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    Dean told Cas to stay away during his rut, they can't risk getting caught together. So of course, the last thing Dean should have expected was for the alpha to follow orders. If John's men find Cas before Dean can, it'll be shoot on sight.

    Stupid alphas and their stupid instincts.

    Dean has better things to do than save that blockhead alpha for trespassing in his father's territory.

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    Dean is in a bad place, Sam is at Stanford, Dean feels alone. Luckily, he is never alone, thanks to one Caleb Reaves. Can the older hunter reassure Dean of that? Probably not… but he can damn well try.

    Whumptober 2023 | no.5
    “blood loss”

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    A brief look at the end of 15x18 if the Empty had only taken Billie in the dungeon

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    You have been tasked with leading the extraction of Michael’s Sword from Hell’s Inner Circle. The Elder speaks. Castiel trembles, unworthy of standing here. You are to use any means necessary. Any deception, any entrapment, to bring The Sword back to the Earthly Plane.

    And it goes downhill from there.

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    Sixteen year old Dean Winchester is forced into prostitution as a last restore to take care of his younger brother. Things, including his self worth, steadily go downhill until a particular angelic client shows him that he is more than just a body.

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    After finding a Leviathan Blossom, Dean and Castiel find themselves trapped in Purgatory—again. To save Sam and Eileen from Chuck’s trap, they have to find their way back to Benny’s portal before the world ends—again. It's not an easy task with Dean struggling against the sting of Cas' rejection after he prayed his broken guts out while Cas is just doing his damnedest to avoid triggering his deal with The Empty.

    With the power of Purgatory chipping at their walls, Dean and Cas find it more and more difficult to remember the steps of their twelve-year dance around each other the closer to the portal they get.

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    Dean Winchester is a young Omega working three jobs to support himself and his abusive, alcoholic father. His dream is to help his aunt and uncle send his brilliant little brother to college.

    One of the few bright spots for him is the job he works at a burger place called Mystery Spot, a restaurant owned by four Russian brothers that Sammy and Dean joke all the time is a front for a mafia. One day, however, when a man comes in and tries to kill Dean’s favorite Krushnic brother right in front of him, the Omega is forced to admit that maybe his running joke with Sammy isn’t too far off the mark.

    As Dean is thrown into the world of the Krushnic mafia, he finds himself getting closer than ever to Castiel Krushnic himself. The Alpha seems to harbor a strange soft spot for Dean, one that grows more obvious and more confusing by the day. Suddenly, Dean has to wonder why the kindest person in his life is a mafia boss, and why said mafia boss is so dead-set on taking care of him.

    It’ll take a very stubborn person to convince Dean he deserves that. It’s lucky Castiel Krushnic is a very stubborn man.

    Updates Mondays and Fridays! :)

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    Dean is finally where he belongs... on his knees before Castiel.

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    It's been who knows how many weeks or months or years since Dean Winchester has gone to Heaven. Who the hell knows, even with the new boss, time is funky. So is the mojo that's making things appear and/or get added.

    Who cares, though. Dean is tired of it. Of all of it.

    He's showed up and yeah, maybe he'll see some people he wants to see, except he's not seein' everyone he wants to see. But that's not the point, he tells himself; it doesn't matter - the point is he's friggin tired of this and he wants OUT.

    But he's always been pretty good at pushing things away, not to mention adept at lying to himself.

    (Or Dean Winchester would not -and does not- accept dying and going to Heaven, so this is him making every attempt at busting out and getting back down to life on Earth.

    He thought he was all right with going out like this, or at least always knew he would. But he isn't.)

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    ⚠TW: Mentions of suicide and abuse⚠

    "Dean wanted it to end. He wanted the need to be something or someone else to go away. It wouldn't leave him, it stuck by him and got so much fucking worse everyday.

    Dean was gay, bisexual to be exact, and on top of that he was genderfluid. He didn't want to believe it, but whenever his partners called him ‘baby’, ‘sweetheart’ or ‘princess’, even as a joke it made him feel… different, a way he had never felt before..."

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    A collection of unrelated one-shots for Whumptober 2021! All of these will be Dean-centric bc he's my weak spot. Chapters will be posted pretty much as they are finished. There's no way I'm finishing in time, but I plan to post to completion! Enjoy!

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    “Winchester, you’ll be working with Novak on this.”

    Dean reels, stunned. “What?” he says loudly. He can’t have heard him correctly.

    Brooklyn, New York. 1948. When a string of mysterious deaths hit the city, Private Paranormal Detective Dean Winchester is forced to team up with by-the-book police officer Corporal Castiel Novak on the case. With each new lead, their investigation takes them down a path that brings them closer to cracking a case that has haunted Dean personally for years — and closer to piecing together the puzzle buried at the heart of Castiel.

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    A/B/O AU Dean Winchester is an anomaly. He didn’t present as an alpha or omega when he was supposed to at age twelve. He and his family always assumed he was just a beta. So he grew up with virtually no rules or restrictions. Which is fine. Because Dean doesn’t like limitations. At eighteen, just as he’s about to taste the freedom of being a newly fledged adult, nature decides to stick a giant middle finger at him and turn his life on its head.

    He's shipped off to the Novaks because John is just a beta and he can't retain custody over Dean. It has always been the Novaks' mission to help omegas like Dean to find his role in society and to teach him that being an omega isn't this terrible thing he's making it out to be. But Dean still clings to the taste of the freedom he grew up with and it might just be the Novaks that learn a thing or two about free will, love and happiness and what it all truly means.

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    Drabbles for the "To All The Stars the Light The Road" series.

    Or, the Outsider POV fic that no one asked for.

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    Dean and Cas fall in lust, love, and addiction in the spaces of the apocalypse.

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    Story of Dean, he was born as omega in a world that sees them mostly as walking wombs, he was born to an alpha dad that had hate for omegas but mostly not stable emotionally using alcohol as cure while neglecting Dean and Sam. All his life he hid him being omega until he couldn't anymore but Bobby was there, he learned to accept who he is and true love it is.

    Dean's life was not easy but he got his brother Sam Bobby who like his dad and new friends he found in the new life he built away from the toxic environment of his dad and hunter life.

    Dean journey where he realize people love him, the world not always bad and horrible and he never be like his dad John

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    Dying in the barn from a stab by the Michael Spear, Castiel confessed his love to the man he knew to be his True Mate. But at that moment, grieving the imminent loss, Dean couldn't accept his words. He turned away, leaving Cas’ words unacknowledged. Miraculously cured of the wound, Castiel returned to the bunker with the Winchesters. And yet the rejection ate at Castiel's grace and vessel, until he lay dying once again. This time, he knew it would be for good, for no angel could survive without their True Mate.

    Determined that Cas must live so he can have the chance to return the words, Dean begs Gabriel for help, only to be told that he alone can save Castiel.

    And that it'll take a very special kind of feeling, a particular kind of healing to bring him back from the edge of oblivion. A trip back in time shows him the way. Dean commits an act of desperation to save Cas, miscommunication and misunderstandings drive them apart, and regrets harrow the star-crossed lovers, leading them both down dangerous paths. Each fears they've lost the other, perhaps for good.

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    It has been so long since Dean and Castiel have become acquainted with each other. Longer still since either one of them realized or felt something different about it. Much less showcased, proved said feeling in a manner that doesn't include broken promises or fights or dying.

    But they both want to.

    Yet AFTER it all, the dying -and returning- after each death and harsh word and seemingly-broken promise, realizing what certain words and feelings actually mean, and that the truest promises have never been broken. And they want so much from, but are stymied by the enormity of all they feel for one another.... And it's a helluva lot to handle.

    Especially for one emotionally-constipated human and an incredibly insecure angel.

    (Or, Dean and Cas get together, physically, at last)

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    There is something so beautiful, so fascinating, so deeply personal about scars. Most of the time, Dean doesn't pay any heed to his. Some days, he would give anything to be able to ignore them.

    or

    How can I prove your worth to you?

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    richard and emily gilmore have their daughter lorelai and their son richard the second, but he prefers when you call him by his middle name 'sam'. when richard and emily divorce, richard escapes with a pregnant lorelai and her boyfriend while sam is left behind with his alcoholic mother.

    but stars hollow, block island, rhode island isn't that far from hartford, connecticut. all sam has to do is make it until he graduates, that's all. then he can move to stars hollow and finally get his family back.

    even better though? there's this amazing, curvy goddess named deana danes that sam is so madly in love with there. she's goth, or punk - either way, dean has a formal relationship with the colour black. she fixes cars on the island, cracks jokes and isnt all that lady-like because sam has totally seen her burp the alphabet right in front of him to win a bet once.

    deana danes is someone sam should never bring home to his mother, but then again, why would sam want emily to ruin the life he's always wanted?

    written in lowercase on h.e.'s chapters.

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