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    Honestly? This series is so fucking angsty I bawled my eyes out whenever I revisited the original version. Dead dove for ALL of my tags, I'm not even kidding.

    Get ready to be punched in the guts with emotions.

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    Ilya shoulders his way through the bathroom's door and promptly steps over a trailing, ridiculous fucking piece of fabric, causing whoever is wearing it to bump against his back.

    "What the fuck?" He snaps, irritated beyond rationality.

    "Watch were you're going, dickhead." The guy spits right back without missing a beat.

    He turns around, but whatever pissed off retort brewing inside his mouth dies on his tongue when he takes on the guy in front of him. For a split second, his brain screeches to a halt at the sight of Shane Hollander, except then it quickly comes to the bizarre realization that it isn't him.

    There's a bewildered pout on his plump, shiny lips. He's taking Ilya in with the same cautious scrutiny, like he's not sure of what he's seeing.

    "Connor?" He says, voice going slightly high pitched right at the end.

    Ilya frowns. He's pissed off and nowhere near drunk enough for this.

    "Who the fuck is Connor?"

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    "Do you like your wife?" Shane pushed, the words falling out before he could stop them. It was a dangerous and very stupid question.

    Ilya paused. His hand moved from the lace of Shane’s underwear to his hip, gripping him firmly.

    Ilya leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of Shane’s ear. His breath was hot, sending shivers down Shane’s spine. "If I say yes," he whispered, "will you still let me fuck you?"

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    Shane is spending the summer working as a bev cart boy at an exclusive golf club. Where he meets the former hockey player, currently married, Ilya Rozanov.

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    Forty-one year old Shane has never bottomed before. Ilya offers to change that.

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    Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”

    “Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”

    “What if it’s just the tip.”

    Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”

    Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”

    Fuck it.

    Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking

    OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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