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John Walker was dying. This wasn't a new development; he had been dying for a long time now. 3 years, to be exact. Lemar Hoskins died 3 years ago, and he was taking John Walker with him. He never blamed Olivia for leaving him. Being married to a corpse would be hard for anyone; helpless but to watch as they sit in the same chair day after day, rotting away.
Beloved husband, father, and friend—for a time. That's what his epitaph would read. Survived by Olivia Walker, and Michael Walker. At least with them he would leave something behind.
John never really thought he would.
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It was no great surprise to the others when they did this together. No eyes were batted when Bucky rapped his knuckles on Bob's bedroom door only to see Yelena curling his hair in all sorts of odd ways; and no one brought up all the times they'd gathered for "team dinner" and spotted the pair with matching nail art; and Bob was really starting to like this self-care stuff. John Walker started to like it, too. Bob's overwhelming elation at being involved in anything, regardless of what it was, was definitely a hurdle that John had to overcome. Especially when it caught the attention of his senses so much. It got better, for a day or two, but it didn't stay like that. So, the smell found John again, and again, and again.
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Yelena gets Bob into self-care, and he starts wearing different colognes throughout the weeks. Unfortunately, John's sense of smell only got stronger after the serum, and all the new scents make being around Bob that much harder, until Bob finally finds a smell John enjoys.
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The Way You're Looking at Me (Lately) by gotblacklung
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
11 Jul 2025
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Bob liked what he and Walker had. They hadn’t named it, and he wasn’t sure if there was a name for it, but it was nice, nonetheless. It started with small things that you wouldn't bat an eye at; Walker smiling when Bob said something smart, or funny, or stupid. It was something so small, but it had made Bob’s cheeks warm.
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Bob and John get freaky on the couch after months of pent up, poorly concealed, feelings. -
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Most nights, Bob can’t stomach sleeping alone. Seeking comfort, he finds his way into different beds throughout the watchtower.
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Bob can only fall asleep after a nightmare when he's with Yelena, but when she's gone on a mission and he has no one else, he finds himself seeking out John for help. -
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Benson never dies at the diner, instead Randy's tear-streaked face and strained voice is able to get through to him, sending the two racing away from the crime scene in a blur of numbness and anxiety. This spur of the moment decision leaves Randy isolated in a motel with the other, drowning in his guilt but not regret. For some reason Randy can't bring himself to regret what he believes was saving Benson's life.
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All the Verses We Do Not Say by Contech00
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
09 Mar 2025
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After the near untimely demise of Hans at Trosky, Henry can't seem to take his eyes off of his lord. When they settle for the night on their way to Nebachov it turns out Hans isn't as alright as he appears and Henry learns a lot about him, and strangely enough, quite a bit about King David and Jonathon as well.
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Henry is pining, oblivious, and terrified for Hans' immortal soul
Bookmarked by gotblacklung
12 Apr 2026
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12 am SOBBING. the best characterization i may have ever laid my eyes on....
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When Frank Langdon walks back into the Pitt on a Fourth of July weekend ten months after he left, he doesn’t tell anyone he’s gotten divorced.
It doesn’t work out for him. Well, until it does.
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21 Mar 2026
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In the end, it comes as no surprise when the first guy says, “What did you just say to me?”
“So you are deaf,” Harrington says haughtily, “that’s good to know. Or, hell, I don’t know, I could be wrong. Maybe you’re just stupid.”
Billy is out the door within a split second, just in time to see Harrington get decked in the face like an idiot.
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Or: After their fight, Billy realises that Steve can't throw a punch to save his life. He decides that it's on him to fix that.
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Bookmarked by gotblacklung
26 Jul 2024
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HONESTLY? ATE DOWN I FEAR. GONNA START TALKING IN WINGDINGS. 🕈☟☜☠ ✋ ❄☜☹☹ ✡⚐🕆 ✋ ☹✌🕆☠👍☟☜👎 ☞☼⚐💣 💣✡ 👌☜👎 💧☜✞☜☼✌☹ ❄✋💣☜💧📬 ☝✋☼☹ ❄☞✏✏✏ ✋💣 ☹⚐💧✋☠☝ 💣✡ 💣✋☠👎📬
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A faint smirk appeared on Kenshi's lips as he gazed lovingly at Johnny. "I want to make up for lost time, once I'm better." he admitted softly, gazing tenderly into Johnny's eyes.
"Yeah.." Johnny breathed out, a confident grin spreading across his face. "We've got some serious catching up to do, babe. And trust me, I've got a whole list of ideas."
Kenshi's smirk widened, a playful glimmer in his eyes. "Oh, I can only imagine what's on that list," he teased, his voice filled with anticipation.
Johnny leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Date first, sex later."
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- Part 3 of Silver Tongue
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15 Feb 2024
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Dangerous characters from Theo’s past arrive in Beacon Hills and want him dead. Liam is seriously not okay with this plan; especially since they seem hell-bent on slaughtering a group of supernaturals along with him. The beta’s in charge while Scott is gone, and no way is this going down on his watch. But if Theo and Liam want to stop the assassins and not be consumed by the passion, blood, and darkness that surrounds them, they’re going to need each other.
Set after 6x16, but the Hunter situation is ignored/on hold. Contains dual perspectives that will switch throughout chapters. Eventual E (Trust me. I’ve written the chapter. It gets there.)
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- Part 1 of What It Means to Stay Alive Universe
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Bookmarked by gotblacklung
17 Feb 2023
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ZAMN. that was the best fic ive ever seen. 🧍🧍 how tf am i supposed to move on now