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    🕷 ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜰᴇʟᴛ. ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴘ, ʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ʟᴏᴏᴘꜱ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇꜱᴇᴛꜱ.

    Edgar Lascombe, supreme leader of Hydra, planned to unleash a radioactive bomb on New York City that would kill thousands. Thanks only to Spider-Man and Deadpool's intervention, they stopped it from happening— at the cost of being atomized themselves. Miraculously Peter survives, and now his body is beginning to change rapidly for reasons unbeknownst to him. Deadpool is presumed dead in the fallout, and Peter's hands are stained with the blood of thousands as his body mutilates with each passing day.

    He's alone, confused, and angry. Peter intends to hunt down Lascombe with the only hope that he can undo whats been done— but Peter will soon realize the threads of his absurd plan extends far, far deeper than he could've ever dreamed.

    What if his metamorphosis happened differently? What if Wade was there? What if Wade is also a monsterfucker? Love can sometimes take the most surreal forms. Even in horror, there can be beauty and connection beyond comprehension.

    Pt 1 complete! On hiatus while I write pt 2. <3

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    29 Jun 2026

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    absolutely poetic

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    LUCA IS SO BABBY

  3. Rec 91

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    Every night, Shane is plagued by visions of blood and pain and men’s bodies colliding together.

    Every morning, he begs God to free him from his curse.

    One day, a vampire answers his prayers.

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    11 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    am i still catholic after reading this and absolutely loving it?

  4. Rec 49

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    11 Jun 2026

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    PERFECTION IN EVERY WAY

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    It’s not Shane’s fault, really. The being hard and begging Ilya for it in a dirty public bathroom thing.

    If he had a nickel for every time it happened, he would now have two.

    Or: Guard dog Ilya punches a Metro, Shane gets to live his dream of licking Ilya’s blood, and Ilya finally gets his dick stepped on as god intended.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    the hottest a man can be is when he is covered in his own blood

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    “Do you miss it?” Gloria asks. “Barbieland, I mean.”

    Barbie considers this, looking over at Gloria. She’s wearing a loose linen blouse today, long sleeves pushed back to the elbows, and her hair is blowing slightly in the breeze coming in through the open kitchen window. She looks like every other woman in the world: beautiful.

    “Yes,” Barbie says. “Sometimes. But I’d rather be here with you.”

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    26 May 2026

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    this is the kind of relationship i want

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    “-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.

    Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.

    “I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.

    (ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)

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    10 May 2026

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    ALL OF THE EMOTIONS

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    There was nothing standard about Shane and Ilya's relationship, so it really shouldn't have been so surprising that they had their first date over a decade after meeting each other.

    It also shouldn't be surprising that it took roughly five minutes before it turned into a competition.

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    05 May 2026

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    THEY'RE SUCH HECKING DORKS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

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    “When you’re with her,” Ilya continues, voice rough and breathless, “and she does fuck all for you no matter how hard you close your eyes, do you try to angle your hand so she brushes up on the scar? Do you do everything you can to remember it exists? Am I there with you, Hollander? Always?”

    Shane wants to touch him—so he does the only thing he’s allowed to do.

    He throws the first punch.

    Or: After Shane and Ilya's first on-ice fight sends the media into a frenzy, the league forces them to date to control the narrative.

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    04 May 2026

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    i crave violence

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    29 Apr 2026

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    BEST HR FIC IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
    CHARACTERIZATION IS PERFECT
    HELLA REALISTIC SHANE GOES TO BOSTON
    AND THEY'RE REAL HOCKEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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    “Well,” Tim drew out, mock thoughtful. “Whatever shall I do with the information of Superboy’s identity? I could get a lot off of it, you know.”

    “You tell anyone my identity and I’ll give the press the pictures I have of you.” Kon replied.

    Tim paused, his body going taut. Something dark filled his eyes and he took another step closer to Kon, their chests pressed together. “That’s hot,” he said, “Who knew you were such a freak?”

    “You did the same thing, didn't you?” Kon breathed.

    Or: Conner has been stalking Tim Drake, an amazing guy he's in love with. Tim has been stalking Conner Luthor, a great guy he's going to make his. Who knew they were both superheroes?

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    11 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    they match each other's freak beautifully

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    "I feel fine," Kon says, breathing deeply. He leans towards Tim and takes an even deeper, longer breath. "I feel really, really good, actually. And you smell—you smell really good."

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    11 Apr 2026

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    beautiful

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    Sharing a locker room with Ilya was… challenging. They’d already agreed that it would be best–for everyone–to avoid being in the showers at the same time. That had been a no-brainer. Ilya and Shane were both entirely too handsy when it came to showers. Even the thought of Ilya standing under the hot spray was enough to make Shane’s mouth water. So, the risk was mitigated. Shane would steer clear of the communal showers until Ilya was done. Easy. Simple. No looking at a wet, naked Ilya in front of his peers.

    Unfortunately, Ilya was hot no matter his state of dress. He was especially hot, right now, stood in the middle of the room with his Under Armour leggings clinging to his thighs, his shirt rucked up as he scratched his stomach and spoke casually with Carter Vaughn. Standing right in Shane’s line of sight. The asshole. He was probably doing it on purpose.

    Or: Shane and Ilya attend the All-Stars Weekend for the first time as boyfriends. They're trying their best to keep their secret hidden from their peers whilst also finding time to connect. Set after the cottage during the last year Ilya plays for Boston.

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    07 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    actually crying bc how is this so perfect

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    Hayden Pike has just discovered Ilya Rozanov's plans to murder Shane Hollander, and he is panicking, ok?

    Or- Ilya and Shane's odd foreplay leave poor Hayden in a frazzle with the implications of Ilya Rozanov lurking in the shadows of a parking lot, licking his teeth like a wolf. (Multiple POV's)

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    12 Mar 2026

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    oh my fucking gods

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    Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.” 

    Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”

    “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.” 

    “Rozanov–” 

    “Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”

    OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic. 

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    13 Jan 2026

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    BEST BODY SWAP FIC EVER

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    “I’m just…thinking.”

    “Well, can you think out loud?” Will gripes, sounding tense and unhappy even as he settles back against Mike’s chest. “You’re making me nervous.”

    Mike laughs a little. “I’m not sure I should; I don’t want to freak you out.”

    “Mike,” and Will sounds supremely unimpressed, “I just took control of three Demos, two of which were miles away, and proceeded to snap their limbs and kill them with my mind. Not only that, I just told you that I did it by drawing strength, in large part, from being your friend. You’re worried about freaking me out? Really?”

    “Yeah, and I’m the guy who watched you do it and thought that it was the hottest thing I’d ever seen in my life, so what does that say about me?”

    There’s a long, shocked silence.

    “See, this is why I don’t think out loud,” Mike jokes weakly.

    --

    Mike falls a little bit more in love with Will because, at this point, who wouldn't? He just saved Mike's life, after all. Unfortunately, the others don't quite see it that way, and it's getting to Will a little bit. Mike intends to remedy that.

    Immediately following the ending of season 5 episode 4: Sorcerer

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    12 Dec 2025

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    this is the best mike characterization i have ever seen

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    Another pause. "And you-" Dick coughed. "And you've dealt with this kind of stuff before?"

    "Who. The fuck. Else. Is going to." He gritted, glaring across at him. Dick went quiet, and the basement's darkness seemed to flatten the air around them as they stood in each other's company, slightly awkward.

    Dick swallowed, making an aborted gesture over at him. "So what are you a ghostbuster or something?"

    "Oh my god," Jason groaned to himself, instantly turning and walking over to the hole leading out, preparing his grapple so he could leave. He did not have time for this.

    -

    Having use of the All-Blades means Jason's pretty used to being the most qualified person in Gotham to deal with supernatural issues. Why Dick's randomly started trying to help he has no fucking clue.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    your honor, i love them

  18. Rec 53

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    The roaring in his ears is tumultuous, and the fever is a bitch.

    Jason was bundled in every layer he could find in his closet. The only skin he left exposed were his face and fingers, but the fall knocked his hood off his head and now he can feel the cold radiating off the ground on his neck. His face feels impossibly hot, and his hands are impossibly cold.

    “What the fuck,” he mumbles.

    “Baby,” coos Life, "I'm not yet done with you.”

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    28 Oct 2025

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    Jason did not intend to get hit with one of Poison Ivy’s most recent concoctions. Dick really underplayed how much this shit SUCKS. (inspired by envysparkler’s brilliant fic “touch starved”).

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    27 Aug 2025

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    i heckin love cuddle pollen

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    Nightwing meets a teenager on a rooftop one night, who claims he needs help.

    There's something familiar about the teen, though, and after the reveal of a few surprising secrets, it looks like Nightwing might not be as alone as he thought he was.

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    12 Aug 2025

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    i love this so much

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