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    There was just no way this was his life. That morning, Rose had been forcing Shane to demonstrate with his hands how large Ilya’s dick was, wheedling him for all sorts of details that had made him flush beet-red and nearly lose his ability to talk. Now Ilya was here, in front of him, contractually obligated to be stitched to his side day in and day out for the next year, at least. The thought was enough to make Shane dizzy all over again.

    (Shane Hollander is the son of the Canadian prime minister. He is also the captain of his college hockey team. This obscene balancing act is seemingly going just fine, until he accidentally hooks up with his new bodyguard one night at the bar.)

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander begins his NHL career unchallenged when Ilya Rozanov enters the KHL after World Juniors. One season of being allowed to terrorize the ice and the Winner’s Room is enough for Boston to drag Ilya out of Russia.

    What they had not accounted for in releasing a second generational talent into the league was that not all predators are solitary. Ilya may want to bring Hollander to his knees, but he wants to present the defeat of an inferior player to his feet first.

    He just has to convince Hollander to let him.

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    29 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 75

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    A series of non-related Alpha/Beta/Omegaverse fics that all have a defining theme of alphas being assholes, and Ilya Rozanov being one of them.

    Please note that another defining theme is non-consent. When I say, "being assholes," I don't mean it in the cocky-sexy-asshole way (canon Ilya), I mean it in a real asshole way. Read at your own risk.

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    29 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    28 May 2026

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    “They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”

    Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.

    “This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”

    * * *

    Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.

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    21 May 2026

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    Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.

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    20 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 24

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    Rose saw that Svetlana had commented a bunch of fire- and hearteye-emojis on her post.

    Well, that was nice. But it probably didn’t mean anything.

    Rose didn’t really know why, but something inside her was desperately urging for Svetlana Vetrova to simply like her.

    Everything she had seen of the woman radiated this cool, indifferent and extremely beguiling energy. A mysterious, kind of sexy vibe that Rose had been trying to embody herself her whole career, but never quite managed to capture or maintain authentically.

    The reason why she felt so drawn to Svetlana, was probably because she was someone who had that exact vibe going for her and seemingly didn’t even have to try hard at all. Svetlana looked like a fucking movie star. Rose wanted to look like that and she was a fucking movie star, for god’s sake.

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    you're finally getting THE Roselana slow burn / bisexual awakening / yearning / girls kissing / "dont know if I want to BE her or if I WANT her" fanfic you've been waiting for!!

    This will be the slowest of slowburns everrrrrr, but once they get going there will be lots of smut (pinky promise)

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    14 May 2026

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    12 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    “I signed with the KHL team.” He says quietly. “I start practice tomorrow.”

    His father watches him for another second before nodding once. “Good.” The word came out flat and there’s a pause before his eyes narrowed slightly again. “You’ll stay useful that way.”

    Useful. Not talented nor successful, but useful. The word settles heavily somewhere inside Ilya’s chest because that’s all he’s ever really been in this house. Something to control and to turn into proof that his father could create perfection if he hit hard enough or yelled loud enough.

    Ilya Rozanov leaves his country with a single goal: to build a life where no one gets to control him again. Ottawa is supposed to be that. Boring, yet a solid reason for him to leave the life he had in the coldness of Moscow.

    What he didn't expect was all the chaos that follows as he put his life on the line to get on that plane, or the beautiful freckles on Centaurs' newest captain that haunts his dream.

    Heavily inspired by Sidney Crosby & Evgeni Malkin

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    12 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 35

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    Ilya Rozanov has a terrible problem: he's with women who are sexy and fun, but he can't stop thinking about this slow fucking hockey player with beautiful freckles and a weak backhand.

    The message is still open, unanswered. Ilya's eyes skim over it again. Who says I was alone.

    He tries to picture it, if nothing else so he can craft the right teasing remark to shoot back, to keep the banter light. He's seen the special on Hollander's fortress of solitude cabin, he's seen Hollander party at hockey awards nights and all-star weekends. It's not hard to picture Hollander in the bedroom or on a dance floor, pressed up close with…

    With whom? Who should Ilya be picturing, here? He never hears about Hollander with women.

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    12 May 2026

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    It had been 2,045 days since Shane had heard from Ilya Rozanov.

    But, who was counting? He wasn't counting. No, he had stopped mentally counting after the first year. When the 365 day mark had passed. Now it was just tracked on his phone. A painful reminder whenever he happened to open his calendar app.

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    A "re:hi" alternate universe where Ilya stopped responding in 2003.

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    11 May 2026

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    He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.

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    11 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    There are 2 years and 4 months between the Vegas hotel room and the tuna melt. Shane and Ilya spend far more of it apart than together but those blazing moments when they’re finally in the same room haunt every moment that they’re not.

    Or, a thorough expansion of the episode 4 montage featuring sex with other people, angst, obsessing, self-deception, and graphic SM because I am obsessed with that cut between the boards and the couch.

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    07 May 2026

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    Married, out, and still drowning, Ilya plays reckless hockey, carries old grief, and tells everyone he’s fine while getting dangerously close to proving he isn’t. But after a loss to Boston, alone in the middle of the night, he comes closer than ever to making a choice he can’t undo.

    Shane loves him. But love, terrifyingly, might not be enough.

    This fic takes place after 'The Long Game' so spoiler warning in case you haven't read that.

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    07 May 2026

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    MONTREAL VOYAGEURS PASS ON HOLLANDER FOLLOWING FINALS INJURY
    Despite being projected as at least a top-three pick, Shane Hollander slips to 57th overall after a Grade III ankle ligament tear sustained in the World Junior Hockey Championships earlier this year.

    BOSTON BEARS SELECT ROZANOV FIRST OVERALL, HOLLANDER IN SECOND ROUND
    Boston bets on two of juniors' most electric players; one a sure thing, one a gamble. The Bears have never minded those.

    Shane Hollander did not get drafted to Montreal. He gets drafted to Boston, fifty-seventh overall, after #1 draft pick, Ilya Rozanov. He has a plan for that. The plan does not account for Ilya Rozanov being the way that Ilya Rozanov is.

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    07 May 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    04 May 2026

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    "It had never really been in Ilya’s plans to start a Youtube channel for paranormal investigation..."

    Ilya Rozanov, the playboy darling of the oft-forgotten ECHL who never quite lived up to his full potential, spends the off-season hunting ghosts with his teammates Bood and Troy. When they dare to investigate the tragic ruins of NHL legend Shane Hollander's former cottage, they are expecting to be confronted by a cursed haunting, a vengeful demon, or at the very least... some entertaining Youtube-worthy content. What Ilya is not expecting, however, is to form an inexplicable bond with the ghost of a hot hockey player and discover that nothing (literally nothing at all) is quite as it seems.

    OR; Shane is a ghost, Ilya can see dead people, and it's entirely possible that they once knew each other in a past life.

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    04 May 2026

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    30 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Ah, no. I have perfect record, remember?” Ilya didn’t try to stop the smirk from twisting his features, especially as, somewhere in the back of his brain, he notices Hollander turn towards his table, coming closer. Ilya’s not able to resist the need to nettle the other man; never has been, really. “Right, Hollander? Better record than you and, eh, DataDriven, hm?”

    “Fuck off, Rozanov.”

    Just those three words, matter of fact and reflexive, have Ilya grinning wider. Hollander doesn’t stop to say more, just continues to stride past their booth towards the door. Ilya doesn’t call out for his continued attention and definitely doesn’t turn to watch how his ass stretches his khakis.

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    The storm chaser/Twister AU that exactly one person asked for and my brain said "yeah okay, let's go."

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    25 Apr 2026

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