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    “It looks like you’re having twins, actually in separate sacs.” Her tone is cool and matter-of-fact. As if she was saying the sky was blue and as if she was not delivering the news of complete and utter insanity.

    Shane’s hearing has gone muffled by the time the doctor finishes speaking and he stares straight ahead to the ceiling. Words are being exchanged but his mind is unable to catch up to decipher them. PMDS. Uterus. Pregnant. Twins.

    What the fuck.

    Something is being smoothed over his face but he feels numb. He blinks for a moment and suddenly the brightness of the room and the voices become coherent again. It is Ilya touching his face, whispering sweet affirmations in order for him to come back into himself.

    “Breathe moya lyubov. In and out. I’m here with you. Is okay.” Ilya keeps repeating these sentiments until Shane is finally present in his body enough to speak coherent sentences.

    “It looks as though you are about less than 10 weeks along. We’re going to take proper measurements and provide you with the details here. But we also understand this is unprecedented for unsuspecting parents and we want to inform you of your options.” Dr Hammock says.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Shane flew in a day early for the CCM photoshoot in Toronto and saw Ilya Rozanov carrying a child in front of the hotel reception. His decision to help changes everything.

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    If he didn’t heard about the recent passing of Rozanov’s father, brother and sister-in-law in a car accident, leaving him and his baby niece the sole survivors of the family, he would have thought she was his child, seeing how similar their looks, down to the golden curls and blue-green eyes.

    “So, I managed to sort out the booking issue. Your room should be ready in a few hours, but until then, you can use mine for a bit. They're also going to arrange childcare for…” Shane paused, realizing he had no idea what the little girl's name was.

    Rozanov shifted the child higher on his hip. “Ah, is my plemyannitsa, uh, niece, Lyudmila.”

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    30 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    After Shane Hollander is signed to the Ottawa Centaurs, the team learns that part of the deal involved trading Luca Haas to Boston.
    Luca is distraught having to uproot his life and move to another country. To ease the transition, Ilya arranges for Luca to stay with Cliff Marleau while he gets settled.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    23 Jun 2026

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    In a world where Shane & Ilya never hooked up and were only ever rivals and colleagues, Shane does eventually come out (after Scott and Kip’s kiss that changed everything.) He keeps the media at bay by teasing what he’s looking for in an ideal boyfriend.

    Ilya starts taking notes.

    He’s not the only one.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    The news breaks one week after the season ends with Scott Hunter's win and subsequent make-out with his smoothie boyfriend. Now his rival and long-time wet dream Shane Hollander has come out as gay in a carefully curated Instagram post that screams boring.

    Well, Ilya Rozanov has never been the type of person to let an opportunity skate on by.

    AU where they never hook up at the CCM shoot in 2010... despite Ilya's best efforts.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Perfect,” Shane repeats under his breath, like it’s a ridiculous word. He stretches his shoulders out a bit; broad, strong torso pushing into the wall behind his body. God, he looks good. Ilya’s gaze slides down to his bare feet on the wooden balcony, then back up the strong walk of his thighs. 

    “Yes, perfect. Too gay to fuck any women, but not so gay you bother to fuck any other men. Is my ideal situation.”

    Years into their messy situationship, it takes sleeping with another man for Shane to figure out that he's gay. Ilya finds this out later.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane can't force his eyes away from the text on his screen. Remember a few months ago when you almost pissed yourself/ Want to try again and see if you can finish sucking me off this time before peeing. Shane know he should shut this down immediately, but he can feel his mind start to wonder and well he doesn't say no.

    Or Shane and Ilya accidently discover they both have a piss kink and this is about them exploring it throughout the years of their relationship.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    As his breathing turned rapid and labored, he felt the unmistakable presence of a foreign force pulling him through a closed door. He heard a lock. Before his mind could process the occurrence, he was suddenly enveloped - caught in the unyielding grip of two powerful arms - unforgivingly tight. He couldn’t see who, he could barely process where and why, but he felt himself shaking and his eyes burning and leaking raindrops on the shoulder of the force who squeezed tighter. Minutes passed, who knows how many, in complete silence other than the gasps coming from Shane as he sobbed. When he felt his heart reach a relatively normal pace, and the drumming in his ears quieted, he felt himself melt for a moment in the arms he still hadn’t recognized until he heard the voice. “Hollander, you are having panic attack.” Shane froze.

    *****************

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are true rivals.

    5 years into their MLH careers, Shane Hollander is outed and the only one there to save him is the man he hates the most.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    A casual comment made by Shane in the heat of the moment ends up online and the Internet does what it does best leading to sweeping changes at the Metros.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    A missing tooth. A standard hockey emergency.

    When a brutal elbow leaves Shane Hollander spitting blood on the ice, he lands immediately in the hands of the opposing team's dentist.

    Shane thinks the dentist saw a cavity. The dentist knows he saw a secret.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is always thinking about things. The upcoming trade deadline and how it might shake up the team. His last call with his father. Freckles.

    What he is not thinking about is how sometimes cars ignore pedestrian walk signs.

    And he is definitely not thinking, when as they are wheeling him towards emergency surgery, he asks them to call the one person he always feels safe with.

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    Or, pre-relationship, circa situationship, Ilya gets hit by a cab in midtown New York (embarrassing) and asks the hospital to call Shane Hollander (more embarrassing).

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.

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    04 Jun 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane blocks Ilya after Tuna-gate. He was going to find Ilya at All Stars and apologize and hopefully sit down for a long overdue conversation. Ilya isn't going to All Stars though, he's sending Cliff Marleau instead as an Alternate Captain. Turns out he's getting married to Svetlana in Russia during the week off. With meddling from Rose he now has Grindr on his phone.

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    Cliff, Troy, Shane all have Grindr and match with each other

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

    ________

    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya buy a sybian and Shane coaxes Ilya into trying it out.
    They also experiment with a little shibari.
    And edging.
    And a Tabs bar.
    Mixed with an edible.
    Ilya gets lost in the sauce a little bit.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    13,662

    29 May 2026

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