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Lights, sex toys, dissociation. For Donghyuck, being "Haechan" for the camera is just a job, and the degrading demands of his chat are just the overhead costs. He’s ready to sell his pain to the highest bidder—until the highest bidder pays him to stop.
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22 Apr 2026
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The experience of being tattooed by Minghao sticks with Hansol. That night, he thinks about Minghao’s head between his legs. Thinks about Minghao’s hands on his thigh, hot even through the gloves. How hard they had to press to keep him still.
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01 Apr 2026
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In a church lined with white, the pointed arches and vaulted ceilings bringing the eyes up towards heaven, pristine marble columns with stained glass windows reflecting rainbows onto the rib vaults above, with the gold cross shining right through his pupil and the optic nerve behind it, Mark found God.
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01 Apr 2026
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Jeno’s hoodie is at least two sizes too big. Chenle pictures the insides of him—bright reds and sickly purples, slippery-wet organs swollen and bursting full with warm blood, charcoal-black cigarette lungs—pulsating and twisting and trying their best to keep him alive.
“It’s true, then,” Chenle says. “That you’re back.”
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01 Apr 2026
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"I think I like you too," he says, and Taeyong's eyes widen like he never thought this outcome was possible. "I don't really know. I can't tell my feelings apart. If you give me some time, maybe I can make sense of it all."
Taeyong smiles, a little bashful, and Johnny doesn't know if the feeling in his chest is new or something he's been suppressing for a long time.
"I can give you time. As much as you want." He moves his hand from where it was on his stomach, laying it on the grass between them and touching Johnny's pinky with his own. "We have all the time in the world." His face flushes, and Johnny thinks it might be the loveliest thing he's ever seen.
Or: Before the events of Preacher's Son, there was hope, and after, there was despair.
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- Part 2 of To Love, To Suffer
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01 Apr 2026