jesse_is_spiralling
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I Would Forgive You (If You Could Ask) by jesse_is_spiralling
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
23 Sep 2025
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“He’s like a cat,” Arm muses, clearly less invested in the conversation than the gun he’s cleaning.
“A feral one.” Pol extends a hand, large fingers curled to mimic a claw. “He’s leaving dead mice all over your heart.”
Porchay laughs at the mental picture but there’s truth to it, too...
Porchay has never wanted this. He's caught up with the mafia, living in borrowed walls, and Kim is leaving him gifts like a feral cat instead of apologising. All he wants is to talk but he refuses to beg, and maybe that means he'll go to lengths he's not proud of.
His life has narrowed down to a borrowed white room, and even his music feels tainted. Something has to change, before Porchay loses it completely...Series
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The Icarus Complex by jesse_is_spiralling
Fandoms: The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom
08 Jun 2025
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“We’ve put in years of work to get our hands on this bastard,” another Yiga soldier smacked the tip of his bow against the ground and leaned towards Link menacingly. His voice was eerily deep behind his mask. “We should at least get to enjoy him while he’s ours.”
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A mission goes wrong and Link finds himself tied up and helpless, at the complete mercy of the Yiga. -
You Remind Me Of Someone (That I Cannot Have) by jesse_is_spiralling
Fandoms: The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
12 May 2024
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The sight of him was starting to make Jason feel violent.
He was wearing an expensive-looking sweater today, black and loose-knit, the kind that’s ripped and chopped and moth-eaten but still manages to scream “I’m better than you.” His sleeves were rolled up to the elbow, and there was a black tattoo spilling along his forearm. A skull and a snake, exactly the kind of edgy bullshit Jason would expect from this off-brand Nico di Angelo....
On his first day at university, Jason Grace makes an enemy. The guy is unpleasant and broody, and he seems to hate Jason specifically, for reasons that don't seem related to Jason at all.
He reminds Jason of someone, though, and although their antagonism makes him want to peel off his skin, he can't help prodding and poking and sniping back until they're screaming.
He hates this miserable little bitch, but maybe they can help each other work through some unrequited feelings. -
All The Ways You've Changed by jesse_is_spiralling
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
05 May 2024
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It had started out as an ordinary Thursday. Kit had skated to school, sat through the mind-numbing drudgery of maths, English, science and art (the only subject he actually enjoyed, if only because he could get way with not paying attention), met his friends at the front gate, and headed to the skate park to eat hot chips and waste time until dinner. He had not, even in his wildest imaginings, expected to come down the half pipe and see Ty Blackthorn staring up at him.
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It's been two years since Kit and Ty's falling out in LA. They have a lot to work through, but it might have to wait, because something weird is going on with Livvy.... -
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Buck is adopting Chris, and Eddie has found a useful little loophole to speed up the process: they're getting married!
It's only for the paperwork, of course. They're both in relationships, and not with each other. And speaking of relationships, what Marisol and Tommy don't know won't hurt them, right?
It's not like they're cheating... they're just getting married!
It's no big deal.
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Tell Me (Please) It Will Be Okay (Despite Everything) by jesse_is_spiralling
Fandom KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
23 Sep 2025
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A series of interconnected fics aimed at expanding on (and fixing) canon. They're as canon-compliant as I could make them (ignoring the books), and they are all completely readable on their own.
There is no specific order they should be read in, as the timelines overlap.- Words:
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'Eddie, there’s blood on the floor. Are you hurt? Are you sick? I need to check you over—.'
’Buck. Don’t come any closer,’ Eddie pleads and it’s so strange because he’s obviously weak and hurting but that base fear, that terror, it hasn’t gone away, sharpening beneath Buck's breastbone as he inches nearer, crouching down beside Eddie, reaching out his hand.
His fingers close around Eddie’s wrist and Buck is stressed, frantic, he must be seeing things, the light is low and obscuring, a single terrible freeze frame conjured up by his imagination; Eddie’s teeth, already pointed, becoming sharp, elongated, and his eyes shading to black, sclera to sclera, lunging forward, jaws yawning wide. Buck scrambles backwards, landing on his ass, breathing hard but the image is gone as quickly as it came and it’s just Eddie looking at him with eyes bloodshot and fearful.
'Please tell me what’s going on,' Buck says, except he already knows, has known since he stepped through the door and Eddie pinned him in place with that disarming gaze.
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20 Jun 2026
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there isn't an end, there isn't a start (I don't wanna stop, I can't go too far) by Sourdough_and_Tears (Bread_and_Breakfast)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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Cliff Marlow is not the brightest guy in the NHL, and his complicated budding friendship with J.J. Boiziau is definitely an example of how much he struggles to express his thoughts correctly. But there could be even more complicated things on the horizon, and heaven knows Cliff is not ready for any of them.
or: Cliff discovers a few things about himself during the 2021 All-Star games, and realises that his amazing new friendship with J.J. is not enough for his poor heart.
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10 Jun 2026
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of a certain age by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Mar 2026
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“Wait, I could totally see that,” Connors says. “She wears reading glasses and he’s, like, obsessed with them. Sometimes on the road, he calls her from the bathroom and I hear him begging her to put them on.”
“The glasses! I heard that too.” Shit, it must be a fetish, right? She doesn’t just happen to be old. Rozy likes that she’s old.
Or: Cliff figures out why Ilya’s keeping his Montreal girl a secret. She’s not a girl at all...she's an elderly woman. Or maybe an elderly man?
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31 May 2026
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for a good life (we just might have to weaken) by kiss_me_cassie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 May 2026
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Down at the very bottom of his notifications, Ilya sees a message from Marley. He opens it, and it turns out it's not even a real message. It's just a lot of question marks. Like a lot of them.
Or Ilya and Marley talk post-outing.
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28 May 2026
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are you having sex with my rookie? by nettlepixie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 May 2026
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LaPointe: omg lol can you imagine
LaPointe: luca brings his mystery man along next week for the hard launch
LaPointe: and it’s cliff fucking marleau
LaPointe: now that would really be a hollander/rozanov manoeuvre lmao
Crack/Texting fic. Cliff Marleau is dating Luca Haas. Ilya has some feelings about it.
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- Part 1 of the himbo cliff chronicles
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27 May 2026