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    The closer they get to the station, the faster Eddie’s heart beats. His chest feels tight and he's starting to have trouble breathing. Little beads of sweat are forming on his forehead and his body is trembling.

    The closer they get to the station, the more he feels like he's about to throw up. Images of what happened flash in front of his eyes. The sound of fear echoing through his head. The smell of smoke and burned flesh, lingering in his nose.

    The closer they get to the station, the worse it gets. He shouldn't be here. He should’ve stayed. He should’ve tried harder. He should’ve gone back inside. He should’ve….

    He should’ve died in there.

    Edie's stomach drops as the truck comes to a hold and everything starts to spin around him.

    I shouldn’t be here.

    I should've died in there.

    I don't deserve to live.

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    Everything was not okay, but Buck wasn’t about to tell his Captain/father figure that. Not that he didn’t want to. Buck wasn’t exactly sure how to explain it without sounding crazy. Buck was half convinced he was losing it. The whole situation was ridiculous, and he was running out of plausible explanations as to why his belongings kept disappearing.

    OR

    Buck thinks his loft his haunted and it turns out to be so much more than that.

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    Buck never was a part of the 118 crew. Even, he never went to LA. But he still is a firefighter, in New-York, working with Owen and TK Strand at the 252.

    So when TK had his OD and Owen was offered the title of Captain of the 126 in Texas after the last team died in a tragic accident, the three men took the opportunity to begin a new life in the faraway city of Austin, Texas.

    But Buck does not only go for TK, and his fear might make him take decisions he would never think of. For his well-being and his mental state sanity, this life in Texas sounds like a really good opportunity.

    Until he's once again found, and so will his life take another turning point he would have never guessed.

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    Buck n'a jamais été membre de la 118. Il n'a même jamais mis les pieds à LA. Mais il est tout de même devenu pompier, à New-York, aux côtés d'Owen et TK Strand à la 252.

    Alors, quand TK a eu son overdose et qu'Owen a reçu le titre de capitaine de la 126 au Texas après que l'ancienne équipe soit morte dans un tragique accident, les trois hommes ont pris l'opportunité de commencer une nouvelle vie dans la lointaine ville d'Austin, Texas.

    Mais Buck n'est pas seulement parti pour TK, et sa peur va certainement lui faire prendre des décisions qu'il ne pensait jamais avoir à prendre. Pour son bien-être et sa santé mentale, cette vie au Texas semble vraiment être une belle opportunité.

    Jusqu'à ce qu'il soit à nouveau trouvé et que sa vie prenne un nouveau tournant auquel il n'aurait jamais songé.

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    He recalls his time spent in the ring and the moment it all came crashing down. Eddie nearly killed a man. He nearly killed someone because he was selfish and thought a fight club was a good outlet for his anger.

    How could he have been so stupid?

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    Eddie's past as a street fighter has finally caught up with him, and his old promoter is keen to get his revenge for the 911 call that destroyed his business.

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    “Bye guys, I’ll text you when I’m done.” Buck promises with a disbelieving chuckle. “Eddie we still on for this afternoon ?”

    “Yeah of course.” Eddie replies, trying to act normal and to ignore the butterflies flying around his stomach.

    “Okay, bye.” Buck says, giving him a soft smile.

    Eddie smiles back, waving Buck off and watching him walk down the stairs when the realization strikes him. Oh. Oh no. “Holy shit !”

    Hen looks at him startled.

    “Holy shit, I’m in love with him !”

    ***
    Eddie has a dream that finally sets him on the right path and with the right guidance from the good people of the 118, he’s able to get his dream guy in real life.

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    He was like a shot of espresso, he’s like being bathed in sunlight. He’s incredibly energetic and enthusiastic and he has this sense of play and fun which was incredibly exciting.

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    Buck breathes in. 

    Around him, police and paramedics are speaking in low tones, droning on as they buzz about, itching to get closer to him. To them. He swallows thickly, keeping his eyes locked onto the open front door. 

    Eddie's arms tighten around him. 

    He breathes out. 

     

    (Or, Buck is sexually assaulted. He's not okay, and neither is Eddie.)

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    Buck has taken up TK Strand on the offer to ride out their respective medical leaves together in Austin, Texas. The plan for them is simple: lay low, heal new and old wounds, and for Buck – figure out if he can trust this new thing between him and Eddie.

    But nothing is ever that simple for Buck and TK, and it’s not long before the two of them find themselves in a rapidly evolving situation that goes from bad to worse in an instant, puts Carlos in the crosshairs, and leaves them both wondering about the impact of words left unsaid.

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    “You need to make the time, Edds. You’ve got needs like anyone else. You’re not on your own, and you’ve got people who’d help out. I mean, I’m right here! Let me help.”
    Eddie drained the last of his beer. He knew what Buck was saying, that he was offering to help out with babysitting, but his lizard brain latched onto another possible interpretation of his words.

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    It starts with something Eddie has done with buddies before when he felt he had limited options, but with Buck it is different. It gets out of control, and Eddie can't handle that.
    Buck makes it sound easy, but it's not so easy for Eddie.

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    Taylor is tired of Eddie getting in between her relationship with Buck. When she finally decides to do something about it, will she go too far?

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    Buck’s breathed stuck in his chest. He thought back to the moment in the kitchen. He could feel the phantoms touch of Eddie’s hands on his body, the kiss at the nape of his neck. It was real. It had to be.

    “You have to wake up,” Eddie said.

    Buck frowned, the words not making sense. “Wha – Eddie? I am awake.”

    “Cariño. Please. I need you to wake up,” Eddie said, pressing himself even closer.

    Buck squeezed his eyes shut. “A dream.”

    “I think so,” Eddie said, his voice soft.

    Buck drew in a shuddery breath. “I hadn’t told you I loved you, yet. Had I?”

    “No.”

     

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    Buck is injured on a call and a dream he has while in a coma has him confusing reality.

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    He wonders what the fathers had done then, before science texts and telescopes and google, what must they have told their families? On the edge of the impossible did they put up a brave face, tell their children they were safe while knowing it was a lie? Or did they recount the myths of dying gods and pray it wasn’t time for divine retribution. It must have been terrifying, being confronted by such a stark reminder of just how little control they had in the face of something so much bigger than their understanding. He can relate.

     

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    Eddie vs. A Lunar Eclipse

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    When Buck left the Navy Seals he went to Chicago and became a firefighter. While in Chicago, Buck started at FireHouse 51 where he met Kelly Severide and fell in love with him. Two years after asking out Severide, Andy Darden dies and Kelly gets hurt and goes off the deep end but they get through it. A lot happened Buck and Kelly got married but when Shay dies everything changes. Kelly goes off the deep end again but it's worse this time. Buck tries to help but Kelly keeps pushing him away so one day Buck goes to Cheif Wallace Boden and asked to be transferred to another station in LA. When he tells Kelly to see if he will stop him, he doesn't. Kelly lets the love of his life and husband walk out the door with his wedding ring in Kelly's hand. When Buck gets to LA he joins FireHouse 118 and changes himself.
    This is the Story of how Evan "Buck" Buckley-Severide became Evan "Buck" Buckley

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    Eddie has a nightmare and calls Buck in the middle of the night, he accidentally confesses his feelings so Buck does something about it.

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    AU 5.13 - "What if Eddie was still swinging that bat when Buck busted down the door...?"

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    Before LA, Buck was Evan and lived in DC, working for the Lightman group.

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    Every life altering event is often led up to with a series of other important events. In this case, there were at least three:

    An unstoppable fire.

    An afternoon spent underneath a blanket of California blue sky.

    But firstly, and maybe the most important of all:

    There was the impeccable aiming of an ex-sharpshooter.

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    Or, the Buck is also shot by the sniper AU that no one asked for.

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    "You say that, but you smile the second he walks in." Louise chuckles.

    "I do that to most of our customers." He replies as he puts the box in the corner, making sure it stays put.

    "Yeh but most grump back, he smiles back at you, oh and don't forget the treats he brings you." Helen adds.

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    8/?
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    33
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    Whumptober day 25: duct tape (+ alternative prompt made to watch)

    While on a call, Buck and Eddie get taken hostage.

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    Eddie has never seen Buck like this before. Buck, who was usually full of emotion, who wasn’t ashamed to cry and talked about his feelings. Whose face was always readable, expressing his emotions. 

    “The other one?” The new guy suggests. “Maybe that would break the blond one.” 

    And it seems to get the response they were looking for, as Buck’s eyes widen and he shakes his head furiously. Muffled sounds come behind the tape as if he’s pleading with them not to hurt Eddie. 

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    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    343
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
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