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    "Chlamydia?" Ilya has never heard Hollander's voice reach such heights in the absence of a cock. "You have chlamydia?"

    "I did not get it on purpose," Ilya complains.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya takes a puck to the head, author knows neuro :)

  3. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane is jerking himself steadily to Ilya pushing inside him for the first time with a deep grunt when a notification pops up at the top of his screen. 
    He’d forgotten to turn on “Do Not Disturb”. Fuck.
    Ilya: U up?

    or

    Shane watches one of his and Ilya's old sex tapes after they have split up, but he gets rudely interrupted.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Ilya loses his memory of Shane post tuna melt, Shane answers the door to his apartment in a Raiders sweatshirt after crying

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    Shane Hollander doesn't understand why everyone thinks he and Ilya Rozanov hate each other. He's pretty sure that in all the years they've been playing in the league together, they've never even talked before.

    Well, he's kind of sure. He thinks he would remember. He would remember something about Rozanov, if it was really important.

    Right?

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane Eternal Sunshine’s himself, puts Ilya in a torment nexus

  6. Public Bookmark 76

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    "Holy shit," Shane manages, like this is a lot, like he hasn't just finished telling Ilya his fantasy of getting railed by twenty-three guys in a row. Ilya didn't ask how long he's been refining that particular fantasy. How many times he's lain in bed, desperately stroking himself while he imagines one dick in his mouth and another in his ass. Judging by the level of detail, it’s been a lot.

    Shane describes his locker room gangbang fantasy to Ilya. They fuck about it.

    Part porno, part lovemaking, and a spoonful of tooth-rotting fluff for dessert.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander invents the winners room out of his own beautiful mind

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    Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.

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    06 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A/b/o HR retelling

  8. Public Bookmark 46

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    Ilya is an undercover agent on his last mission for the Canadian Secret Services. He needs to infiltrate a highly organized human trafficking ring, blend in the slave owners’ circle and gain their trust. In order to do so, he will need to play by their rules, buy a slave and play the part of the ruthless master. When he meets an adorably freckled slave on the verge of panic and he finds out he’s on the market, he thinks he might as well buy the boy himself. Turns out completing his mission and keeping the boy - who he’s absolutely not getting attached to - safe, aren’t two very compatible goals.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Lachlan Pucey joins the Montreal Metros as a rookie with all eyes on him. After a year spent in the AHL, developing and preparing for his NHL debut, he's not going to let anything distract him from playing the best hockey he can and proving to everyone watching that he's just as good of a player as his old man was and his big brother is.

    Hank Crawford is a second round draft pick that comes into the league after two years playing the college circuit. He's got no one's expectations to live up to save for his own, but there's a lot riding on him making a name for himself in Montreal. It's the best day of his life when Shane Hollander calls to invite him to training camp in September, bar none.

    Lachlan and Crawford are fast friends. Hard not to be when they have so much in common, when it's so easy to kill an afternoon hanging out and playing video games beside each other on the couch. When it starts to feel like the only deep breaths they're able to take are the ones they take when they're side by side, on the ice or at home or out in the city.

    They're fast friends. Good friends. Best friends. That's all they can be; hockey is everything else.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    The Raiders beat the Sharks 6-1 and Rozanov gets three points and the first star of the game and there's no text waiting for Shane about how Shane should be planning the way he's gonna reward Rozanov the next time they see each other.

    It's fine. It's only been a week—nine days—and it's not like they were frequent texters before. Rozanov was always the one to initiate their exchanges, so Shane is doing well to follow his lead and not be like that girl who hooked up with J.J. and couldn't catch a hint afterwards, increasingly desperate texts being passed around the Metros locker room until finally someone suggested he block the crazy bitch.

    Shane processes his first time with Rozanov.

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    05 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 36

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    "Ilya's leaned across the railing with a cigarette in his hand. For a moment, they could be nineteen again. The whole of it all laid out before them, waiting to unfold.
    Then Ilya glances over at him, and it rushes passed. All of it—all the years and memories between them. Whenever he looks at Ilya these days, that first split second it feels like looking at someone he loves, someone he'll grow old with. Then his body remembers that's in the past now."

    Shane and Ilya, post divorce and attending one last MLH awards

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    04 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ouch ouch ouch

  12. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya didn’t go to the cottage, and he's feeling pretty Byronic about it. Scott Hunter…really does not have that context.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Scott Hunter has an Ilya problem :(

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    I like beating you, Shane had said, once, half-drunk on pleasure in a rumpled hotel bed. I like it– afterwards, when you’re–

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    02 Jul 2026

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    02 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Tattoo! Artist Shane and sub top Ilya

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    Shane Hollander invents Total Power Exchange out of his own beautiful mind. He and Ilya figure out what it means for Shane to belong to him completely.

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    01 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    Disembodied voice (DV) from off-screen: Ok, I think we are ready to get started. Can you tell us about yourself?

    The man: I am Ilya Rozanov. I am rookie with Boston Raiders. Number one draft pick for this season.

    DV: So, Ilya, I know you're not from North America, so I just want to check - what do you know about what we are doing here today?

    IR: I know all. Everyone knows this. My agent tells me, my team tells me. It is hockey thing, um, tradition. Rookies, top picks, we all are asked to make these videos. Kind of like hazing, yes, or maybe a little like when it is our turn to be called to the Winner's Room? No big deal.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    They’re finally alone, and Shane can’t get close enough to his husband.

    Holy shit. He has a husband.

    -OR-

    Wedding night sex featuring down bad Ilya and carefree, happy, slightly drunk Shane.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Wedding night :)

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    Have more drinks. Go to the next bar. Then the club. The bass throbs and it’s like if your heart can follow the pulse of it, maybe it will keep beating. You’re the last ones left. You can’t go home, because home is where all the rest of it waits. Luca stumbles into you and blushes so easily with blue eyes so wide — desire that he doesn’t know what to do with as his gaze slides to your mouth like someone else you once knew.

    What’s the worst that can happen?

    Shane and Ilya had a plan. Ilya being outed by pictures of him getting a blowjob in an alleyway behind a club from Luca Haas was not part of the plan.

    A not-very-nice Hollanov infidelity fic.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Infidelity but done so so well

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    Yuna doesn't like him.

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    David POV; Yuna and David don’t like Ilya at first (perfection, canon to me)

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    Ilya wrings out his shirt and tries to swallow the humilation burning at the back of his throat. "It is very funny," he says, flatly. "I am enjoying these jokes. I love to pay damages at every hotel. Is good for your poor sad American economy."

    "They do it to everyone," Price repeats, as if Ilya is just anybody and that makes it ok.

    Or: Ilya's rookie season costs more than expected.

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya and rookie hazing/finances

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