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[Podfic] Memories serve as our sole companions by spicysuga
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
12 Oct 2025
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Oh.
Two place-settings. One person. Cancelling all of his appointments.
The tears.
"It’s… It’s her birthday today,” Aventurine says, in a tiny voice, holding the bracelet up to the light.
Veritas feels something reach inside his chest and twist. “Your sister.”
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[Podfic] do koi fish dream of electric sheep by spicysuga
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Jul 2025
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"I cannot help but be glad that you have the capacity for thought," Ratio murmurs. "Because loving you, and being loved by you, is a privilege I could not imagine giving up willingly."
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Aventurine's brief time in the Horizon of Nihility turns out to have chronic consequences.
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“A spar?” Mydei repeats Phainon’s request with the suggestion of a scoff in his voice, though he is already flexing his fingers in his gauntlets, checking that they’re secure. The metal clinks quietly from the motion, and Phainon just smiles. “For how long, Deliverer? Some of us have things to do.”
“To first blood,” Phainon says, so readily that he must have had his answer prepared. And then the edge of his smile quirks to smugness, in the way makes Mydei’s hands itch to do something about it. “Try not to let it end too quickly, will you?”
Mydei’s eyes narrow at him, but he still turns and begins to stride towards the Okhema sparring grounds. He can practically hear the delighted grin in the way Phainon’s footsteps follow right at his heels. “Fine,” he says over his shoulder. It’s a challenge, then - pain is negligible before the path to victory, and Mydei has no qualms in bleeding so long as he can repay the strike, but Phainon is asking the opposite of him. “You do the same.”
[A request. A spar. A dance. A kiss.]
[It cannot - will not - be a goodbye.]
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[Podfic] as you fall from grace the only words you say are by spicysuga
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Jul 2025
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A late night conversation, and a lullaby.
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[Podfic] Cold read of Probabilities of Failure by SkySpider by spicysuga
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
17 Jan 2025
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"Cyno said that you'd placed yourself in the position most likely to risk direct harm in your plan, and that he still doesn't know how you pulled it off without sustaining any major injuries to yourself."
Alhaitham exhaled shakily, not bothering to raise his eyes to look at Kaveh; he didn't need to, because he could feel Kaveh's gaze boring into him all the same. "And?"
"And how many iterations of reality would that result in, Haitham?" Kaveh asked slowly, enunciating every word with clear intent, his grip tightening even further around Alhaitham's shoulder. "How many possible outcomes where I'd return home to the joyful celebration of the successful liberation of our Archon, and an empty house?"
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“Like what you see?” He laughs, teases.
“Yes.” The admission is barely even a whisper, meeting the air between the two of them– Aeons, Veritas is only an inch away at this point– and lingering there. Aventurine can hear his heartbeat in his ears and his breathing is suddenly far louder than it needs to be. He can’t help himself. He glances down at those plush lips before lifting them back up to those sunset eyes that seem much more intense than they were just a second ago.
Aventurine invites Veritas over for some drinks. It turns out that the wine he bought was even more potent to Veritas’ species than his own however. He has no complaints.
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03 Jun 2026
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Dolce Far Niente by fortyseven_gayrats
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
04 Jun 2026
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She’s a little bigger than she felt in his arms, but that’s barely any improvement. Babies are supposed to be a little chubby, a little wrinkly. And she’s…not. Her little fingers and toes are developed, maybe, and her nose is scrunched up in her sleep, but for a newborn he knows has been carried to term, she looks premature.
His fingers curl against the glass when he touches it. Eyes glued only on her, even when the cold at his fingertips tries to tear his attention away for a moment. Nothing can pull his eyes away from her. All he can think of is her. How little she is. He didn’t know she was there and look at what he went and did to her. Drank, stressed himself out, put his life and health on the line, and the person taking the brunt of it was her. She didn’t ask for that, and he put her through it anyway, even if it was unknowingly.
How’s he supposed to be a good dad when the first gift he gave her was near-death, before even giving her life?
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i give the gay guys a baby, and project my own experience helping raise a toddler onto it
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20 May 2026
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Lapis Lazuli of the Stonehearts finds himself falling for Dr. Kakavasha.
He tries everything he can to fall out of it.
He fails. Spectacularly.
A fic based on Havanillas' Roleswap AU, where Veritas Ratio turned into a dopamine-chasing gambler after being rejected by the genius society, and Kakavasha became a doctor, trying to research how to get rid of his divine luck.
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01 May 2026
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Ratio huffs, using both hands to hold his phone as Rook wakes up and moves over to the cuddle pile the others started. He opens it to see new messages, the icon of Aventurine's smiling face on display. He's never opened the app so quickly before.
Aventurine
I love you too darling professor
Sorry, I only just saw your message[Or, Aventurine finally comes home.]
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25 Apr 2026
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memento vivere, vita mea by feeling_quacky
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Apr 2026
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A significant injury shakes Ratio and Aventurine’s day to day life, and causes them to ponder and think about what may happen when they lose the other.
Ratio couldn’t be another victim of his lucky streak. But how could Aventurine not allow for Ratio to peel away the masks covering the broken soul underneath. Allowing Kakavasha to grip on with broken fingernails and cling to the feeling of being human. His Ratio was here, injured enough to the point of unresponsiveness. Somehow deep down he wondered if this was payback for what he put the good doctor through all those years ago.
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24 Apr 2026