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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    "Say it properly," Ruben says.
    Niall swallows. "My cunt," He says. "It's dripping."

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    “On your knees then,” He gestures lazily to the floor between his spread legs and watches Niall swallow, eyes nervously darting between the hardwood and his face.
    Niall tries that soft, reasonable tone he takes when he thinks he can steer him right. “Ruben- what are you saying? Come on, let’s just go to the couch like we-“
    “I thought you were hungry?” He moves slowly, makes a show of unbuttoning his cuff and rolling the fabric up to expose his wrist. Veins on his forearms and wrist bulging and yeah, now he’s got Niall’s attention.

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 29

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    Still, Horne, a tall beta man despite his “little” moniker, is something of a stickler for rules. This character trait juxtaposes pleasingly with the extravagant capriciousness of that most alpha of alphas, the Taskmaster himself, played by Greg Davies. The dynamic between the two works most effectively as, of course, we are all hanging on the pleasure of the Taskmaster, who treats everyone with the same cruel disaffection regardless of career, secondary or primary gender, or ability. “It works because nobody expects it of him,” says Horne, “But I think everyone likes that, secretly. That alpha urge to be mean, to be nasty. It’s very satisfying to watch. To participate in.”

    - James Park, “The Secret to Taskmaster’s Cult Success”, The Guardian

    Alex Horne has a secret - later in life than is meant to happen to anyone, he presented as an omega. He decides to keep it under wraps; how hard can it be? He's got a successful show, he's got a group of friends... but a flare of unexpected jealousy during filming, coupled with a chance meeting in a hotel room in Manchester, starts a chain of events that soon rumbles out of his control.

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    23 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    In the aftermath of seeing Ruben again, he finds himself thinking, near incessantly, about the rough scratch of his beard against his skin.

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    Niall hooks up with a stranger in a library bathroom, risking his life just to chase a fleeting fantasy of the only place he feels whole.

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    22 Jun 2026