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The road stretches out in front of them, long and dark and mostly empty. The windows are cracked to let the air in as they drive, and they can hear to toads and crickets hidden in the tall grass. Somewhere ahead, the moon is dropping lower toward the horizon, a pale sliver slipping down through the trees.
He glances over to the passenger seat again.
Vessel catches him immediately, like he always does. “You’ve been staring,” he says, voice soft with exhaustion.
II lets the corner of his mouth lift. “Can’t help it.”
Vessel looks at him for another second, smiles something that makes II's heart ache, and turns back toward the front window.
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24 May 2026
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The Bassist's Boyfriend and Other Things That Don't Exist by spacesix
Fandoms: Sleep Token (Band)
07 Mar 2026
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III had never met II’s wife, but they’d built their entire worldview around her anyway.
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10 May 2026
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It had been over nine months since the breakup, and Vessel was over it. Over the darkness that had orbited the both of them for years and years. Over what had happened at the end of the year. Over how he'd nearly lost everything; his job, his friendship, his sanity. This wouldn't be a rebound, but a reset.
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- Part 1 of Violence of Grief
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23 Mar 2026
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The whole day, a stubborn image kept fading in and out of his mind, along with a heavy, sluggish feeling in his rib cage.
Someone holding someone else. That someone being small, safe, held.
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05 Mar 2026
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Vee [3:26] I'm going to sleep now, sleep well love x
Oh, the first noise being one of interest.
Oh, the second noise being of realisation.
This isn't a stranger's apartment, it's his apartment—Vessel's.
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22 Feb 2026
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II finds out that Vessel’s hookups keep leaving him hanging and offers to help.
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20 Feb 2026
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i know everything about you (you know everything about me) by dehydratedwater
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
11 Jan 2025
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Josh is worried. For one, he and Tyler haven’t spoken since everything went down about a week ago. Two, it’s never been like this. Three, Tyler doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t give Josh a single word.
“I know you may not want to see me, and this is the worst I’ve ever messed up with you, but please know that I regret it.”
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27 Oct 2025
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Remember when Ty and Josh branded each other??
Yeah, that’s exactly what this is.
Or; the first time Joshler kiss is by the glittering firelight of a bonfire, and Tyler finds God in Josh’s arms.
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26 Oct 2025
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In slow motion, he saw Tyler look up from the glass he was wiping. Josh's jaw clenched. His whole body turned to steel. He didn't want to see his pitiful look, or worse, not be recognized at all. Absolutely inconsequential to Tyler's life, while he had been a meteor in Josh's.
Their eyes met. Time stopped. Debby ordered a drink that no one heard.
"Josh?"
Josh could not respond, his heart was hammering in his chest.Series
- Part 14 of Breach release countdown - 30 One Shots
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26 Oct 2025
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if there’s no one beside you when your soul embarks (then i will follow you into the dark) by trjnetwork
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
22 Oct 2025
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When Josh’s head gets a little too loud, Tyler’s the only person who can cut through the noise.
Inspired by the fact that the boys saw Death Cab for Cutie together and Tyler definitely still sings their songs to Josh…
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26 Oct 2025
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Josh isn’t quite sure what he was expecting when he walked into his bedroom, but it wasn’t this.
Tyler, standing in the en suite bathroom, checking himself out in the mirror.
Wearing Josh’s Reds jersey.
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- Part 2 of hit-and-run from the third base line
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24 Oct 2025
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i had a feeling that i belonged (i had a feeling i could be someone) by the_bolter
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
20 Oct 2025
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“I miss it, y’know” Tyler began, turning from where he was laying with his arms behind his head to stare at the way the dwindling light caught Josh’s side profile.
Josh’s eyes were closed, basking in the last dregs of evening heat. “Miss what?” he questioned.
“This. Us. The simplicity of being in the back of a van and hoping that even twelve people would show up to watch us perform.” Tyler let out a low hum, a small sound that Josh recognised as something the singer did to soothe himself when he didn’t know how to approach something. “I just– I just think that things were easier then. We had more control.”
or: Tyler and Josh drive out to watch the sunset together, and reflect on the past, the future, and all the changes that come with fame.
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- Part 17 of Cliquetober 2025
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21 Oct 2025
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The mound of white, crumpled paper scattered with tiny graphite-saturated balls pries at Josh’s mind. He wants to know the significance of the piece. Soot smudges grace the material. Fingerprints and other smears from the char on his hands. It’s abstract-or so the guy thinks at least. He’s never been savvy with artistic expression himself. Not the visual genre.
But he wants to know what it’s meant to be. The newcomer thinks better of asking a second time.
He wants a reason to speak with the person mastering it all. He shakes his mind for an icebreaker. The last one didn’t really work. Josh is bad at this.
The candy apple fabric of the stranger’s cotton t-shirt paired with the inky smear on his body is adjacent to peaceful wings you might find in nature. Ones which show themselves during more serotonin-saturated months. They begin to hide out like the sun during this season he finds himself in. The brunette lets it slip. Icebreaker, or whatever.
“Ladybug,”
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20 Oct 2025
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Tyler, under the username blurryface, likes to go on anonymous chatrooms when he's bored.
No one is ever interesting. He's not sure why he tries anymore.
Until he meets user stillstreet
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- Part 1 of Textler + Oneshots
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18 Oct 2025
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Josh has done a lot of morally questionable shit in his life.
Like the brief shoplifting phase he had in high school, or the time he sold a baggie of spinach to a kid in college and told him it was weed, or as of late—fucking his childhood best friend two weeks before he gets married to his long term girlfriend.
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18 Oct 2025
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In which months of touring finally catches up to Tyler, and Josh helps to take care of him.
day 14: ignoring an illness
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- Part 11 of starrswillfade's joshlerween
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17 Oct 2025
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Josh shaves Tyler’s head-but there’s a lot more to it than that.
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- Part 12 of Born To Die
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14 Oct 2025
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Tyler had often heard of the phrase "sweating like a sinner in church".
He never understood it until now.
day 12: sacred places
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- Part 10 of starrswillfade's joshlerween
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14 Oct 2025
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Then, with his hand grazing upwards, “So if we need it, and if we’re friends, maybe I could kiss you.”
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19 Aug 2025
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Over the past few weeks, Tyler has started to notice something is off with the way Josh acts around him.
While he has and idea of what the reason behind it must be, Tyler is scared to see it himself given a part of who he is that stops him from crossing that line.
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Tyler likes Josh, but he isn't sure how much he wants Josh to like him back.
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15 Aug 2025