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    Bobby and Crowley have been fooling around in secret for a while- and Bobby starts to realize that maybe it means more to Crowley than he'd thought.

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    28 May 2026

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    Meta-comedy/drama set immediately post-4x18, The Monster at the End of This Book. Dean can't stop wondering why people would write gay porn about him and Sam. Research takes him to interesting places; re-reading novels for subtext, visiting message boards, and a really freaky place called LiveJournal. What he discovers is a sick fascination with fanfiction, more about gay sex than he ever wanted to know, and an even deeper obsession with understanding why people write this stuff. Meanwhile, they're hunting a mysterious monster that takes the form of a person's truest love to kill them slowly, the lines between fanfiction and reality are starting to break down, and they still have to stop Lilith and save the world.

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    27 May 2026

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    It's been coming for a while now. Sam was just too close to see it.

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    25 May 2026

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    What better way to investigate a marriage counselor (who may or may not be responsible for the death of six of her clients) than to go to marriage counseling? It's just pretend right? No different than putting on the FBI suits. Of course, nothing ever goes according to plan, and Sam and Dean quickly get more than they bargained for.

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    23 May 2026

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    It took over an hour, from the time Harry arrived at work, for him to realise just how different today actually was.

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    20 May 2026

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    Sam’s first two years at Stanford are pretty ordinary, if you disregard the part where he misses his brother so much that he keeps one of Dean’s old T-shirts under his pillow. At the beginning of junior year, though, Dean stops by unexpectedly after a hunt, then just…keeps dropping by, for one reason or another.

    Now Sam’s got to deal with hiding his feelings for his (mercifully) oblivious brother, all his friends think Dean’s his boyfriend, he’s overdue on a paper and hasn't started studying for finals, there may or may not be a poltergeist in the basement rec room, and, oh yeah, Dean found that damn T-shirt he’s had under his pillow for close on three years now.

    And he’d thought college life would be simple.

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    18 May 2026

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    Teaching old dogs new tricks. (Set in mid season 3.)

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    12 May 2026

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    Dean sees an advertisement for Sam's preferred brand of boxers, which claim that they're designed for those well-endowed in the genital area. Following this, Dean spends an inordinate amount of time obsessing over whether Sam's dick is bigger than his, and then just obsessing over Sam's dick.

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    10 May 2026

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    Wherein Castiel defied God for Dean before Dean even knew his name.

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    05 May 2026

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    Hughie’s on a sort of elated, desperate high after he leaves the tower, after he escapes with his life without being noticed by the superhero squad he’s supposed to be spying on. It manifests in high speed chatter and fidgeting, two things that make Butcher glare at him, sidelong.

    “If I let you suck my cock in the backseat, will it shut you up?”

    “What?” Hughie says, instinctively.

    "Yeah, alright," he says, when he's thought about it some more.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    The first time Steve saw Javi kiss a man, he was absolutely gobsmacked.

    Sure, he’d seen him kiss female informants before—and overheard him do far more when he was wearing a wire. Hell, the whole office knew he slept with hookers for information. But always women. At least, Steve assumed they were always women.

    But from the way Javi kissed this guy, it sure as hell didn’t seem like his first time doing it.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “I will be there shortly.” Holt replied. There was a pause. Then, “Are you safe?”

    His voice sounded off. Jake wondered why Holt would ask - although maybe his very obvious, disgusting crying had something to do with it - and then felt, if possible, even worse. If Holt thought he was hurt, of course he would drop everything. He was going to rush over and then realize that Jake was fine, and then he was going to be even more angry. Maybe he’d even tell Roger where Jake was-

    Jake’s throat choked on a whine at the thought, squeezing his eyes shut. He didn’t want to think about that, he didn’t want to think about that-

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    18 Apr 2026

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    And isn’t this just a fitting picture of his life down here — him, backed into a corner, and his partner with all his righteous fury before him, and the everpresent promise of violence at his back. They never did fight this out in the embassy.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “I checked you out with orders, Jake. I can’t let you-”

    “-Near any sharp objects, yeah, I know. If I wanted to be nannied I’d have stayed at the fucking ward.”

    Amy looked hurt, and Jake hated himself for having said it. He’d been hurting her a lot, lately.

    Jake's depression is getting better. It is. It's just... hard when he sees Amy suffering because of it. And when he's always so fucking tired.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Jake should have stopped two drinks ago.

    He wasn’t normally bad at holding his liquor - but he just couldn’t seem to put down the booze. The squad was milling around a table at Shaw’s, enjoying the fact that they finally managed to close a case on a guy who smuggled drugs in a private airliner. Roger had been involved, and helped them identify the perp - a guy he had flown with back in the day.

    The squad had invited him to join them. He hadn’t shown up - because of course he didn’t. They had offered their sympathies. As if Jake would ever admit to being grateful for Roger's absence.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    When Roger came home drunk, Jake would run.

    This time, he ends up at Holt's house.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Jake was fine putting himself at risk for Cheddar - Holt had asked him to, and it was better than sending in Kevin.

    He was decidedly less fine with getting stabbed over it.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Getting blown by my partner in our patrol car? Guess even the good guys get distracted sometimes.

    Reeling from a personal loss, Murphy gets drunk on a stake out. Peña takes his professional duties as a partner to a whole new level. Murphy's POV.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Gina found out. Rosa knew. Boyle learned. Terry stumbled. Holt decided. Amy (sorta not really) detective-d.

    How each squad member realized that Jake was trans.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    He moves through life unchanged, unaltered. He is the constant, the monotony, the non-living of living that is sleep.

    Maybe that’s why he was always tired.

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    12 Apr 2026

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