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    Hayden wasn’t the type to invade someone’s privacy, but seeing Shane reduced to a ghost was wearing him down. He picked up the phone, his fingers trembling slightly as he searched for the contact “Lily.” The phone rang once, twice, three times.

    Then, the line clicked. But there was no "Hello?"

    “This is Ilya. I never check my voicemail.”

    Hayden pulled the phone away from his ear, staring at the screen as if it had just exploded. The name still read Lily. But the voice… the voice was low, gravelly, with that Russian accent he’d been hearing scream across the ice for years.

    “Rozanov?” Hayden whispered. “What the hell…”

     

    Set after Shane left Ilya's house in ep 4

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    15 Jul 2026

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    “Do you still want it?” The question came out in a whisper, as if he were afraid of the answer.

     

    “What do you think?” A sob broke Shane’s voice. The tears he had held back until that moment finally began to fall. “Everything has revolved around you since I was seventeen, and since then I’ve been angry with myself because I can’t stop wanting you. Because every time I try to distance myself from you, I end up looking for you again.” The tears were streaming down his face, and he no longer cared to stop them. “I built a life full of little traces of you and kept pretending they meant nothing. But they do. At least for me, they have for a long time.”

     

    Ilya felt his heart hammering in his chest. He felt every word from Shane like a punch and a balm at the same time. 

     

    “I didn’t want to be just Hollander anymore. I wanted to be yours in a way that you would never be mine.”

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Silly and funny

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Young bestfriends❤️

     

    Ilya rested a hand over his. “Sometimes I cannot believe this is all real.”

    He could see the emotion working behind those beautiful eyes. He could see a boy who once thought he wasn't allowed to be happy. Who was sometimes afraid that he still wasn't. Shane would do anything and everything to show him he was.

    “It's real.” His thumb stroked softly against Ilya's skin.

    “What did I do to deserve you?”

    Shane squeezed at his chest. “Ilya. You are the most caring person I've ever met. You're so sweet with me that sometimes I don't even know how to deal with it. You always have been. You're patient and you're kind and you deserve to be loved. I only hope I can give you the amount of love you deserve.”

    “Solnyshko. This-” He tapped where Shane's hand rested over his heart. “It beats for you only. Love you give me is all I want. Is all I need. I think my heart was made for you.”

    He felt his own heart tumble helplessly, as it so often did at Ilya's words. He felt the metal of the ring on Ilya's finger warm against his own hand. “We were made for each other.”

    “Da. You and me.”

    Shane knew for certain that their souls loved each other in every lifetime. Every universe. There was no version of Shane and Ilya that did not exist for each other. As best friends. As lovers. As husbands.

    They had the type of love that was unabashed. They never cared who saw them sitting too close or whispering in each other's ears or climbing onto each other's backs. They were never afraid to hold each other and expose all the things they were scared to say to anyone else. They never needed to explain it to anyone. Because it was only for them.

    Hooking their pinkies together, he let his lips brush Ilya's as he spoke.

    “You and me.”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Cuuuteeee