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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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13 Jun 2026
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Those Boston Boys by BigPlushShark
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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The ongoing stories of the delightful himbos we call the Boston Raiders, and their attempts to make Hollanov happen.
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10 Jun 2026
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It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.
But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.
(how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)
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10 Jun 2026
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In which Shane Hollander yells at the montreal metros by spnispain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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"Did any of you think for a single moment about the fact that Ilya is from fucking Russia?”
The room was silent.
“Huh? No? That’s weird. What, Wilson, you are telling me you wouldn’t share a secret that would endanger Roby’s life? How weird.”
Shane looked around the room, staring each and every player in the eye. He was done being afraid; he was done being ashamed. They should be the ones cowering their gaze, not him."
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Homophobia, Russia, fear, and everything in between.
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- Part 1 of The downfall of the Voyageurs
- Part 2 of because Russia
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10 Jun 2026
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In which people find out that Shane Hollander yelled at the montreal metros by spnispain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Someone leaks the video of Shane going off on the metros. The internat reacts.
*A sequal to a previous work but can absolutely be read as a stand alone*
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- Part 2 of The downfall of the Voyageurs
- Part 1 of Social media
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10 Jun 2026
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In which the press should think before they talk by spnispain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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"Mr. Hollander, with all due respect, there is a very clear difference here. No one is stopping you and Mr. Rozanov from doing whatever you want in your free time, but this is a workplace. Many players and fans feel uncomfortable watching that kind of behaviour-"
"Then they can close their eyes," Shane interrupted in a very uncharacteristic manner.
OR: Shane has been the NHL golden boy for 11 seasons, but some people are simply begging for a verbal slapdown. The internet reacts.
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- Part 2 of Social media
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10 Jun 2026
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The downfall of the Voyageurs by spnispain
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Mar 2026
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10 Jun 2026
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it's mine alone to disgrace by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 May 2026
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Shane hates losing control and the last several months-years if he's being honest-have been nothing but him trying to grab onto any choice he can make for himself. In the wake of being outed, exiled from the team he's dedicated his life to, and losing everything he's worked so hard for just because of who he fell in love with, Shane does the only thing he can: he runs until he feels like he's far enough away that he can't hear anyone else's opinions.
It's time for Shane to make a decision, just once, he wants to choose something for himself.
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07 Jun 2026
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to be Soft by Elpie (Horribibble)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Apr 2026
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"Can you speak, Ilya Rozanov?"
"Yes, ma'am." Ilya responds obediently. "I am happy to meet you."
"You are scared shitless, Ilya Rozanov." She says.
"That, too." He nods. "I want you to like me very badly."
"I don't like anyone." She says, but Shane watches in morbid fascination as a grin reveals her gold teeth. "I am a terrible old bitch."Ilya Rozanov meets his husband's great grandmother and certain understandings are reached.
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05 Jun 2026
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not gonna give them the blow-by-blow by noraster
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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"Shane, do you have any comment on allegations that your on-ice performance declined after you started your affair with Rozanov? Have you seen the blogger who has been re-analyzing your stats and making that case?"
Shane wrinkled his brow. "Don't call it an affair," he said, reflexively. "That makes it sound like we were cheating. And no, no comment."
"I will comment," Ilya said. "It is ridiculous."
"I'm sorry," Shane said, his brain just now catching up to the second half of the question. He really hated the word "affair." It had distracted him. Too much, apparently. "Did you say something about my stats?"
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Or: Shane had no intention of giving the press any information about when he and Ilya started hooking up. Ever. It was so thoroughly nobody's business.
But what was he supposed to do, just let people be wrong about his stats?
(Set post-Long Game, with vague Long Game spoilers.)
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05 Jun 2026
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Yuna has everybody’s security cameras on a family plan. She never really checks them; they’re just there for insurance.
Until she sees Ilya Rozanov at Shane’s front door.- Language:
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04 Jun 2026
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the great difficulty by ghoulien
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 May 2026
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the great difficulty is to say Yes to life. - James Baldwin, Giovanni's room.
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04 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov vs The Unintended Consequences of Woke Hockey by Sagebrner
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
It's actually with even more gay
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You're a goddamn genius.----
The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.
Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.
or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.
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04 Jun 2026
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Boston.
Shane just got traded to fucking Boston. To where Ilya was. With no apparent fucking reason in the middle of the season. He just won them two cups, why was this happening?
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Shane gets traded in the middle of the 2016/2017 season, just before the All-Stars. The Tuna Meltdown never happens and Shane and Ilya amicably decide to stop seeing each other but remain ‘friends’. Both are very ‘happy’ with this decision until Hollander is traded to Boston. Now they must work with each other on the same team while Shane wonders what the hell happened in Montreal to get him traded in the first place. The Boston Raiders learn that Shane Hollander is not a chicken, or a virgin (lol) like everyone believes. And the Metros learn just how important Shane was in winning those cups.
And Cliff Marleau is just trying to figure out why Ilya’s messages to Jane stopped.
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01 Jun 2026
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His shoulders shake a little bit with the effort to suppress his tears again. He was so, so sure he would never be able to smell that scent again, but the moment he does, he's hit from all sides by memories.
Mama dancing in the kitchen. Mama peeling beets and promising they would pickle some. Mama smiling at him in the mirror of the vanity.
Mama, dead on the bed, her hand dangling off of the side as if she were reaching for her freedom.
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01 Jun 2026
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Shots Fired by boopboop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 May 2026
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'The league loves nothing more than putting these two kids in each other's faces.'
Or, the one time Shane tries to be funny and spends the next half-decade suffering (enjoying) the consequences.
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01 Jun 2026
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Hot Damn, Your Mind's So Beautiful by Eigengrau (aussiebee)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jan 2026
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Five times Shane was quietly hot for Ilya's huge... brain, and one time everyone knew.
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31 May 2026
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New City, Same Idiots by domain_mirror
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Cliff Marlow is done with the homophobic dicks in Boston, so he heads to Ottawa. He learns just how much the Bears locker room sucked, and how amazing the Centaurs are.
Or - Cliff Marlow gets traded to Ottawa and Ilya Rozanov better be ready to run it back
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31 May 2026
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When he presses the button on the doorbell, he hears the digitally-produced ding-dong echo from inside. There is a tiny box halfway up the adjacent wall that immediately beeps and emits Shane’s voice.
“Hey, you can just leave it on the step, thanks.”
Ilya presses his nose into the digital doorbell, which he knows to also contain a camera, and says, “Shane.”
A pause.
“What the fuck.”
A brief cacophony of noise that Ilya can hear even from outside the house. The multiple successive thumps of something falling, Shane swearing loudly and the sound of what can only be a hockey game being paused on the television.
He opens the door to reveal that he is nap-rumpled, wearing two pairs of socks and carrying a child in his arms. The only really surprising part is that the socks don’t match, though the child is interesting.Ilya takes an impromptu trip to Montreal. There are unforeseen consequences.
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30 May 2026
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A Grave Decision by Ebenbild
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them (Movies)
14 Feb 2024
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Petunia, unlike Lily, listened to the stories their mother told them when they were little. The magical world already got part of her family.
When Lily dies, Petunia decides that she won't give it more. "We are leaving."
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30 May 2026