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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    So he puts his hand on Benson’s, and it calms something that has been thrashing inside of Randy’s soul since the day they met. And he loathes it, maybe just as much as he never wants it to stop.

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    In January 2008, Randy Bradley vanished from Kutzburg, Louisiana, suspected to have been kidnapped by Benson Boudreaux, who allegedly killed four people that very same day. The police make a half-hearted search effort over the next few months, but soon close the case. There's no way he's alive.

    In January 2026, designated town crazy lady and proud ostracized harlot Hayley Bradley insists that her brother is still out there. Now in her 30s, she never stopped putting missing persons posters up around town. She never stopped wondering where Randy ended up. She never gave up hope that he'd come home someday.

    Now, almost 18 years to the day of Randy's disappearance, Hayley's luck is about to change. One way or another.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    He felt out of his mind. He felt like he was having a religious experience. He felt God inside of him, and his name was Benson and he had pretty eyes and scarred skin and a low, rumbly voice that went straight to Randy’s cock.

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    And that had been it; the rest of his life, in his hands. Because Benson had held up a mirror and said, ‘This is what you are. This is how you live. Now what the fuck are you gonna do about that?’

    And when Randy had looked in that mirror, he hadn’t had an answer at the time. Now, he did.

     

    Benson survived the shooting outside the Kutzburg diner, and ten years later he was paroled. With only one thing left to live for, Benson knew exactly what he was going to do with his impending freedom.

    When he found out about Benson's parole only a few months before it would end, something broke in Randy, threatening the safety and stability of the life he had been building in the wake of Benson's storm.

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    It’s been almost twenty years since Benson Roche was sentenced to carry out four life sentences at G.H. Lemoine Correctional. Twenty-one since he had murdered his and Randy’s coworkers on a cool and bland January morning, since he had beaten Elliot Sheppard to death in the middle of Bill Snyder Elementary’s parking lot, had taken Miss Beard hostage only at Randy’s insistence he not kill her, had shot Marsha at the end of her shift at the Kutzburg Diner. Twenty-one years since he had forced Randy to drive around town with him for hours, laughing at him, maybe believing it was with him—driving around and never once trying to leave town, intent only on curing Randy of all that made him the most pathetic 21-year-old he had ever seen. Twenty-one years since he gave Randy the small white divot scars on either side of his shoulder that still twinge now and again in a flutter of permanently-confused nerves.

    Twenty-one years since he became Randy’s captor. Twenty-one years since he became Randy’s only friend in the world, if only for a day. Since he had created the clean and even division of years in Randy’s life—Before Benson and anno Domini nostri Benson Roche.

    In seven months, he'll be eligible for parole.

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    09 Jun 2026