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    Shane’s eyes drop down, landing on Ilya’s mouth—except all that does is bombard him with fifty different images of what Ilya’s lips would look like with saliva dripping down his chin, cheeks rosy-red, gazing up at Shane with hazy, galaxy eyes as he lies naked and ruined in their sheets.

    And then, because Shane never learned how to control his lovesick mind when it comes to Ilya, that thought is immediately accompanied by the image of Ilya all fucked-out, his blushing face panting with the exertion of keeping his thighs spread, of being taken apart. He thinks about Ilya moaning and whimpering, hole fluttering helplessly as Shane teases it with his tongue, his fingers, his cock, thinks about Ilya begging for him, to let him cum—

    “Shane?”

    —and suddenly Shane’s hungry in a completely different way.

    (It’s 8:02 in the morning when Shane watches Ilya sleep—dead to the world, curls a mess, with drool dripping down pink lips and onto their silk pillows—and thinks, I want to fuck my boyfriend.)

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    And Shane is leaving. Of course. Who wouldn't leave? Shane just got caught kissing a man, which he has already called his worst fucking nightmare. Now Ilya is in the middle of it, puking into the kitchen sink instead of fixing the problem that he caused. Oh god, he's just ruined Shane's life, hasn't he?

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    alternatively: in which ilya is a nervous puker

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    04 Jul 2026

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    03 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 85

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    Most people wouldn’t hop in the car and drive for three hours in the middle of the night because of a couple drunk texts from their partner.

    Ilya Rozanov is not most people.

    Or: Shane calls, Ilya comes.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Hazy: Happy birthday, Roz!

    Bood: Happy birthday, Cap!

    Barrett: Happy birthday!!

    Dykstra: It’s your birthday!

    Haas: Happy birthday, Captain! You are the most wonderful hockey player and leader, and I hope today is your best birthday yet ❤️

    Ilya: Well, it’s not, so your wishes mean nothing.

    Bood: Okay. Well.
    Bood: Looks like we are feeling a bit dramatic today.

    Hazy: Do you want to expand, or how can we best support you?

    Ilya: I will expand even though it is incredibly painful to do so.

    Barrett: Oh, goody.

    Ilya: My husband.
    Ilya: Shane Hollander.
    Ilya: The supposed love of my life.
    Ilya: The holder of my heart and half of my assets.
    Ilya: The future father of my children and feeder of my dog.
    Ilya: Forgot my birthday.

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    03 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 96

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    “It’s my boyfriend and I’s anniversary tonight and I’d like to get him some flowers.”

    “...Ah.”

    Ilya supposes he should have seen that coming.

    He puts even more care than usual in the bouquet, probably out of spite—mostly out of jealousy. It’s childish, and he knows that Shane won’t ever look at his fucking peonies and think ‘These are so gorgeous, I definitely ought to leave my partner for this random florist I met twice’.

    Whatever.

    If he deliberately chooses flowers with awful upkeep that will wilt easily, then it’s no one’s business but his.

     

    or: Shane comes to buy flowers for his boyfriend every week. Ilya hates it.

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    02 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 58

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    “Nah, fuck Paris,” he says, nipping at the underside of Naim’s chin to make him laugh again, the kind of startled laugh that doesn’t know how to be self-conscious. Oh, Ryan thinks, he loves him.

    He can’t say it out loud, not yet, notyetnotyetnotyet, so he chooses to be honest about the rest of it instead, says, “We’ll figure out Melbourne first. Yeah? Then—I dunno. We’ll go wherever you wanna go.”

    “I wanna go where you wanna go,” Naim whispers, unbearably honest-sounding. Scratch that, thinks Ryan.

    This is the happiest he’s ever been.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Uh,” he says, looking up from his screen and feeling his ears go hot, realizing for the first time that this habit of his hasn’t actually come up before until this exact moment.

    “What?” Rozanov asks, sounding more amused than anything else. “You are one of the people who does Instagram for food now?”

    “No,” Shane says, stalling between answering and finishing his Snap so he can send it to Melissa, “one sec.” He finishes typing out 'Tuna melt. Chips. Pickles. It smells really good. Swiss cheese, I think.' before he looks back to Rozanov, putting his phone facedown on the coffee table. “Just sending it to someone on the staff. She likes knowing what I’m eating.”

    He doesn’t know if Melissa likes knowing what he’s eating, per se, but she also seems pleased when he talks about enjoying food for things beyond how many grams of protein it has in it.

    “Ah,” Rozanov says, in a tone Shane can’t quite read. “You always send her your food then, this girl?”

    (shane has a habit of sending his team's dietician his meals for approval) (the problem with this habit? he forgets to tell ilya exactly what it is that melissa does) (how the tuna meltdown is AVERTED through the power of miscommunication)

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander when asked about speculations of his boyfriend Ilya Rozanov ‘tanking’ on purpose to reunite with him in Providence : “...What? He gets an earful from me every time they send him down. He has lousy puck control and weak defense and needs to work on his shooting accuracy and you think I want it to stay that way? No I don't want my boyfriend to be a joke of a player, I'd like him to put decent enough numbers that he doesn't get moved up and down the NHL and the AHL like an idiot. Now leave me alone.”

    or: Ilya Rozanov is a mediocre fourth liner of the Boston Bears. When he gets outed, the internet theorizes he plays poorly on purpose. His boyfriend isn't amused.

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    02 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 85

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    ilyarozanov just posted a photo.

    Shane is in Montreal, Ilya is in Boston. A thirst trap posted on Instagram reminds Shane just how vast the distance between the two cities feels.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.

    Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.

    “Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.

     

    Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.

     

    Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Léa Martin @MrsLéaMartin92
    Shane Hollander is TAKEN !?

    Clara @mrsshanehollander4ever
    Shane Hollander has a BABY????

    Léonie @LeonieGagnon27328
    Is this officially the NHL’s cutest baby?

    Lily @BostonLily1991
    DOES THE BABY HAVE FRECKLES?

    Charlotte @charlottefromquébec
    Replying to @BostonLily1991
    what?

    One month before the tuna melt incident, pictures are posted online of Shane and Hayden’s outing to the aquarium.

    Within minutes, the internet is convinced that Shane Hollander has become a father, and people everywhere are mourning the fact that the NHL’s most eligible bachelor is off the market.

    “People everywhere” includes Ilya Rozanov.

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    02 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 62

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    The truck stop sits squatted beside the highway, chipped paint and dusty windows, rusted metal and peeling signs. The bathroom is filthy. It smells like piss and industrial cleaner and stale air. But Naim doesn't care, not with Ryan's hand in his hair, not with Ryan's cock heavy against his cheek.

    “Can you…,” Naim says, fingers moving to pinch at Ryan’s tip. Ryan squirms at the touch, back arching against the wall, “Can you put it in?” Naim says.

    Ryan blinks, dazed. “What?”

    "Just the tip," Naim says frantically, like if he says it quicker then Ryan won’t realize the weight of what he’s asking. All he knows is he needs Ryan. He feels empty, rolling his hips against Ryan, chasing something he doesn’t know. "I mean— just a little. Please, Ryan.”

    Ryan looks around the filthy bathroom, pants down his ankles, cock sprung out, Naim pressing into him, hard cock against his leg. “Here?” Ryan asks, but it’s without judgement.

    -

    or, Naim and Ryan fuck in a truck stop bathroom.

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    02 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 29

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    "Why don't you ever want me to touch you?" Naim says, his eyes flicking back up when he finds his words.

    Ryan seems to take a moment to process the words before his face does a weird, stuttery thing, and he whips his head away from Naim's scrutiny. "That's not--" he shakes his head, like he's trying to figure out what he's trying to say. "Don't worry about that, Naim." He says, glancing at Naim from the corner of his eye.

    Naim feels his brows furrow. "What?" He asks, because it's all he's thinking, and when Ryan doesn't respond, he adds: "I wanna make you feel good."

    Ryan looks back to him quickly, shaking his head. "You do. You make me feel good." He says, voice adamant, and it makes Naim believe him, however foolishly. "So... Why does it have to be more than that? More than what we do now?" He looks at Naim through his eyelashes, warily, like he's worried how he'll respond. If he'll yell.

    Naim doesn't yell. He watches Ryan for a while before relenting. "...Okay." he sighs, and he knows that Ryan can tell he's not truly done with the subject.

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    Or: Trials/Tribs of coming out to your bf you have to spend forever with.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    The Centaurs are such a nice team that Ilya sometimes feels too comfortable. Unfortunately, his new team has no idea, and every attempt to be himself somehow makes things worse.
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    Or: Five times Ilya Rozanov's teammates thought he was a homophobe, and the one time they found out why they were wrong.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Bottom Ilya and Top Shane:

    1. Because Ilya deserves to come so hard he cries (and Shane will talk him through it)
    2. Because, maybe more importantly, the experience is healing for Shane, whose only experiences with “topping” were in situations where his body didn’t want it.

    This fic is a love letter to my younger self, and a love letter to people who have had sexual experiences just because they thought they had to. I see you.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Based on a Reddit prompt by u/backtothefuture2028.

    Ilya, emotionally drained from being away from Shane for weeks and tired after a fight on ice with Dallas Kent and a tough away game loss, accidentally reveals a boyfriend at the ensuing press conference. Unable at first, then unwilling to take it back to avoid speculation, Ilya finally learns just how much support he actually has once his heart is splayed open for the world to see.

    Updated with a second chapter at Bood’s barbecue! Definitely a sillier palate cleanse after the first chapter.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Cliff Marleau doesn't know what the fuck happened between Rozy and Montreal Jane a month ago, but if Rozanov doesn't let up on all this extra conditioning he's going to lose a rookie.

    Rozanov has been miserable ever since the last time they played Montreal, and Marleau's smart enough to put two and two together. This reeks of girlfriend trouble.

    Or of "not quite girlfriend" trouble, as the case may be.

    Whatever his Captain did, Marleau takes it up on himself to tell Montreal Jane just how sorry Ilya is, and beg for forgiveness on his behalf.

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    Set post-tuna melt, but pre-All Stars.

    Now ft. Ilya's reaction, and Marleau's reaction to finding out who the mysterious Jane was this whole time (part 3).

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    01 Jul 2026

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    After that night where they decided to be friends, Shane never stops spilling out his thoughts.

    Shane Hollander (ex #7): How do I convince this guy that I’m seeing that it’s totally super fucking okay to leave marks on me bc Rose Landry has taught me how to hide them using concealer?

    That was the first ever text message that Shane had sent her after he came out to her.

    He never mentions any names, just vague and cryptic description of what seems to be just one guy that he’s seeing. She never pushes any further, happy with the very little amount of details about this supposedly unrequited love story Shane is comfortably sharing with her. Whomever it is, Shane must have a good reason to not tell her.

    She has a few ideas. Maybe it’s another closeted teammate or a childhood friend. It could also be literally anyone Shane met in clubs or press conferences or gala dinners. It could be a big celebrity. Shane is protecting them and Rose respects that.

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    or, Rose hates Lily for treating Shane like shit, even when she doesn't actually know who Lily is.

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    01 Jul 2026

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