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    There are only two things that have ever broken Oikawa Tooru’s heart. Iwa-chan would say Tooru has no heart to break, but that’s simply untrue.

    The first is volleyball, that old flame. The second is his idiot best friend.

    Iwa-chan's leaving Japan. Tooru's not sure he can forgive him, but he's not going to admit his long-held feelings, either. A trip to Miyajima complicates everything.

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    20 May 2026

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    Some people develop powers as they grow older; others don't. This fact doesn’t bother Oikawa Tooru too much, at least not when he’s young. Then, at eight years old, Iwaizumi Hajime discovers his own ability. He’s stronger than anyone could be, given human limitations. It’s a broad and useful power, one that could take Iwaizumi down any number of paths in the future. He’s discovered his ability early, too, and all of the adults in the neighborhood say that he’s got a bright future ahead of him.

    Oikawa could’ve told them that ages ago—he’s always known Iwaizumi is special, long before he started being able to lift furniture with one hand. Everything Iwaizumi does, Oikawa has always done with him. So he goes home and waits for his own ability to manifest.

    Nearly ten years later, on the eve of the last tournament of his high school volleyball career, he’s still waiting.

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    03 May 2026

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    “Your thoughts are so loud,” Hajime mumbled beside him, his voice lazy with exhaustion that Oikawa couldn’t relate to.

    “Sorry, must be the fact that I’m sleeping shirtless next to a stranger in a strange house in the middle of nowhere,” Oikawa bit back instinctually.

    Hajime just snorted at him, as if he was making a joke. “‘S’not that bad. Who knows? Maybe a bit of the country life could do you some good.”

    “Yeah? According to who?”

    “Well you did run away from home,” Hajime pointed out, and, well, yeah, Oikawa couldn’t really argue with that point. “B’sides, doesn’t seem like life has treated you too kindly so far. Change of scenery might not be the worst thing in the world.”

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    Or: Oikawa Tooru, J-Pop idol extraordinaire and the most popular celebrity in the country, is at his absolute wits end with how his life has turned out. He’s miserable, depressed, traumatized, and unable to see a future where anything gets better. The solution, he decides, is running away and ending his life. He isn’t exactly grateful to end up in the countryside with the farmer’s boy, Iwaizumi Hajime, instead, but you know. He’ll get there in time.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    The trouble with memories is that once they've disappeared, it's hard to get them back. He can't say what or why, but Iwaizumi has the sneaking suspicion his best friend is hiding some information and memories just out of his reach.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    He looks back at the boy, who was wiping his snot on his T-shirt and trying hard not to cry as he stares at his scratched knee. And Iwaizumi has a flurry of thoughts, in the following order:

    Gross.

    He looks ugly when he cries.

    He stares at the boy, with his fluffy hair and his sad brown eyes and the drops of diamonds running down his cheeks and he remembers thinking;

    I wanna see what he looks like when he smiles.

    A study on love and all its phases, told in 3 parts. 

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    14 Mar 2026