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    Sinister Mark and Maskless Mark are at two opposite sides of a spectrum. Their perception of William, and perception of William's perception of them, forces them to meet in the middle. It is a massive turbulent shitshow.

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    Snippets of the Corinthian learning to love and be loved like a rabid animal: all-consuming, endlessly-devouring, frenzied. There's a surprising sweetness in there, too, a little like a percolating sugar-cube. Ultimately, what the Corinthian wants is to experience personhood, and the only ways he really knows how to do it are dark and carnivorous and so, so greedy. This is essentially the other side of that. The boy is intended to be read as your self-insert, but if you want him to read as an oc, his name is Noah Dyatlov, age twenty-two, polsci dropout, total mess!

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    AU in which Neibolt is a café and restaurant at which Stan, Richie, and Mike work as waiters preparing for a year abroad. Eddie is a med student; Bill, a commerce dropout with interests in writing, painting, and supporting his brother's pursuits in music. Bev and Ben go to Harvard. The Bowers gang are either working at or around Neibolt, with the exceptions of Peter, who is a social media influencer, Patrick, an anthropology + sociology student, and Moose, an apprentice. Most of the missing kids work at Neibolt. Everyone's alive, and the OT7 is real. (stenbrough + reddie-dominant with benverly + handon featuring, as well as future stanlonbrough.)

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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    Chris, approaching his 50's, is still working for STARS... and still attending the annual RPD work retreat. This time, however, there's a new recruit on the team. And from the very first moment that he lays eyes on Leon, Chris is in completely over his head.

    Leon is easy to crush on. But Chris' crush gnaws violently at him, injecting him with equal amounts of jealousy and self-hatred for every sliver of hope that it provides.

    🏝️ re8 type chris x re2 leon
    🏝️ don't ask me how this is possible
    🏝️ unapologetic soft & raunchy t4t lust paired with a good heaping of bad feelings :3

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    01 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Leon has nightmares very often. Leon sharing a bed with someone happens way, way less often. It is not exactly great to dream about zombies when Chris fuckin' Redfield is the one lying next to him.

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    01 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 88

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    "Your glasses are fogging up, Sidney."

    written for the valentine's day porn comment ficathon on lj, prompt was: dom!Tony coercing an all-too-easy Sid into doing it, obvs dirty talk on Tony's part transpires.

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    17 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “I know.” Leon breathed. “I know. There’s something wrong with me. You- I think you know what it is. You have to help me.”
    Chris dropped the phone, the receiver catching on its coiled line and slamming into the wall. The sound made Leon flinch.
    “You have no idea what you’re talking about.” Chris let out. “You’re in shock.”
    Leon heaved himself backwards with great effort, leaning backwards in the chair instead of forward. He revealed the only clean part of his body- his neck.

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    In 1977, Chris Redfield was exposed to an experimental Umbrella pathogen that turned him into a creature of myth. In 1999, he's living in Raccoon City, a Police Lieutenant in the prestigious STARS program, and assigned to train a rookie with a penchant for the occult and a loud mouth.

    (RPD/Vampire AU.)

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    04 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    The threat of someone being in his bedroom dissipates immediately, but, the dream still feels vaguely real, clinging to his pyjamas as he pulls the blanket back. There’s an irking in his brain that something is wrong and he has to check the apartment.

    His tired feet find his slippers with a sigh and Leon makes his way to the door to peek his head through the frame.

    His heart drops noticing there is indeed someone in the living room.

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    04 May 2026