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๐๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐จ by DuckyDream (Joysan)
Fandoms: Agora (2009), Original Work, On Swift Horses (2024), Actor RPF, Australian Actor RPF, American (US) Actor RPF
10 Feb 2026
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๐ญ๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ .
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04 Jun 2026
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โSomeone referred to me as your wife the other day.โ Buck started.
Eddie choked on air. His cheeks were so pink. Why did he blush like that? Buck was paler than him, and yet somehow he didnโt blush anywhere near as hard as Eddie himself did.
โDo you think of me as your old ball and chain?โ Eddie asked, going along with the joke despite the frankly upsetting colour of his cheeks. How was this Buck looking in love with him? Obviously they were comfortable with each other, but still.
Buck gasped, his eyes big, his back straightening out as he got ready to fight with God himself on this topic. Eddie knew immediately the rant he had started, Buckโs mockingly serious voice raising as he stared Eddie down intently.
โI would never refer to my wife as the old ball and chain. You donโt hold me down, you pick me up, you dirty little bitch. Youโre the wind beneath my wings. God.โ
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Buddie as The Basement Yard boys.
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- Part 1 of Buddie as the Basement Yard
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21 Aug 2025
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Sequel to "With a Friend in the Dark.โ
It's been weeks since Buck's cancer diagnosis, and in most ways, things are looking up. The idea of resuming chemo still frightens him, but not nearly as much as it did last time. This time, he has people on his side. But Buck is about to learn that treatment is just the first challenge. Money troubles, identity crises, learning what real love means for the first time at twenty-seven... who knew cancer would be so complicated?
Eddie, meanwhile, is still wrestling with his guilt and anger over how he handled things the first time. Being there for Buck? That's a given. Figuring out what it means to be Buck's friend through his cancer treatments, in the wake of all that's happened between them? That seems a lot trickier. Even more so when Eddie starts to realize that anger and guilt might not be the only feelings he's having.
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16 Apr 2025
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โI think the fact that youโre still making this about Eddie is all the answer you need about Tommy.โ Bobbyโs tone shifts to something sterner, more severe. โYouโre being selfish, here, and from the sounds of it โ youโve done enough of that.โ
It stings, and Buck knows it needs to sting. Because he deserves it. Because he is. Because heโs barely thought about Tommy and the fact that he cheated on him โ that their entire relationship may have just been an excuse for Buck not to face that heโs in love with his best friend.
Even if he canโt have Eddieโฆ
But thatโs the thing, thatโs what he canโt get past โ why he canโt move, why heโs paralyzed in this spot, erupting and erupting, sending shrapnel into anything in his path. Because he canโt get past that โ canโt get past if he canโt have Eddie.
Because if he canโt have Eddie, whatโs the point?
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Buck explains things, to everyone.
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22 Feb 2025
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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Bookmarked by leyl
04 Nov 2024