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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Shane follows Ray through the halls, head turning every which way to take in everything around him. As they near his office, a young man, blonde curly hair pulled back into a low ponytail, steps out from another nearby door. He stops dead in his tracks. “We have new blood?”

    “Keep walking, Ilya.”

    Ilya catches the eye of the man trailing behind Father Mukada, one hand white knuckling a brown paper bag, the other hand tucked awkwardly in his pants pocket, and he can’t help but notice the way his mouth drops open just a little as they look at one another. The innocence oozes off of him in waves. “Well, fuck me for being curious.” He starts to walk away back to Em City, but not before winking at Mukada’s guest.

    ~~~

    Ilya is a new inmate at the Oswald State Correctional Facility (Level 4), otherwise known as Oz. Shane recently graduated with a degree in theology, and found an opportunity to work with Father Ray Mukada in Oz.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    06 Jun 2026

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    After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.

    There's just one problem.

    Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.

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    28 May 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    26 May 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

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    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Ilya gets injured during the Centaurs hot streak and spirals. Shane takes care of him, and has to get creative about it (aka they both have to grapple with some role reversals + Ilya gets railed for a change)

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Daenerys Targaryen, former teenage television star and sweetheart, is trying to make a comeback after a series of personal disasters, but it's not easy in this world. Trying to get people to take things seriously, she throws herself at the altar of a new movie being adapted from an award-winning-- all but reclusive writer Jon Snow. Jon Snow is dealing with his own personal demons and doesn't need a washed-up actress using his work as her comeback vehicle. Like...he really doesn't. Really.

    When the world seems to conspire against them both, they turn to each other and see if they actually make it in this screwed up world where everyone is on a stage, whether they want to be or not.

    ***COMPLETE***

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    05 Dec 2025

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    22 Oct 2025

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    Ghost goes to Dragonstone and everything changes.

    A little fic about what would happen if Ghost went after Daenerys following the “Am I your prisoner? Not yet.” exchange in S7E3.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    I did what I thought was right. And I got murdered for it.

     

    He died. He was resurrected. Coping with that betrayal, additional information upends him again and sends him to the last place anyone would expect him to go. In search of Dragons.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    20 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 69

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    Two lovers damn the consequences and choose to flee Westeros together.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    It’s a downright demeaning way to live, she inherently knows this. Alicent used to think one day she would let the guilt get the best of her and end this thing between them before it even really got started, but she’s come to realize over the last few months how weak she is.

    It makes her feel dizzy to realize how afraid she is, and how despite that fear, she does it anyway. Gives in time and time again, like Rhaenyra is not a spoiled brat and instead some undeniable force of nature.

    (Or, where time and time again Rhaenyra proves she is far from being scrupulous to get what she wants, and time and time again Alicent proves she can’t deny what she undeniably wants.)

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    21 Sep 2025

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    How might Fire and Blood and The House of the Dragon have changed if Alicent Hightower made a different choice? When Rhaenyra Targaryen finds her in the Great Sept of Baelor, still wanting to find a path to piece, how will the Song of Ice and Fire shift if Alicent stays for just a few moments longer?

    Basically how can these two lovesick lesbians save the realm by finally admitting their feelings? Set at the end of 'The Burning Mill' and diverges from there.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    “Who better to stand in my stead, to stand as the Crown,” Viserys raises his hands, like he’s about to shock them all with his wisdom, “Than its trueborn heir.”

    Rhaenyra preens at the praise, the recognition. “Thank you, Father.”

    “And the Queen.”

    The smile drops from her face.

     

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    [Post-1x06] The King sends Rhaenyra and Alicent to strengthen ties with the North. Alicent lasts two days with a chill that reaches her bones; and then she finds a solution.

    (the bed-sharing fix-it that wonders if dragon blood really runs that hot)

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    19 Sep 2025

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    Tragedy strikes upon their return voyage from Essos to King's Landing, leaving young Prince Jon and Princess Daenerys stranded on a deserted island. After years pass, a glimmer of hope appears on the horizon that threatens to unravel everything they built.

    A tale that spans from childhood through adulthood, this story will see them create a new world without the rules of society as guidance. From the struggles for survival to hidden dangers that lurk beyond the sea, and even to the sweet discovery of young love, their resilience sees them through every trial until they are left with the final question: What is duty? And what is love?

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    15 Aug 2025

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    "You're a dragon. Be a dragon."

    Daenerys Targaryen did not conquer the Bay of Dragons to be painted as a poor strategist.

    Dany sets foot on Dragonstone—the first Targaryen to do so since Robert's Rebellion—and gets to work. She sets her sights on King's Landing while whispers of the Long Night are growing louder. While the Red Priestess is insistent on Dany's role in the Azor Ahai prophecy, Dany will not give her Southern enemies a reprieve to fight a myth.

    But Dragonstone offers more than just a place to dock for the last Targaryen. In the keep built by the Conqueror, Dany finds traces of her family's past. With her new knowledge of dragonlore, Valyrian history, and blood magic, she's ready to take back the Iron Throne.

    Until a white-haired, red-eyed Jon Snow arrives on her doorstep, fresh from his resurrection yet it appears some of him was left behind.

    Or: How seasons 7 and 8 would have looked like if anyone bothered to pay attention to GRRM's written word thus far.

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    12 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 75

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    Jon and Daenerys defeat the Night King, but when it is over, what is the cost to themselves?

    Stranded and injured in the Lands of Always Winter, they must work together to find a way home.

    S8 AU/Fix It

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    05 Aug 2025

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    Their marriage started off fine enough, a politically motivated, well-intentioned union between Daenerys and her Warden of the North. Her former lover and secret nephew, and the only threat to her claim. It was meant to be easy and simple, no matter their complicated past.

    (Canon right up to 8x3, episode 4 didn’t happen)

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    25 Jul 2025

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