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not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?
Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).- Language:
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27 Jul 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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27 Jul 2026
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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27 Jul 2026
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“But…” Ilya stalls out. He conjures his sun’s face: the soft curve of skin where the corner of his eye becomes the sweep of his cheekbone, the stubble that clings to the soft end of his chin, the strong and even line of his eyebrows. “Solnyshko,” Ilya says. “It means sun, yes, but… it’s like a pet name. Sunshine. Honey. I’m calling you my sun.”
This is mortifying in English. Christ, he should never have started this conversation. He should have shaken Shane off when he had the chance. Even as Ilya thinks this, he knows he could not have done it. He cannot deny Shanyshko anything. That has always been the problem between them. What a terrifying, awesome, horrible problem to have. Ilya would like to have this problem for the rest of his life.
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or, Ilya and Shane talk about their love, their lives.Series
- Part 2 of sailing, sailing
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27 Jul 2026
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Two-Four-Eight-One-Oh-Eight (Ilya Hollander. Shane Rozanov.) by persimmonysnicket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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“Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”
“He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”
Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?
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or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.
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- Part 1 of sailing, sailing
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27 Jul 2026
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he looks so cute wrapped round my finger by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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“We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.
“We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”
Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?
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27 Jul 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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27 Jul 2026
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I'll be Jane by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.
No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.
The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).
Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.
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26 Jul 2026
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EBUG by Wizbiff
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jul 2026
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“So we’re keeping the baby?” He asked, trying to keep his voice steady even as tears welled in his eyes.
“Well,” her voice broke, “yes. If you want it too. I know the timing is terrible but with everything…we might not be able to again.” He walked to her, dropped to his knees burying his face in her soft, flat stomach and kissing her warm skin.
“Of course I want it. I want everything with you.”
In a universe in which Shane is conceived while his parents are in college much stays the same, but much changes too:
David Hollander is a professional level goalie, but gives up that dream to raise Shane, instead becoming the Centaurs’ emergency backup goalie.
Shane is diagnosed with autism, trusts Ilya with his diagnosis, and they get together sooner.
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One fateful night, David Hollander is called to take the ice and discovers his son’s secret relationship.
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26 Jul 2026
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baile inolvidable by smallbulbasaur
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jul 2026
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unknown number
- this is jane, yes?
- i heard about the planeshane hollander's perfect plan to continue talking and healing post-boxing day fight spontaneously combusts the minute he finds out about the centaurs' plane. all he can think of are what ifs and missed opportunities and how his last words were 'sure, okay' not 'i love you' and how he's going to slowly die in front of the entire world while simultaneously being truly, utterly, impossibly alone.
svetlana vetrova thinks otherwise.
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26 Jul 2026
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A Little Something Sweet by Whichie
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Jul 2026
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In the car with his parents, they were discussing rankings and future games. He brought his sleeve up to his nose and caught the faintest hint of smoke and something sweeter on the cuff.
"I met Ilya Rozanov today.”
"Oh yeah? What's he like?”
He rested his head against the cool glass of the car. Saskatchewan raced by in monotonous grey and white, except somewhere out there was Rozanov, bright and within reach.
"He's kind of an asshole,” he said with a smile that didn't leave his face the whole drive back to the hotel.
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- Part 2 of Perfectly Matched
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25 Jul 2026
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Orbiter (If I'm gonna lose you anyway) by Celestial_Light81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jul 2026
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2017: Ilya Rozanov has just lost his father after years of battling with dementia. Within the span of a month, he finds out the love of his life, the man he’s not allowed to love openly, gets diagnosed with cancer.
He has to decide if love or fear is the deciding factor for his future, and what he'd be willing to sacrifice in order to get what he truly wants.
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Shane Hollander, after a brutal hit by Cliff Marlow gets diagnosed with brain cancer at the young age of 25, he’s not allowed to openly love the only person that has ever held his heart.
He’s fighting between pushing the love of his life away to protect his legacy, and wanting to keep him close for the time he has left.
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25 Jul 2026
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Hermetic by OneBrokenEgg
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Jul 2026
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Shane always tried to believe that he chose to be alone. That he preferred solitude.
Otherwise, he was stuck with the undeniable reality that he was alone because other people didn’t want him around.
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Shane asks Ilya for the boyfriend treatment.
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25 Jul 2026
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da, chef! by frecklesandhockeysticks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander knows how to run his side of the kitchen. The pastry chef could practically do it in his sleep. That is, until Ilya Rozanov walks in.
The new head chef is cocky, infuriating, and knows exactly how to push all of Shane's buttons.
Unfortunately for Shane, he's also impossible to ignore.
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24 Jul 2026
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Room for Miscommunication by Stargirl (JanetBaby99)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jul 2026
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Shane pulls open a drawer where he keeps a pen and a note pad, and quickly pulls it out to start writing. Ilya won’t tell him what is wrong, but he at least has a few ideas.
1. Ilya misses Boston. He lived there for years, had established a life there with friends. More of a clubbing and party scene than Ottawa. He misses Svetlana.
2. Ilya misses the Raiders. He moved to a bottom of the barrel team, before Ilya came along they lost more games than they won and it’s only recently that they’ve been winning anything, and even then the losses are still frequent.
3.Shane stops writing. His heart hammers in his ears as he stares down at the notepad, the sad little list looking back at him.
3. Ilya is lonely. He misses sex. He misses women.
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Shane notices that something is bothering Ilya. He seems miserable, and the less he talks to Shane about it, the more Shane begins to spiral, searching for a reason and ways to make it better. Turns out, he could not have been more wrong.Based on chapter 21 of The Long Game, instead of Ilya suggesting that Shane should sleep with other men, Shane suggests Ilya should sleep with women.
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24 Jul 2026
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i've seen enough now to know that this is special by leafygreentree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jul 2026
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Shane comes out to a locker room full of apparent bigots then subsequently tears his ACL in game 7 of the second round of playoffs after they fail to protect him just before his unrestricted free agency. Montreal dumps him not wanting the 'drama'. Despite the injury the Cens snatch him up, bringing their hometown hero back to the city that raised him.
His parents welcome him home with open arms, help him through his surgery, all while talking about this guy they've been getting to know over the last couple years since his dad started volunteering at the rec center post retirement.
Shane thinks it's fucking annoying...
Until he finally meets the guy. Then he thinks maybe gets the hype.
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Sorry for the awful summary but it makes so much more sense if you just read the first chapter! I don't know how long this will be. I have more written but I'm going to see where this leads before I post more, I was just excited about this concept.
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Title from 'Be Careful With Yourself' by Julia Jacklin.
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24 Jul 2026
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Nowhere I'd Rather Be by FluentBird81
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jul 2026
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They play for the same team now. Is the rivalry dead? Or has it simply changed shape?
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Shane moves to Boston and the boys begin to navigate a life lived together.
Series
- Part 5 of The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,763
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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24 Jul 2026
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Shane gets a chance to come out to the Pikes on his own terms and it goes well. He is flying high into the playoffs when a slip-up from Hayden outs him to the entire locker room at once. Shane learns who his biggest supporters are and Ilya learns how much his found family loves him.
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The boys are finding their way to each other earlier than they get to in TLG.
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- Part 4 of The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,264
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 259
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- 1,850
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24 Jul 2026
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We're Doing This by FluentBird81
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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Shane is already out to his parents and has chosen to purposefully introduce them to his boyfriend, but it's still not easy to tell your parents that you're dating Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 3 of The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,987
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 230
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24 Jul 2026
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you are my world by FluentBird81 for GallaBratt
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jun 2026
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After Ilya Rozanov returns from attending his father's funeral in Russia, Shane Hollander is in his living room.
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What if Ilya and Shane get to have a soft launch of being boyfriends more on their own terms?
Series
- Part 2 of The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,945
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- 9/9
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23 Jul 2026