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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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- Part 1 of Heliotrope AU
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- English
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28 May 2026
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HELL yeah ts so peak
I love the character development :) -
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“Hi-Hinata…”
The spark of awareness ignites and Shouyou blinks his eyes open again fully, humming in response to his name. Kageyama doesn’t reply, as he’s still completely asleep, shuffling slightly as his breaths start to catch in the beginnings of snores.
“Kageyama?” Shouyou stage whispers.
“Hinata,” Kageyama grunts back, before smacking his lips and devolving fully into snoring.
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In which Shouyou falls in love slowly during his high school years, and Kageyama talks in his sleep.
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- Part 5 of One Hundred and Seventy-Two Centimetres
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Kiryu held his breath, waiting for the person on the other end to break the silence. When they didn't, he cleared his throat, “Hi?”
“Hello, darling.” A deep rumbling voice, the one he had been fantasizing about all week greeted him.
“Goromi!” He couldn't help sounding like an excited puppy wagging his tail.
“The one and only... I almost thought you forgot about our date, Kiryu-chan!”~Kiryu meets this mysterious lady by chance and is now caught under her spell. He can't get her out of his mind.
Who is she? There's only one way to find out...~With illustrations by GazKamurocho!!
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Till always said he wanted someone to protect, someone soft, someone delicate.
Ivan was none of those things. He was tall, powerful, and born an Alpha in a world where that meant everything... and nothing to the one he loved.
So he stayed silent. Watched Till fall for someone else. Watched him smile in ways he never did for him.
Loving from a distance was bearable, until Ivan discovered a way to change. A way to maybe become what Till wanted.
Even if it tore him apart.
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𝘖𝘳
𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘯, 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘱𝘩𝘢, 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯 𝘖𝘮𝘦𝘨𝘢.
Finally available with its "Playlist"
[𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝟮 𝗦𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗟𝗦]
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- Part 1 of For What I'm Not (With Sequel/s)
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- English
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15 Apr 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Guys...he didn't make it to the wedding.
Actually never recovering from this fic, but I don't regret reading it. Very beautiful I love and hate it.Read at your own risk fr. Might be more depressing than canon😭.
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Nearly two years after being saved from the fire, Till runs into someone on a rebel mission with the same face of the person who has done nothing but haunt him.
For the life of him, he can't let himself believe that Ivan is alive. Not while he's still hallucinating a version of him that keeps him from being able to speak.
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- English
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- 5/5
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05 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
I long for more, my heart aches
This was so well written. This was everything I could ever want out of a fic. I think I can be happy again after watching alien stage.

