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  1. Rec 32

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    Dazai looked again at the reflection: hollow cheeks, bruised-looking eyes, collarbones too sharp, limbs too narrow to pass for anything healthy. Not beautiful. Not masculine. Not feminine. Just wrong. A body that refused to disappear but refused to feel alive. A body he maintained like a crime scene, because that’s what it was— taped off, segmented, handled indirectly.

    or: Dazai’s body has never felt like his own—too sharp, too empty, too present. He starves it, ignores it, punishes it; it betrays him anyway. Chuuya tries to touch him, Odasaku tries to feed him, Mori tries to control him. None of it helps.

    ⟢ A mosaic of vignettes about hunger, shame, and the quiet violence of living in a body you don’t want.

    BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day 2 - Eating Disorders, “It doesn’t hurt. That’s the strange part.”, Sadism/Masochism, Vomiting (Alt)

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    16 May 2026

  2. Rec 4

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    It's wasn't so often that Atsushi could avoid all prying eyes and go visit his boyfriend.

    Posted for dazatsu day 2025 prompts: secret relationship, late night date

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    23 Jul 2025

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    "It’s a road movie, a double-feature, two boys striking out across America, while desire, like a monster, crawls up out of the lake with all of us watching, with all of us wondering if these two boys will find a way to figure it out."

    Canonverse, focusing on events from October 15, 2009 - January 26, 2010 (Ch. 66-99). Mature.

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    06 Oct 2024

  4. Rec 8

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    Muichiro used to be happy being the prodigy. He used to have a loving family. He used to be happy. Now? Emptiness is what he feels and he has ways to numb the feeling. But sometimes, emotions creep in through the cracks.

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    01 Mar 2024

  5. Rec 68

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    Tomura Shigaraki had an ambition. One he thought he'd always want to pursue. He had finally been accepted into his dream college, along with his 2 best friends, that he'd known since he was young. However, things were going to change, literally on his first day there.

    The universe seemed to have different plans for Tomura, when he met his roommate, Dabi. The goth boy slammed open the door to Tomura's world, and rocked it like a hurricane. He was the hottest man Tomura had ever met, and he'd never cared about relationships much before- until now.

    Tomura was an anxiety-riddled mess, and very self-conscious. He never thought he'd have a chance in Hell with Dabi. Yet, so much changed when his roommate came back one night, drunk, with an interesting suggestion.

    Romance, drama, and so many more things came barging into Tomura's life, that he never thought would ever happen to him. But he would definitely not complain...

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    17 Jul 2023