Miserable_Ecstasy



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    "Shane Hollander," he said. "We are lying in the very comfortable bed you bought for me to fuck you in, in the very weird condo you bought, also for me to fuck you in."

    "It's an investment," Shane grumbled.

    "And I have just fucked you, I think, very well," Rozanov continued. "At least I do not remember any complaints."

    He swung his body easily across the bed, pinning Shane in place.

    "No complaints," Shane huffed, almost a laugh. "No complaints here."

    "So why the fuck," Rozanov said into the soft skin beneath Shane's ear, "are you asking me about other men?"

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    Or: Shane thinks what he needs to do is fuck another man. Just to see. Just to know. Just to test if it's only Rozanov who can make him feel this way.

    But he has no idea how to go about fucking a stranger without it immediately becoming a story in the tabloids.

    And he can think of only one person to ask for advice. So, in a post-coital haze, he makes the obvious move: he asks Ilya Rozanov, his extremely casual fuckbuddy, for advice on how to pick up other men.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “The fame is a bit… distracting,” he says, and he omits, how the fame had been a crucifix he had been affixed to.

    “Not a problem to Operation Strix, I hope?” Sylvia asks.

    “No, not a problem,” he says, even though, it is.

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    Or, after recognizing the emotion as love, Twilight distances himself or tries to, that is until, Yor listens to bad advice and leans a bit into fame for the sake of, well, a normal, jealous husband.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has a one night stand.

    Across the country, Shane does too.

    In the end, though, they come together.

    (Literally.)

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    20 Jul 2026

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    "Y'know..." Rozanov’s arm swung around his own head, and his hand played mercilessly with his ear. “We could stop using them.”

    Shane frowned. “What?”

    Rozanov only offer a shrug.

    “But we would both have to stop hooking up with other people. Wouldn't be safe otherwise.”

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    What if Rozanov decided to use the idea of getting to fuck raw as a way to convince Hollander to be exclusive instead.

    based on this prompt by @itshype

    https://www.tumblr.com/itshype/812475211159060480/the-tuna-meltdowntm-would-have-ended-with-them?source=share

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't understand why everyone thinks he and Ilya Rozanov hate each other. He's pretty sure that in all the years they've been playing in the league together, they've never even talked before.

    Well, he's kind of sure. He thinks he would remember. He would remember something about Rozanov, if it was really important.

    Right?

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    20 Jul 2026