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    Bucky just tries to live some kind of life in this strange "Avengers' Compound", thankfully with Steve and Sam by his side, despite the increasingly weird gifts Howard's son leaves him in apology for blowing his arm off in Germany. He basically just wants some rest and normalcy.

    Peter really messed up on that ferry and now his idol has taken his suit and forbidden him from being spiderman, not to mention utterly demoralized him in the process. But Tony is willing to give him another chance if Peter can just make Bucky Barnes happy in order to earn back Steve's favor for Tony.

    There's just a teeny little misunderstanding and ton of angst.

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    He held a worn polaroid in his hands and gently outlined the date that he never wanted to forget with his fingers. Was that day so magical?

    He could hear the ocean waves beating against the small pebbles of the beach and felt the fast and heavy beating of both of their hearts. He felt full, he felt loved and cared for. He felt safe and sound when icy arms wrapped around his waist, when warm lips pressed against a prickly cheek.

     

    Because the scariest part of love is that you are absolutely vulnerable to your dearest, and the person who makes your heart beat is the one who can make it go through such torments and agony that are tens and hundreds of times greater than all the happy moments that you have lived together.

    "Oh, love isn't there to make us happy. I believe it exists to show us how much we can endure."
    Hermann Hesse, "Peter Camenzind"

    this story is co writen with @LoveMirocku

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    AFTG from Andrew's POV (for those hardcore simps who, like me, are looking for another reason to re-read the series) (updated usually Tuesdays and weekends)

    ‘For the love of God, Andrew, put that down before you hurt someone.’ The coach of the Palmetto Foxes sighed heavily sending his most defiant player a murderous glare.
    ‘You’re no fun, Coach.’ The blonde, who was currently vigorously swinging an Exy racquet in the air, grinned back.
    ‘If only you had as much energy when we practiced, you -’
    ‘Aren’t you tired of repeating yourself, Kevin? Or do you just like to listen to yourself speak so much?’ Andrew interrupted the dark haired man who was standing in a safe distance leaning against the wall looking through a pile of files. A shame. Andrew thought, taking another swing with the too light striker racquet. A shame, that I can’t smash that stupid face. By accident, of course.

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    The fairy tales we were told as children always have the same villain: a wolf.
    But he was never allowed to tell his side of the story.

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    20 minutes ago the guy was having a drink in the club with friends and now he was in the trunk of a car, undoubtedly about to be dumped somewhere so that it couldn't be traced back to them.
    He would never see his friends again, his family...

    Because Aleksi had murdered him.

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    Osamu Dazai was a façade. An appearance that he never abandoned in public. Since childhood, great despair had overtaken the boy. Throughout the years of anguish, Dazai has attempted suicide on numerous occasions. All to no avail. In the end, he has forever remained in this hell. But now more than ever, his mask is cracking, falling. Humour can't overcome his depression any longer. Worse, his colleagues are noticing, and the news is spreading. Some of his co-workers are trying to assist. Unfortunately, even his enemies are made aware of this. Dazai is in danger, yet he remains oblivious.

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    when a retired assassin unexpectedly finds love in the heart of a cold and unforgiving winter, will he be able to escape the demons that follow him? Is a pleasurable & quiet life possible when you've fallen for the black kaiser?

    ...

    ** this series has been on a very long hiatus, but will finally be updated & completed July-August 2022 🙏
    thank you to anyone who has shown interest & love 💗 & has stuck around this long.
    please come say hi over on tumblr

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    "Fritz Smith" comes to Hurricane in 1987 determined to find someone. However, in his search, he finds his neighbor is the reminder he needs to be human after years of tragedy.
    --
    Mike Afton has one final lifeline after so much loss.

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    a series of short drabbles from each game to celebrate the 15th anniversary of the AC series 💕

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    Glenn’s death was public knowledge. Felix only ever managed to talk about it because everyone already knew anyway, and repetition brought numbness with it.

    His mother’s death was a private affair. It was no one else’s business.

    So why is his old man going around Garreg Mach pretending she’s still alive?

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    Sometimes Steve let himself think about how it could’ve been. You know, if the plan had worked just a touch faster, and Max hadn’t gotten completely Chrissy-ed, and a portal to the hell that was the Upside Down wasn’t unleashed upon his entire hometown. If Vecna hadn’t pulled a Michael Myers and stayed on the ground where Nance put him. 

    Mostly though, when he let himself what-if, Steve what-if's about Eddie.

    (steve takes a dive into the Upside Down and finds something he didn't expect. and maybe finds out something about himself too)

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    'Loneliness?' she wonders, both aloud and in her head. The distinction between the two mattered not in a place such as this, where the waters of reality were murky and grey. 'Am I lonely?'

    For all their gentle omniscience, the waves around her do not answer.

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    Particulars: Suffers from an obsessive-compulsive neurosis.

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    An older Dumbledore reflects and reminisces on his difficult relationship with Gellert Grindelwald.

    Gellert.
    His only one. The one that resided firmly in the back of his mind and heart and wouldn’t leave, wouldn’t budge, even after many decades. It was astounding really. Sometimes Albus felt like he was the only old fool that remained as hopelessly attached to one person their entire life.
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    All his moments with Grindelwald were the most vivid of all of his memories. Yet for every good, beautiful moment there was a bad one that left a bitter aftertaste in his mouth. No matter how hard he tried to rid himself of them, the memories stayed, seared into his mind, permanently etched in his brain.
    It was sad to admit that he preferred a doomed yet true love over a stable but shallow one.

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    A young struggling artist Will Kimura applies to the British dating game show just to have a fun summer holiday and become popular. Instead, he makes friends for life, learns new things about himself, and possibly meets the right person to have a future with.

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    Harry and his closest people are warned before the virus hits, Luna sees it coming but is unable to stop it. Follow as a motley self-made family of eight flee the UK and end up in Georgia to ride out humanity's extinction event. They cross paths with a group in a quarry and find happiness, drama, and hardship in equal measures.

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    With The Goodbye Hug in Hawkins and the following months of nerve-wracking silence and weird, scattered attempts at small talk in the back of his mind, Mike tried his best to sound excited when greeting Will. He honestly did.

    But considering the awkward side hug/shoulder patting that followed combined with Will’s eyes shooting down towards the floor as if he could sense how weird Mike was being, it obviously didn’t.

    Shit.

    ***

    or, the absolute mess that was Mike Wheeler's first day in Lenora, but told from Mike's perspective

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    They were taking things slow, for more reasons than one.

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    a collection of short fics and drabbles

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    Although he looked like a child pretending to be a doctor with his baby face and 5'3" height, Abdullah was a surgical resident in his late twenties when his supervising consultant; Khalid started hitting on him! It all started during the heat of pride month when everyone in his traditional country started talking about how homosexuality is a sin and why it should forever be criminalized. 

    Abdullah was straight. But his best friend was a closeted gay dude. So, every time Khalid would make a homophobic comment, he'd feel a little uncomfortable. Strangely enough, Khalid who's a married man in his forties, who was actively posting all over social media about protecting the youth from homosexuality, saw Abdullah's subtle disapproval and assumed that the young surgeon was gay, and started treating him accordingly! 

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