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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star who never plays by rules he didn’t set himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays.
    And he falls anyway.

    And when it ends, Ilya might finally understand what it meant—
    when there’s nothing left to hold onto.

    (fake dating, secrecy, loving someone who was never going to choose you | happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️ and 🔥🔥🔥)

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    32/32
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    17 Jun 2026

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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

    Or

    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
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    1,380
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    13 Jun 2026

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    The incredible talent of heated rivarly/game changers fanwriters got me out of my photoshop retirement 😋

    Wolfbird is an instant classic so it’s the first, more to come!

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    Chapters:
    13/13
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    03 Mar 2026

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    "Did I pass the test?" Ilya said, trying to hide the flair of annoyance that sparked deep within his chest. He couldn’t help it. She was making him feel like he was on trial. "I am trying not to take offense to this, but when have I ever been at risk for leaking confidential details? Contract or not." Svetlana just hmmm’d to herself.

    "The client insisted on the contract, my hands were tied. In order to read the brief, you had to sign. I'm sorry. You have my implicit trust, Ilyusha. I hope you know."

    "The client insisted? Please, put me out of my misery. Who is this client?"

    or

    Shane gets viciously outed, and seeks confidential, professional Dominant services to cope with the fallout.

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    113,151
    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander expects a new assistant coach, not a European legend with a reputation for discipline and a kinky rumor nobody can confirm.
    One late-night Google search turns curiosity into obsession — and by the time Shane meets Ilya Rozanov on the ice, it’s already too late to pretend he isn’t intrigued.
    Ilya is a strict coach, and this stirs something in Shane, making him second-guess everything he knew about himself.

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    61,150
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
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    20 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “This is Ilya. Ilya Rez-Ruz…”
    “Rozanov”, The boy said. Shane was surprised by the strange accent and deep voice of a boy his age.
    “Yes. Ilya Rozanov. He is your age, and he comes all the way from Russia. He doesn’t really know a lot of English, so Cooper and I have thought that it would be very helpful for both of you to be together. You can help him with the language, and, believe me, he can teach you a lot from hockey. He’s European; they do things differently there. Yes?”

    or; Shane and Ilya go to the same hockey summer camp every year. How much can their relationship change during those 5 years?

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    279
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    91,355

    15 Feb 2026

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    Two sets of twins; two sets of secrets.

    (Or: Ilya, Shane, Hudson and Connor go into the cottage…and the truth comes out).

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    305
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    28,472

    14 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 31

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    Professors Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are professors of English Literature and Philosophy, respectively. Everyone in both departments knows of their rivalry very, very well. So, when word gets out that both professors have partners in the University, will the departments be able to set aside their differences long enough to realize that this rivalry isn’t quite what they think it is?

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
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    13 Feb 2026

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    “Imagine…,” Ilya had murmured into Shane’s ear, his gaze travelling across their bedroom and towards the plush chair in the corner, which Shane liked to sit on and read in the evenings.
    “Imagine that… Cliff Marleau was sitting in that chair…” He let go of Shane’s hair, who promptly fell forward against the pillows, letting out a moan into one of them. Ilya gripped his hips to drive harder into the man beneath him, “…watching you get fucked by me…” Ilya didn’t exactly know why he was doing this. He especially didn’t when he felt himself get embarrassingly close from his own words.
    “…seeing how pretty you are when I fuck you.” Shane’s moans were all Ilya needed as proof of how into this Shane was. And it was a fucking lot. “
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    Or: Shane is really into the idea of some kind of threesome with Cliff Marleau

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    13 Feb 2026

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    “It makes sense for you to go to Ottawa,” Cliff said slowly. “Because it’ll be a lot closer to Shane Hollander.”

    This time, Ilya did drop his beer.

    “Fuck.” Ilya moved to clean it up, Cliff’s words bouncing around in his head. “Sorry, the bottle was damp, my fingers slipped, I-”

    “Hey, it’s okay, man,” Cliff said, bending down to help him. “The bottle and…the other thing.”

    “The other thing.” Ilya gulped.

    “Yeah. Look, I’m sorry, man, I didn’t mean to spring it on you like that, but I know, Roz. Shane is your Montreal girl. Your Jane, right?”

    or

    Ilya tells Cliff that he is not re-signing with Boston, only to find out that Cliff has known about him and Shane basically the entire time.

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    Chapters:
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    08 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 72

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    "Ilya?"

    "Hm?" He knew Ilya was half sleep already but he needed to get this out of his chest, and out of his mind.

    "Do you… do you know how lately you've been…" He stammered. God, this was embarrassing.

    "Yes?" He sat with his back against the headboard to let him know that he had his full attention and scanned Shane's face, he was blushing. Cute.

    "Lately you've been… spanking me… and I-"

    Oh no, Ilya's heart sank to his stomach. "Shane, did I hurt you? I- I thought you liked it, we talked about it-"

    "No, no! I love it, that's the thing. I want you to do it… more."

    "Shane Hollander, are you saying that you want me to punish you?"

    Shane loved this man, he loved how he knew him so well. He didn't have to say it, he didn't have to go through that embarrassing moment because Ilya knew, he always knew. "Yes."

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    25
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    10,500

    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn’t like to ask for what he needs, but when Ilya is around, he doesn’t have to.

    or five times Ilya fixes it without making Shane feel bad, and one time he doesn’t.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    264
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    71,929

    05 Feb 2026

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    It's 2016 and Ilya Rozanov has just been added to the WAG group chat as his alias lily, he is immediately befriended by them! There's one problem though... they don't know his true identity and wine night is in 3 weeks.

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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    1,916
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    12,900
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    2,415
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    228,013

    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander has always loved hockey, but being a trans man made playing the sport professionally complicated. Instead, he found a way to stay close to the game he loves, working as a physical therapist for some of the league’s top teams.

    When star player Ilya Rozanov takes an interest in him, Shane is determined to keep his distance, afraid of revealing the secret he’s worked so hard to protect.

    The only problem? Shane can’t deny that he’s taken an interest in Ilya too.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    156
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    204
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    12,501

    04 Feb 2026

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    04 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 57

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    He looked down and saw that he typed:

    We didn’t even kiss.

    Seeing it in black and white only made the hurt more real. He knew it was just sex. He wasn’t looking for a boyfriend or heavy intimacy especially from someone like Rozanov but it just made him feel worthless. He felt cheap.

     

    Without thinking he pressed send.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    5,583

    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander gets rushed off the ice and to the hospital when he’s injured in the middle of a game. The concussion and broken collarbone were bad enough, but the mysterious spot that showed up on his x-ray was much scarier.

    He knows the relationship between him and Ilya Rozanov needs to stay a secret, but Shane can’t resist calling him from the hospital. He’s surprised by the concern in Ilya’s voice, and even more surprised to find him at his bedside when he wakes up the next morning.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    76
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    1,379
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    Hits:
    15,015

    04 Feb 2026

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