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    Struggling for air, Ryuusei’s hand shot up to Sae’s pale, bare shoulder, pressing firmly, nails digging slightly, an attempt to show the whole thing was getting too much for him to handle, despite the teasing smirk still on his face.

    “When I give an order, you follow it. Got it, demon?” Sae murmured, leaning just slightly closer, their bodies tense, their faces mere inches apart. The restrictive weight of Sae's palm against Ryuusei’s throat kept him pinned, yet close enough to feel every subtle motion.

    “Fuck, Sae-chan… yeah, I got it,” Ryuusei groaned, every nerve on fire, struggling to keep his voice steady. “But I don’t think you’re squeezing hard enough.”

     —

    What was supposed to be just a month in Sae's homeland to handle the monotonous bureaucracy of his passport renewal unfolded instead into a pink hell called Shidou Ryuusei, who stubbornly refused to give him any peace.

    Or Sae is the new PXG's stand-in coach and Shidou is thrilled about it.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    genuinely the best ryusae fic i've read. filled the hole in my heart that go wild my little demon left

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    To even the odds: both teams—the U-20 and Blue Lock—must train in the same facility, lest the U-20 team receives backlash for their unfair advantages. Still, an unspoken rule is rapidly embedded in both teams: fraternizing with the opposite side is the purest form of betrayal. Enemies stay enemies, teammates remain teammates.

    Two months of overwhelming foreboding, 62 days to prepare for the pinnacle of their careers. A lot can happen in two months—when one chases self-satisfaction, and the other control. Lines blur seamlessly when someone’s options run low — when potential resides in the enemy camp.

    Unwanted feelings are dragged to the surface, threatening to unravel everything Sae’s worked for. Shidou’s obsessive personality is something one attempts to stray away from. Each decision teeters on the edge of personal desire and duty. Each decision reveals something Itoshi is committed to bringing to his grave.

    Such conditions breed fragile resolve; a weak mind invites bad decisions. But what qualifies as a bad decision and who decides its morality?

     ---

     Or, Sae's not gay.

    ''Fucking liar,'' Shidou whispers, a truth Sae cannot accept.

    ''I'm not.''

     

     

     

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    24 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dressed in outrageous Y2K-inspired clothes and being pulled around by a man who looks like a male stripper isn't how Sae Itoshi expected this photoshoot to go. And for some reason he doesn't mind it.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “One more word and I’m going to drive us both off a cliff,” Hinata deadpanned.
    “Well, I would probably survive it. Ultimate Lucky Student and all.” Komaeda tilted his head. “But if you really do want to kill me, I’m sure we can find a way to make it happen!”

    On the way back from the third-year class trip to Hokkaido, the bus happened to leave two students behind: a tag-along Reserve Course boy who, as always, wasn’t quite sure how he kept getting himself into these situations, and an enigmatic young man who was beginning to feel very, very cheated by his luck.
    Now, if Hajime Hinata wants to get back to Tokyo, he’s going to have to face a hotwired car, 900 miles of open road, and ten days stuck with Nagito Komaeda.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    After the Fourth of July, Robby leaves.

    Whitaker follows.

    Somewhere between Pittsburgh and the Great Plains, Dennis convinces him to come home.

    Or: A getting-together oneshot that turned into a series about Robby and Dennis figuring out what they want to be to each other. Featuring yearning, hurt (but also comfort), Jack Abbot serving as Robby’s unlicensed therapist, Trinity Santos suffering more than Jesus, quite a lot of smut, actually, and gratuitous references to the great state of Nebraska.

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    17 Apr 2026