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    A needy and drug filled Shane Hollander refusing to let Ilya leave because, well, he doesn’t want him to.
    Simultaneously, Ilya Rozanov realizes he actually can't live without Shane.

    (An extension of the ‘Will you come to my cottage’ hospital scene)

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    15 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    It isn't the argument that surprises Ilya.

    It's who decides to end it.

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    14 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 89

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    Saying no to Ilya Rozanov has never been one of Shane's strengths. And Ilya wants to collect as many of Shane's firsts as he can get his hands on. In return, he offers one of his own; one Shane never expected to be offered.

    A confession years overdue and the fumbling, stoned, cringey, ridiculous fallout of it: questionable decisions, giggle fits that derail the plan at the worst possible moments, a change or two of heart, and one unexpected discovery about exactly what makes Ilya Rozanov whimper -- which Ilya absolutely will never, ever admit to.

    Two idiots in love, finding there are always more firsts to be had.

    TL;DR: Shane does weed for the first time. Ilya wants to try bottoming. They figure some things out. (Featuring: derailed sex, a prostate wand tutorial, and an unexpected toe-related discovery.) Prostate orgasms galore for all.

     

    A quick note: the foot stuff is very minimal, and is more of a comedic beat than fetish content. But I didn't want to NOT tag it. If that's not your thing, it's brief and skimmable.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    "Roz," Cliff says, trying to control his breathing. "If we do this—"

    "We do not talk about it,” Ilya interrupts, even as his hands are already reaching for Cliff, fisting in his shirt. "We do not tell anyone. Nothing changes between us. This is—" He pauses, like he’s finding the words. "This is just tonight. Just this once."

    Cliff nods. "Just tonight," he echoes.

    And then Ilya is pulling him down, and their mouths come crashing together.

    (3 times Cliff and Ilya hooked up, and the one time someone found out.)

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    13 Jul 2026