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    People have a image of Dr. Ryland Grace. A bit of an oddball, hard working, loves a punny shirt, and is still very much a teacher for all that he's head scientist. Sometimes, however, he does something that is outside expectations. Even the ones he has of himself.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    humans are...scary. Very scary.

    Adrian realizes this while chaperoning for a class field trip.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    One thing that Rocky has learned about humans is that they like to look at pictures.

    Maybe. Or maybe it is just a particular habit of his Grace, who seems to pass more and more time sitting in the projection room and looking at his rolling images of Earth.

    Rocky likes Earth. Especially the beach. That’s Grace’s favorite place, too.

    But the pictures don’t change. Not more than they did the first time Grace showed him, with the waves crashing up onto the sand and the leaves of the trees rustling in the wind.

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    Rocky's perspective of Grace's depression on the journey to Erid.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    When you look at Dr. Grace, you'll notice a few things.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    One Grace-sleep is not so long.

    It is not “night,” but Grace calls it night, and so Rocky does too. One human night. One third of one human day. One three-hundred-thousandth of Rocky’s life so far.

    This is what Rocky tells himself. He folds up on his xenonite shelf above Grace’s sleeping area, and he listens, and he fiddles with his clock, and he tells himself that it is not so long.

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    Rocky has lived through the deaths of many of his friends. He does not want to lose Grace.

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    04 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 65

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    ”Being stubborn!” Rocky accuses. ”Making excuses, statement!” And yeah, I don’t have any defense for that one.

    “Will you watch me sleep? I want to take a nap,” I ask without preamble. I’m tired and don’t have the energy to argue right now. Or eat for that matter.

    ”Yes. Always watch, fact,” he agrees immediately. ”Still mad. But Rocky watch, statement.”

    I set aside the laptop, rubbing at my eyes with a tired sigh as I get comfortable right there in the little ‘nest’ as Rocky likes to call it. It makes me feel just a little better. I’m drifting off before I even realize. 

     

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    It's been nine months since Grace woke up in space. Stratt only planned for them to be alive for nine months. Which means that Grace has ran out of a very important item: his antidepressants.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    03 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 78

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    Ryland wakes up on a planet 16.5 light years from home with nearly 2 decades worth of memories missing. He’s done incredible things, or so he’s told, but all of that is overshadowed by the painful process of remembering. There’s a lot of jagged edges around events from his life that he wishes remained buried. But for the first time, Ryland has the opportunity to pick up pieces previously left untouched, and create a stronger foundation for the new relationships in his one-of-a-kind, wild ride of a life.

    (Plenty of angst/hurt/comfort, flashbacks, etc. with fluff and lovely bits holding it together in between)

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    02 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 54

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    The texture of my entire tablet shifts as the video plays.

    It is a recording of the very room we are in. The angle shows the room from above, looking over the beds. In each bed, I can make out the general shape of a human covered by something. Three in total.

    I wait for something to happen. Why is there a recording of the crew in their comas?

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    Rocky stumbles upon surveillance footage of when Grace first woke up.

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    02 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 77

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    He’s been working very hard on something he refuses to show me, says it’s for my birthday. The first time Rocky said that, even I had forgotten it was coming up to that time in a couple of Earth months. I questioned how he even knew when it was but apparently I leave my calendar open a lot on one of the sixteen laptops the Mary is stocked with. So.

    In any case, birthdays aside, he won’t tell me what the darned thing is!

    On their lengthy trip to Erid, Rocky works on a birthday present for his best friend as Grace continues to grapple with his dwindling food supplies and the heavy burden of his memory loss.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “What is a ‘field trip’?”   

    The unexpected question makes me stop in my tracks. I stumble over my own two feet and almost bite my own tongue which is a new low, even for me. If I keep going like this I am never going to beat the clumsy human allegations. At least Rocky is not here. If he’d witnessed my latest embarrassing blunder he would have found ways to tease me about it for a week straight. It’s unfortunate that my class has to see me like this but they are a lot more forgiving and understanding of their ungraceful teacher than my best friend. A fact I like to hold over his head from time to time. 

    Not that he cares. He maintains that he’s earned the right to mock me as much as he likes after having to watch me stumble and fall repeatedly over the same threshold for four years. 

    And maybe he’s not wrong. 

    Don’t ever tell him I said that.

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    There is no way Grace can take the pebbles on a field trip. At least not without help.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    The Eridian thrills a high sound that doesn’t get picked up by the translator which means that it has no clear meaning. Like when a human gasps or sucks in a deep breath. It actually sounds a little like that. When they notice that I’m staring straight at them they scramble back into their hiding spot and hold very still. 

    A child, I realize with a start.

    That’s a child! 

    “Hey,” I call and the kid squeaks again. I was about to get to my feet but abort the movement and crawl closer on my hands and knees until I'm inches away from the xenonite wall. I wait and it takes me much too long to realize that they don’t have to peek around the corner to see if I’m still there.

    “Hey there,” I try again, my voice low and calm. It’s my teacher voice, the one I use for shy and scared students. 

    Used. 

    The fact that I haven’t had to use it for years and it still comes to me automatically almost knocks the air out of my lungs but this is not about me, it’s about making sure the little pebble doesn’t die of fright from the scary alien. “Hi, I’m Grace. It’s alright, you don’t have to be scared.”

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    How Grace finally gets back into a classroom, where he belongs

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    02 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 69

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    Dreams were foreign to Eridians, apparently.

     

    “What mean see pictures in head, question? See pictures while sleep, question?” Rocky asked.

     

    Aka the nightmare fic where Ryland finally tells Rocky how exactly he wound up on the Hail Mary mission.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "♩ ♩ ♬ ♩ ♪ ♫! [Mean very important! Not many!]"

    Grace racks his brain for a moment, then offers, "Precious?"

    "[Yes! Teachers precious! Grace precious!]"

    On Erid, teachers are the protected, prized few. Rocky learns that Grace was a teacher, and they have a discussion. (Can it be counted as one if dissonant notes are shrieked at the revelation for the majority of it?)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Rocky and Grace have been alone for so long, that it was only natural that they became (perhaps unhealthily) attached to the only other person they could interact with for several years. Separating them, even for very necessary reasons, isn't fun for either of them.
    When Rocky gifts Grace a stuffed animal to ease the loneliness, Grace quickly becomes almost just as attached. Rocky, on the other hand, starts to wish that Grace would (and could) hold him like that.

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    This is kind of a companion fic to my other PHM fic Alienation & Recovery, and is mostly compliant with it, but you don't need to read that to understand this one :]

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "Foreign object detected."

    Grace loves Erid, it's his home. But he is still the only human on the planet. There are things that he wants that can never happen. Then familiar faces, impossible but real, show up almost literally on his doorstep. Now he has to figure out what to do with them.

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    31 May 2026

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    ‘You can die in space, a hero, or with the rest of us in thirty years, a coward.’

    I tried to look up and meet her in the eye, but failed. My heart was thumping hard, as if the organ was a prisoner in my ribcage, bones for bars. I tried to focus on her words, but they all blurred under the ringing and buzzing in my ears.

     

    When Grace has a nightmare and panic attack after, he's surprised by his emotional support Eridian helping him so well out of his spiral.

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    31 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 87

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    There's a sound of movement from the the tunnels then Rocky-brilliant, amazing, best engineer on Erid, best friend in the entire universe-Rocky is barreling into the intruder with enough force to crater the ground where they land.

    (Someone breaks into Grace's dome. This goes about as well as you would expect it to.)

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    30 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 41

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    "I find it really odd that the lead engineer and one of our main saviors seems to be incredibly overprotective of the little weird space blob he sent down from his mission. I mean, who in the world would even dedicate all their time to make his own “safe haven’? I wouldn’t find it really productive, speaking from my own thoughts.

    - Dr. Cream"

    "With all due respect, Dr. Cream, I think the weird space blob you’re referring to is called “Dr. Ryland Grace” and he is also considered one of our saviors of Erid! Put some more respect to his name.

    Regards,
    Luck."

    "Does anybody know if Dr. Ryland Grace has a mate or is considering to take another one? I wish to make him my mate.

    Love, Patch."

    Or, the eridians learn to make computers: their first thought is to discuss dr. ryland grace

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    30 May 2026

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    What the title says. About 11 years ago (from my perspective; relativity is weird) I was launched into space onboard the Hail Mary to figure out a solution to the Astrophage problem. Now I live on an alien planet I call Erid, in the 40-Eridani system. Yes, I’m actually Ryland Grace. Ask me anything.

    Also, can someone please tell me if Eva Stratt is alive? And ideally send me a video of you punching her in the face? Guess that’s a long shot, but it can’t hurt to ask.

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    Grace and Rocky figure out how to connect to Earth's internet from Erid. They may not have thought this through.

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    30 May 2026

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