DancedWithTheWind



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    "I have an idea," Shane says, out of nowhere, which is how most of the best sexual experiences of Ilya's entire life have started.

    Ilya isn't really in the mood to try something new. He's feeling mopey and sorry for himself and his broken dick and he doesn't want to let himself and Shane down, again. He was already depressed, anyways, and he doesn't know how many more failures he can take. But Shane looks so bright and hopeful and excited, like he's come up with a thrilling little secret, and Ilya can never say no to him when he makes that particular face. "Go on."

    "I know you don't want to have sex because you feel bad that you can't get hard. But. What if you made me feel bad instead?"

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    Ilya has sexual side effects from his SSRIs. Shane wonders if a little roleplay can make him feel better.

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    At the end of 2014-2015 MHL season, the Boston Raiders end up with the second pick in the 2015 draft. They draft Shane Hollander. Cliff Marleau proceeds to spend the 2015-2016 MHL season trying (and mostly failing) to figure out why his best friend and captain, Ilya Rozanov, is so fucking weird about their new rookie.

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    Shane stares at the fabric in his hands and takes a deep breath. He’ll never hear the fucking end of it if he wears this thing out. He’ll never hear the end of it if he doesn’t.
    Lose-lose, really.
    A whoop sounds out behind him as Shane slips the jersey over his head. It sits awkwardly, though he can’t tell if that’s because the material is brand new or because his body won’t relax. It’s hot, as if the fabric lettering on the back is branding his skin. As if he’ll take off the jersey and be marked for life:
    ROZANOV. 81.

    Shane wears Ilya's jersey out in public. Ilya has very strong feelings about it.

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    “Oh, fuck off,” he snaps. “I don’t want to do this right now, Rozanov.”

    “Then why did you pick up?” Rozanov asks, voice still low. He asks it as if he doesn’t need an answer.

    Ilya calls Shane whenever he wants. Shane doesn’t know why he always answers.

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