, leading them both down dangerous paths. Each fears they've lost the other, perhaps for good.

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    (and that feels so rough)

    Five times Mary felt unsettled and confused by Castiel, and the one time she realized they aren't so different after all.

    +bonus nesting!Castiel and Castiel getting the TLC he deserves

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    “I, uh, I wanted to say sorry. About what happened before the Empty took you.”

    Castiel frowns. “Sorry? For what?”

    “That I didn’t, um, say it back. I just—you really fuckin’ took me by surprise, Cas. I mean—” He shrugs. “I dunno. I didn’t even think angels could, y’know, feel that way.”

    inspired by this tumblr post

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    Castiel's always felt drawn towards the surface and the world above the lake he resides in—certainly more than a merperson should. That pull only gets worse the more time he spends around a human he finds himself liking, even though he knows he should stay away. At this point, he can only hope his people don't find out…

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