Kim_Sunshine
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I am not asking to be happy. I have never asked for that. I am only asking to be different. Please, Lord, make me different. Make me the thing they need me to be. Remove from me this— this affliction, this error, this deviation from Your design. I do not understand why You made me this way if You did not mean for me to be this way. And if You meant for me to be this way then I do not understand why, why, why is it a sin. And if it is a sin then I am a sinner, so then forgive me but I cannot repent for something I have never done, can I, can I repent for a feeling, can a man be damned for the direction of his hunger, for the frequency of his loneliness, for wanting the wrong mouth, the wrong hands, for lying awake in the dark imagining—
He turns onto his side.
—imagining his shirt open to the second button and the skin underneath warm, and if I pressed my mouth there I would feel his pulse and it would be fast, would it be fast, would his heart beat faster if I—
Or: Park Sunghoon meets Sim Jaeyun on the Titanic.
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06 Jul 2026
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“Ohh, this? It’s a purity ring.”
Heeseung raises an eyebrow.
Jake continues. “It’s a chastity thing. You know, no sex before marriage.”
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23 Apr 2026
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because my love for you is higher than words, i've decided to fall silent.
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24 Feb 2026
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old enough to know (happiness is just a moment) by toomoon (jjjat3am)
Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022)
14 Oct 2022
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That line of thinking doesn't do much to deter his erection. Akk knows that jerking off would be a simple enough solution but he'll have to sit next to Ayan tomorrow in class, and some part of him thinks that Ayan might look at him and just know. That he's buried himself irrevocably under Akk's skin, so deep that Akk can’t scratch him put with his too-blunt fingernails.
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5 wet dreams Akk had at Suppalo High SchoolBookmarked by Kim_Sunshine
22 Feb 2026
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As far as favours went, this one was an easy one – help Riki’s friend from his dance club pass his first year biology course. Jake could do it in his sleep. He scans the library, realizing belatedly that Riki’s description of you’ll know him when you see him was entirely untrue, because Jake had no idea which one of these studying students was expecting him here ten minutes ago. His eyes land on a guy, sitting alone at a table without so much as a pencil in front of him, and –
Huh. He doesn't look like a freshman.
He looks a lot like Heeseung Lee, actually.
Or, Jake isn't anything like the girls Heeseung normally goes for, but he's starting to think he might want him anyway.
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