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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Buck wakes up sick on the morning of Christopher’s science fair — the very science fair he promised to attend.
    Buck tries to do the responsible thing by staying home.
    Christopher has other ideas.

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    Dating, not-yet-living-together, buddie

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    It’s their anniversary.

    Buck makes plans.
    Eddie is tired.

    Words are said that can’t be taken back.

    Buck breaks quietly — and keeps going anyway.

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    Married buddie

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Absolutely devastating to read in the bedt way. Cause it's hurt in the comfort. Delicious angst

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    Buck sat down and reached over, grabbing Eddie’s wrist and pressing his thumb to his pulse point.

    “Buck, I’m hooked up to monitors,” Eddie said, weakly gesturing with his other arm at the heart monitor right next to Buck.

    “I-” Buck sighed and then swallowed harshly, jaw tightening for a moment. “I need to feel it.”

    “Okay,” Eddie's voice came out small and weak and it made Buck’s heart pang, but the reassuring throbbing under his thumb helped ground him.

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    The five times Buck reached out to feel Eddie's heart beat and the one time Eddie reached out.

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    25 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    Eddie's hand lifts again, helpless, hauled forward by a gravity neither of them ever managed to bury, like he can't stop it, like whatever's been pulling him toward Buck never once got told it's over. Fingers reaching for Buck's face like the door might still hang open by a crack.

    Buck steps away before it can reach him. He backs the full width of the kitchen this time and folds his arms over himself, bracing against a blow that's already a part of him.

    "Don't," he croaks. "You don't get to almost have me. You don't get to reach across this space like it doesn’t hold the memory of me belonging to you. You traded that away the morning you decided I wasn't worth staying for. And I get it, Eddie. You had to go, for Chris. I know. But for fucks sake. I would have come with you. I would’ve—" There it is. The thing he never let himself admit. I would’ve come with you. You never asked. I’d’ve followed you across the country without a second of hesitation, and you decided I was easier to leave behind than to bring along. “I would’ve said yes to anything. But you didn’t ask.

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    Buck and Eddie hook up before he leaves for El Paso. Four months later, Eddie comes back with a girlfriend.

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    25 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    The cold porcelain of the sink, in his palms and beneath his fingertips, is one of the only things grounding him, keeping him there and not launched back to gunfire; the thick, metallic tang of weaponry and the acrid stench of blood, suffocating him and dragging him down deep.

    The mirror in front of him does not hold a man he recognizes.

    Or: Buck is shot instead AU.

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    24 Jun 2026