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    Jaw Man flicked his middle finger up at Ilya, who didn’t seem to mind, and gestured towards Shane and Hayden with raised eyebrows. “The f*** are you even doing right now, man.”

    Ilya said briefly, “Orgy.”

    “Uh,” said Shane, “no, that’s not—”

    Ilya grinned at him. It was a mean-edged grin but something about it seemed to suggest that he was joking with Shane, rather than about him. “Oh, he speaks.”

    “We’re not here for an orgy,” Shane said to Jaw Man. “We’re missionaries with the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.”

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    Shappicly-Shappo OP
    Fair question! I didn’t go looking for them or anything. Doing some side work for a local moving company (just boring documentation thank god. I’m much too frail for manual labor!!!) and according to my boss it was left behind by a client ‘‘forever ago” and was never claimed. Knowing him that probably means they didn’t deliver it a decade ago and the client never called looking for it. They were doing a big storeroom clean out and were just going to toss it, so I thought I’d snag it! 

    imhavingabadtime_0158
    So, you just picked up a bunch of old journals you couldn’t read? Didn’t you say you just started grad school? Girl, are you not busy enough????

    Or Ilya loses his old journals in the move to Ottawa.

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    They stand in the space Gansey calls a kitchen, Ronan’s gaze darting around Adam’s face like he’s trying to memorise every inch of it. Slowly, Adam traces his fingers along the hem of his shirt, his cold touch melting against the warmth of Ronan’s stomach. He feels Ronan shiver and the hitch of his breath, a hiccup of a sound.

    In a flash, Adam tugs Ronan’s shirt up while he’s distracted. Cursing, Ronan attempts to push it back down, but Adam’s fingertips are already tracing the tattoo, loop after loop.

    “Parrish-”

    “Why?”

    (An AU where Ronan and Adam met before Niall’s death and meet again through Gansey.)

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    “Really, now?” Adam snorted, “Sure. Hours, months even, of trying to get you motivated and writing. Nothing you've done has been remotely worth recording, but your midnight drinking binge was really the key. I bet I'll love it.” 

    “You will. It's about you.”

    It took less time to process than Ronan expected. Or more. Seconds were blurring and signals crossing; once he'd hit the second bottle of cheap, convenience store vodka, things began to blend. Meld. All shit, jet-fuel alcohol sugars. Adam's face stilled, like the halting of facial procedures helped him compute information faster. 

    “And that…” Adam swallowed. “That was… inspiring for you?”

    “Listen to the song and tell me how inspiring it is.” Ronan wiggled the device, again. “Come on. Most guys are flattered by this shit.”

    “You wrote a song about me?”

    “I write a lot of songs about you.” Ronan blinked, twice.


    musician ronan. producer adam. we know the drill.

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