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After the events of his fourth year, Harry Potter finds that he is unwilling to suffer any more than necessary.
Nightmares of the graveyard are leaving him exhausted, stressed, and willing to do anything for a good night's rest. However much Harry might try, he can't stay awake forever, and he does not want to watch Cedric Diggory die every time he closes his eyes. If a potion can spare him that ordeal, then one dose can't hurt.
Then another.
And then a few more.
Unfortunately, some solutions come with side effects.
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Harry is depressed, and after a particularly harsh beating, takes to harming himself once more to shove his emotions down. But he cuts too deep, and nearly bleeds out.
Now, stuck on suicide watch in Snape's home upon demand of Dumbledore, Harry is determined not to get better. It's easier to never feel, to just bleed away his emotions.
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Severitus fic revolving around healing from self-harm addiction and learning to lean on those around us for comfort rather than the sharp allure of a blade.
Obviously, massive content warning for graphic, frequent self-harm, but also for graphic child abuse at the beginning. After that, it's mostly talks of deaths, guilt, the usual. Really though;
Love yourself. If you're not in the headspace for this, don't feel pressured to read.
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Harry is the Master of Death and decides, well, he wants to get a bit of revenge but in a passive-aggressive type of way for a bit. After all, how can you have a Savior to fight against the evil Dark Lord when said Savior thinks you're an idiot?
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There was a more sinister reason for Hero's short temper in fifth year than adolescence and excess stress. When she has a seizure while gardening outside no. 4 Privet Drive, in full view of the neighbors, the Dursleys have no choice but to take her to a doctor. The devastating news will affect all that is to come.
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Harry watched in sickening disappointment as Snape vanished his potion with a flick of his wand.
“Disappointing, as expected.” Snape said curtly, his face twisted into a cruel sneer, before making his way to the next table.
A spark of rage ignited in Harry’s gut, but it was quickly extinguished from the wave of apathy that followed. The professor had barely looked at his potion before deeming it unworthy, the same thing he had done for each class in the past week.
Although Ron and Hermione were both outraged by Snape’s harshness, Harry knew why the professor was acting the way he was. Just a week ago, Harry had intruded on the man's worst memories, of being ridiculed and disparaged by Harry’s own father, someone, until this point, Harry had looked up to and admired.
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Snape only sees Harry as an Echo of his father. So what happens when he is forced to realize that maybe Harry is not who he thought.
WARNING: Contains Umbridge and use of Blood Quills. Read at your own risk.