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    “What is all this?”

    “Keys to Steve’s place in Brooklyn, and his motorcycle. Some records about his, ah, accounts and things. He—well, he hasn’t been declared officially dead, we can’t, you know, say anything about the time travel, but—”

    “He’s not coming back,” says Bucky, before Banner has to try to couch it softly, or spare Bucky’s assumed feelings. It’s a courtesy Bucky doesn’t need. His feelings have seemed very far away since Steve left. “I know.”

    "Yeah, so, uh, I just figured you should have all this."

    Bucky is doing fine after the Blip. He has his amends, he has his exit strategies, he goes to therapy. Steve's gone, but that's fine, Bucky can deal with that, even if he can't deal with feeling like a ghost in the apartment that Steve left behind. But when Steve returns, they'll both have to deal with how to rebuild a friendship and a home that are haunted by the ghosts of who they used to be. Their methods of doing so are perhaps less than ideal, what with how they involve more sex and stealthy surprise interior decoration than any actual communication. Maybe that's all they need to make a new home together.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “Hope next time we play, you decide to show up.”

    As far as chirps go, it’s pretty banal. His tone is far more light and friendly than Scott usually hears from some of the other players— which makes sense. Hollander isn’t known for his shit-talking, in fact he’s known for his complete lack of on-ice antagonization. Hollander plays a very clean game, lets his skill on the ice stand for itself.

    Scott should just make his own quick quip in response and skate off. Something that matches Hollander’s energy.

    But Scott isn’t feeling very light, nor is he feeling particularly friendly.

    Or: Scott Hunter's fight with Shane Hollander, and what follows.

    (Can be read as a standalone)

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Skalitz burns; Sir Henry Kobyla, only child and heir of Sir Radzog Koybla, almost dies with it.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    04 May 2026

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    Shane turned to face Hayden and J.J., who were both looking at him with equally unimpressed expressions.

    “Would you go if we didn’t bother you about it?” Hayden asked, raising an eyebrow. Shane flushed a little in embarrassment, choosing not to respond. Instead, he shoved past the both of them, leaving the locker room. 

    They both silently followed behind him as he (mortifyingly) started walking over to the office where the team doctor was set up. He came to a stop in front of the office. Stared at the door. His throat felt dry.

    “It’s probably nothing.” Shane said weakly. 

    It was not nothing.

    or: shane hollander gets an abortion
    or or: me as a trans masc person using shane hollander to explore my feelings towards pregnancy

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    30 Apr 2026